Chapter 65

An easier question would be: what's not on my mind. There's the fact that I barely know my own mate. I barely even know my family. There's all this drama with how Anthony could have been planning something bigger than any of us. My whole life could already be planned out for me and we're all just pieces in this twisted chess game. There's pawns, knights, a Queen, and a King. And we're all controlled by something bigger than us. It could be a group, maybe just a few people. We have no idea. And that's the scariest part of all of this. We just don't know.

"I'm scared" I admitted. It's one thing to know that you're scared. But admitting it, just makes it even more scary. "I'm really scared. He had this all planned out. And I just- I feel like I'm not controlling my own life. And I hate it" Jeremy pulled me into his chest and began rubbing circles on my back with his thumbs.