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It's not always Black and White

It's not always Black and White. Two potential lovers, who never realised how much they needed each other until they met. Bea, a black girl in a predominantly white school, believes that no one will love her and treat her as she should be treated because of the colour of her skin. However, her previous relationship with a black boy, Ryan, enlightens her and makes her realise that she can have a positive relationship with any boy no matter their skin colour. When she meets Josh, she finds love, a love that she has never felt before. Someone that loves her for all of her imperfections and perfections. But will it end well? Will Ryan get in the way? You'll have to read to find out!

bea_reads · Teenager
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75 Chs

Confessions

Melanie's POV

We found a quiet spot outside the club, away from the pulsing beats and flashing lights. Theo reached into his pocket and pulled out his vape. I raised an eyebrow at him. "Seriously?" I couldn't help but laugh.

He chuckled, tucking the vape away, and gently took the cigarette from my lips. His eyes locked onto mine, and there was a certain intensity in his gaze. He leaned in closer, his warm breath mingling with mine, and whispered, "Do you know why we're here?"

I didn't need to answer with words. Instead, we closed the gap between us, our lips meeting in a passionate kiss. In that moment, it felt like the world around us faded away, leaving just the two of us and the undeniable truth that we both had been longing to embrace. Love was in the air, and I couldn't deny it any longer. He loved me, and I loved him.

Theo and I pulled away from our passionate kiss, our breathing a little heavier than before. He looked at me with a mischievous glint in his eyes and suggested that we should leave the club. I hesitated for a moment, a fleeting thought of Grace crossing my mind.

"But what about Grace?" I asked, my voice laced with concern.

Theo grinned and brushed it off with a playful tone, saying, "I don't see her anywhere around here."

With that, he swiftly scooped me up in his arms, holding me in a bridal-style embrace. The world around us seemed to blur as we made our way out of the club. His touch sent shivers down my spine, and I couldn't help but laugh at his eagerness.

He whispered in my ear, his voice dripping with desire, "We need to get these clothes off, ASAP."

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Bea's POV

The atmosphere at the bar had started to feel dull, and I was beginning to wonder if we'd made the right choice coming here. But then, out of nowhere, a young man approached me and asked if I was single. I let out a laugh and replied, "No, I'm not."

Josh, sitting beside me, seemed surprised. He muttered, "Are you fucking kidding me?"

Puzzled, I turned to him and inquired, "What's the problem?"

Josh chuckled and responded, "Oh, I see what's going on."

Growing increasingly agitated, I raised my voice and retorted, "What's going on, then?"

Josh's voice matched my frustration as he shot back, "What's wrong with you?"

I couldn't hold it in any longer. My voice shaking with a mixture of anger and hurt, I shouted at him, "I know about Lily. I know that you played Steph and Lily."

The words hung heavily in the air, and the bar suddenly felt even more suffocating. The truth was out, and I waited for Josh's response, my heart pounding in my chest.

In the midst of our heated argument, Josh's voice rose as he retorted, "That's in the past, Bea, get over it!"

My frustration had reached its peak, and I yelled back at him, "You never told me, Josh!"

"Why would I tell you?" he shouted in response.

I couldn't contain my emotions any longer. With anger and hurt surging through me, I exclaimed, "Josh, I know that every time we had an argument, and I thought you were drinking by yourself, instead, you were taking shots with other girls!"

His response was dismissive. "That doesn't matter."

Frustrated beyond belief, I stood up abruptly, determined to make a point. "Well, does this?" I challenged, then leaned in and passionately kissed the stranger standing nearby.

The tension in the air was palpable as Josh's fist connected with the guy's face after I had kissed him. The man stumbled backward, holding his cheek in pain.

"Think twice before kissing my girl," Josh growled, his voice laced with anger.

I was fuming, too. My emotions were a chaotic mess, and I shouted back, "I don't belong to you!"

Josh's reply was firm and filled with hurt, "Bea, we're in a relationship."

With tears in my eyes, I uttered the words that had been haunting me, "We were in a relationship."

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Grace's POV

A sense of worry hung in the air as Bea joined Lily and me. She looked visibly upset, and it didn't take long for her to reveal the reason.

"I've just broken up with my boyfriend," Bea confessed with a heavy sigh.

Both Lily and I expressed our sympathy. Lily, feeling guilty, said, "It's all my fault."

Bea quickly reassured her, saying, "No, it's his own fault."

