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Grace Faith Summer

Tobias Washington had woken up in a hospital bed three days later after someone from his past had found him unconscious, bleeding to death. Tobias woke up all distorted and confused about why he was in a bed at the hospital. Tobias had forgotten he was severely injured and could have lost his life if he was not taken to the hospital immediately. The doctors who treated Tobias were surprised because they thought he would die even if they operated on him because he had lost a lot of blood and could have gone into shock. The person who found him was a high school friend named Peter Moore. Peter respected Tobias because he was respectful and cared for his friends.

Even though Grace Faith Summer had told a white lie to Tobias Washington, it does not mean she was not genuine about how she felt about him. It was true that Faith was not married because she broke off her engagement with her verbally abusive and vicious fiancé. They had a nasty altercation that took days before she met Tobias. Faith did feel guilty for not being completely honest with Tobias. Faith thought that she and Tobias got brought by destiny to be together. She did not have this feeling for her ex-fiancé. Shame, humiliation, sadness, and other emotions were what Faith felt when she was with Frost Dreamer, her ex-fiancé. In public, Frost would seem like a synthetic person to Faith by being kind, polite, and respectful to her. But once they were home, his true colors would appear. Frost found being verbally, physically, and mentally abusive to Faith entertaining.

Frost Dreamer always maligned Faith. Frost always found any excuse to degrade and humiliate Faith any chance he had. Frost is very vile by nature and has no empathy. He enjoyed seeing Faith humiliated in front of his friends. Frost once suggested he wanted to see Faith fool around with multiple of his friends. Frost did not care if he hurt Faith's feelings at all.

Faith felt vulnerable around Frost; if anything, she thought she was in danger. Faith got punched for not making dinner because she was exhausted from her job. Faith is an assistant manager for a restaurant. Another time, Frost bruised Faith so severely that she was forced to call off work because her pain was excruciating. Faith decided to be courageous and stand up for herself because she was done with the abuse, whether mentally, physically, verbally, or emotionally.

Faith's decision to stand up for herself led to a nasty altercation. This confrontation included punches and kicks to the face, legs, and stomach. Frost did get kicked in his male member by Faith since Frost punched Faith in her breasts. Both Frost and Faith used broken glass to attack the arms, legs, and thighs to make them bleed when the opportunity presented itself. Frost was still in agony from when he got kicked in his man member. Faith felt soreness and pain when she got slammed to the ground hard. Faith thought she could not escape Frost and his abusive behavior because she thought no one would listen or believe her.

All Faith wanted in her adolescent years was to meet the love of her life. Faith wanted someone who would love her and show her respect. Faith thought the guys she dated would be considerate, but instead, they were arrogant, egotistical, and jerks. The boys Faith had dated just saw her as a trophy they had won in a competition. Faith has an athletic body; she is in good health and shape. Faith has long, fiery hair and light blue eyes. Faith has a perfect smile since her teeth are perfect. Faith was raised in a Christian home, just like Tobias. Faith had always enjoyed listening to worship music and reading the bible.

Faith enjoyed worshipping God by singing in the church choir as a young lass. Faith always went to bible studies to learn as much as she could about God and Jesus. A bible verse that caught Faith's interest was Romans chapter six, verse twenty-three, which says, "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord" from the New Kings James version. Faith was also interested in another bible verse from Ephesians chapter four, verses thirty-one and thirty-two. That says, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from, with all malice; And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you."- From the New King James version.

Growing up in a strict religious household, Faith was taught that losing her purity was terrible. It had to be with someone she would spend her whole life with and who would appreciate her and with someone who would be in love with her for her imperfection and love her for being true to herself and not being phony. Faith's friends had convinced her that God would forgive her if she lost her innocence. Faith remembered her conversation with her friends when she turned sixteen about God forgiving her if she was not celibate.

That conversation was all it took to convince Faith to lose her innocence. Faith's friends were getting it on with their boyfriends because they were not Christians by practice but because of their parents. Faith initially felt uncomfortable with the idea of becoming defiled because she was religious and waiting until marriage. However, Faith continued to read her bible, prayed, attended church with her family, and was a worship leader in her church's young adult group.

Faith had decided to lose her holiness and become guilty because it went against everything she had been taught and valued. Faith lost her purity to a boy named Freddy Black, whose male member was deep inside her private parts. Faith felt a lot of pain because it was her first time. Felt was uncomfortable and did not like the feeling she felt. As Faith tried to get off him, Freddy thrust his male member inside her. Over time, Faith was getting used to having s*x. What made it worse was she had seen Freddy at her school.

When Faith had finished losing her virginity, Faith freaked out for two reasons. The first reason is Faith noticed blood came out onto the bed because she did not realize she would bleed after her hymen popped. Faith's friends did not ever tell her because they knew she would have waited until marriage to lose her purity. The second reason why Faith freaked out was she regretted sleeping with someone she did not love. Freddy sent Faith home afterward because he only wanted to sleep with a pure and beautiful girl.

After Freddy sends Faith home, she does the walk of shame because she is not proud of her decision. Faith wished she had waited until she found the love of her life. Faith truly wished she had not felt the peer pressure of losing her innocence when she knew it was wrong and against her moral beliefs. Faith wanted to be like her friends and not feel like an outcast. Faith went straight into the shower to wash off her disgust about herself when she arrived home. After Faith had finished showering, she went into bed and cried in silence because she felt shame.

Faith did not want to discuss her losing her purity because she did not want to disappoint her parents. Faith also wanted to avoid hearing how we all make mistakes and should learn from them. Faith saw Freddy Black, avoided him like the plague, and did not want to become sick. Faith stopped at Walmart after school to pick up a pregnancy kit. The item she got is called Clearblue Rapid Detection Pregnancy Test, two count.