Chapter 39: A Conspiracy of Ravens, Part 2, Do You Trust Me?

He pulls away, freeing my mouth, stroking his shaft as he speaks. “Tell me why you want me to behave this way with you. Why do you enjoy it so much?”

“Don’t you like it? I thought you did?”

“I love it,” he says, “but I want to understand why you do?”

“Sometimes... Sometimes... just the feeling of giving up control is the best feeling in the world. Out there... in ‘real life’, whatever that means, I have to look after everything, work, earn money, pay the rent, look after my dogs. When I can give up control, all that goes away, and the only thing left is the sheer sensation of...

“Of fucking?”

“Yes.”

He moves closer, the sweetness of his breathing bathing my face. “Of making love...?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

“You don’t want me to do it in public though?”

“No, I want to see your gentle side in public. It makes me weak at the knees.”

“And in private?”

“You make me wet.”

“Good, I want you wet tonight... and tomorrow...”

“Tomorrow?”