Chapter One

Dark

Black

Thunder

Rain

Pain

That's my life

Every second I lived in a hard rain of emotions. Every second I broke into pieces. Life fucking shit happy for me. It's dark and broken. Step by step counting my thoughts I lost in my moment. Pounding rain running emotions with an empty heart and full of mind.

Broken

In dream life I have everything but in reality, I'm an empty Loser. Being the number one businessman was hard for me. No background, no life. No parents and never fucking love. Living in poor conditions was hard for me. Poor, begging, and bullying. Shit happens from childhood when my parents left me. Thinking I'm not good for them. It's a mistake for me to enter in life.

I lived poorly on the roads. My hands empty and begging for food. Hunger gave me the strength to struggle hard. Hard work and strength that's it and now I'm here. Billionaire businessman. In the past few years, my company is the most famous. Building a place for me in business like finding love in the whole world. But wait business is easier than love. Money, profit, and overtaking that's it. No promise, no marriage, and no restrictions.

Scared

This is the power that binds couples together. It's never loving and never. People are scared of being broken and burning in love. Love is like a waste of time.

No trust

But in business, we never trust each other, that's why business is easier. Why am I thinking about love? Because I lost my race in love. I lost my fucking seven years. It's the most beautiful and memorable moment for me when I thought it's time for settling. I met my wife Henley in the Paris meeting. She's beautiful and gorgeous. First, we like fuck but when time passed it's going regular and then we make a decision for marriage. We both go on dates regularly and I spend most of my money on her. She likes control and I gave her. But then I found out she had a problem. I don't know what it was?

Attention

She wants attention, that's it. She used to play with me. The slower our trust is broken the slower our life is broken. She thinks I fuck someone behind her back. She's coming into my office and fucking creating drama. First, I thought I'm handling her with divorce. But then I find out she's pregnant with my baby.

A girl

Then my life changed. Thinking about my child broke me. I never want my child to have a bad living like me so Henley starts living with me. My mind starts dreaming about my cute baby girl. My heart starts beating again for my girl. Her clothes, rooms, and everything I shopped for by myself, and when she came into my life my whole world went upside down.

Father

Being a father and feeling like a father is different. Her tiny voice, hands, and cuteness blew my mind with happiness. But my wife starts shitting on me because she's jealous of our daughter. She hates it when I love my child. She's being careless. She never holds my daughter and ignores her completely. No caring, no love. She creates some shit for attention and I gave it to her because she's my daughter's mother.

She betrayed my daughter and It's hard for me to take care of her alone and then everything is gone. My world is Gone on the dark path where just me and my girl memories.

Empty

World