Chapter 184

Paul went home thinking and refused to eat anything.

“Honey is anything the matter?, why are you not eating?, are you sick?, do you have a hard day in the office?” Christy keep asking and trying to make Paul to talk and maybe to lighten his mood but she couldn’t.

 Paul was thinking of what will happen if he decide to accept Bianca as a second wife, after all she's good but she’s too stubborn but apart from that she's good.

 Paul keeps thinking and refusing to listen to Christy.

He wanted to ask Patrick if what James said was right but thinking about it Patrick will not give him any good advice, he knows that Patrick will only agree with what James said “but what the f*ck is this?, why don't I have good friends that will advise me on something good?” he keep asking himself while thinking of doing what James ask him to do even though one part of him is saying

“Don't do it, one part of him is saying do it because if you don’t do it you are the bigger fool of the century. According to James advise.

He decided to visit Bianca but on getting there the whole house is so scattered and in a mess, so unkept.

He walk through the rubbish to get to Bianca where she was lying down as if she's dead.

“Bianca… Bianca.. Bianca are you alright?, what is wrong with you?, Bianca what is all this?, You can't even clean the house, look at my sofa. Everywhere is so unkept”.

 he walked to the kitchen and everywhere fill with flies, he walked back to Bianca to wake her up. she stood up but start crying.

“What is wrong with you Bianca, why did you keep my house like this?”.

“Leave me alone, I want to die. I just want to die, I’m tired of all this. I just want to die.” She keeps crying.

“Why will you want to die?,” Paul ask her wondering what has gone in her head.

“What do you care” she ask still crying.

“Look at me Bianca, what is going on with you and why are you like this?”

“Why are you asking just let me die, nobody loves me, nobody wants me, just go back to your lovely wife Christy and care for her, leave me alone let me just die. You don't love me so what am I living for?” she keep talking and crying.

Paul was just confused, he didn't think that Bianca could be like this, he didn't think that Bianca could think of dying because she was so strong and behave as if she doesn't care but then Paul remembered Sharon, that is exactly the attitude that Sharon has but while deep inside they are just weak.

“I'm sorry Bianca I am here now, so can you please get up and let's clean up this place.?”

She got up and wipe her tears.

“Am sorry” Paul help her up and they both start cleaning up the house while Bianca cook for Paul.

“Am sorry for slapping you the other day I don’t know what came over me” Bianca apologize.

“Is ok, I understand”