Then Lily inquired about Theo's whereabouts, "Grace, where's Theo?"

I furrowed my brow and checked my phone. Dialing Theo's number, I waited anxiously for a response, but there was nothing. The worry that had been gnawing at me now grew into something more substantial.

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Theo's POV

I lay there, caught between two worlds. Melanie and I shared a fiery passion that was undeniable, but it was hard to escape the constant reminder of Grace trying to reach out to me.

Melanie broke our silence, her voice laced with a hint of insecurity, "How long are we gonna do this for?"

I turned to look at her, my conflicting emotions mirrored in my eyes. "As long as we live," I replied with a wistful smile.

Her laughter filled the room, and she confessed, "Good, because I can't live without you."

In that moment, I was torn between love and obligation, between what I had and what I'd lost.

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Bea's POV

The air in the villa seemed to lighten up as Ryan shared his news. His smile was contagious, and we all joined in with cheers and applause.

"We're official, Ryan!" Jess exclaimed, leaning in to give him a congratulatory kiss.

It felt good to celebrate something positive amidst all the recent tensions and heartaches. We were a group of friends, after all, and moments like these reminded us of the bonds we shared.

Steph raised her glass and said, "To Ryan and Jess, may your love continue to grow and bring you endless happiness."

We all clinked glasses, echoing her sentiment. For a brief moment, it was easy to forget the complexities that had been brewing among us.

The evening was filled with laughter and celebration as we settled into the cozy villa in sunny Spain. We gathered around the living room, a vibrant mix of friends enjoying a much-needed vacation.

Josh, ever the center of attention, raised his voice above the lively chatter. "Hey, everyone, can we have a moment?" His commanding tone quieted the room, and all eyes turned to him.

Theo leaned forward, curiosity written across his face. "What's the news?" he asked.

Josh cleared his throat, a nervous energy surrounding him. "I'm officially single." He announced it with a hint of defiance, like he was daring us to challenge him.

I couldn't help but roll my eyes and purse my lips. Josh always managed to make everything about himself. This time was no different. The air seemed to grow heavy with tension, and I knew what was coming next, so I stood up-

"Wait, Bea," Josh called after me as I stood up abruptly. I paused, my heart pounding in my chest. The weight of his words hung in the air, and I couldn't bring myself to face the judgment in the room.

"And it's all Bea's fault," he declared, the words ringing in my ears like a harsh accusation.

Ryan, laughed aloud. "Well, that doesn't surprise me!" he chimed in, a smirk dancing on his lips.

I couldn't bear the embarrassment that threatened to swallow me whole. The tears welled up, and I fled, running upstairs in a blur of emotions. The once joyful atmosphere now felt tainted by Josh's revelation.

As I reached my room, I let the tears flow freely, anger and hurt swirling within me. What had just happened had left me raw and exposed, my heart aching in a way I hadn't anticipated.

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Theo's POV

The night had settled into a deep, comforting quietness. Most of our friends had found their way to sleep, leaving only the distant murmur of conversation and laughter.

Bea's sobs echoed from her room, and I knew that Grace and Steph were doing their best to console her. In moments like these, I wished I could do something, but this situation felt delicate and unfamiliar.

Outside, Lily and Bella were engaged in a hushed conversation, their voices blending with the gentle night breeze. It was as if the world had taken a collective breath, letting the weight of the day dissolve into the cool darkness.

As I descended the staircase, the question of why I was here gnawed at me.

But I had an answer, even if it was tangled in the complicated web of emotions that had unfolded during our time in Spain.

Then, I saw her – Melanie, sitting alone in the dimly lit living room. She looked up at me, her eyes filled with a mixture of surprise and longing. "Why are you down here?" she asked, her voice soft and cautious.

I approached her slowly, my heart pounding. "I'm here for you," I replied, my voice filled with sincerity. The truth was, I didn't fully understand my own feelings. Grace had my heart, but Melanie... Melanie had a unique hold over me, something I couldn't ignore.

I leaned in, drawn to her like a moth to a flame, and my lips hovered just inches from hers. Melanie hesitated, the tension between us almost palpable. "What if she sees?" she whispered, her voice laced with uncertainty.

In that moment, I brushed away her doubts with a gentle smile. "She won't," I assured her, my words carrying the weight of our unspoken connection. The world outside faded away as our lips met, and for that fleeting instant, it was just Melanie and me, lost in a world of our own making.