Standing up

Eyes like fire trying to hold back the tears

Chest so tight you can't take a breath

Screaming inside but no one can hear

Many regrets cross my mind as I look at years past. So many good memories that I don't want to take back

I am damaged goods

No good for love

Pain has taken over and assumed me to the core and left me bitter inside like waking bear

How long does it last?

Am I strong enough to withstand the storm?

The pain inside hurts like a sharp and burning pain to the stomach

The breath you can't take

Eyes and throat burn like lit end of a cigarette

Choking back the tears

Can I just scream and release it in the sky?

Well I am getting off the ground and wiping away the tears

I see the truth and my mind is clear

You were not the person you say

So it is finally goodbye

I am looking up

Feeling the sun on my face

So no more I love you or I miss you, or can I come over

I don't need you anymore

Your touch is no longer a desire

Your kiss is poison and you will never taste my lips again