CHAPTER 24- A smile that will never be forgotten. Part 1.

CHAPTER 24- A smile that will never be forgotten. Part 1.

What I hate the most in this life, besides the Gods, are betrayals. I was betrayed by Sant's mother in my first life. I was betrayed by my former classmates in my second life. And finally, I was betrayed by my former fellow heroes in my third and current life.

I'm afraid of being betrayed again. I know that my former fellow heroes betrayed me and tried to kill me because the Demon King manipulated them and made them believe that I had the soul of the Demon King. I more than anyone told them to do whatever it takes to kill the Demon King, even if it was necessary for me to sacrifice my life, that's why they tried to attack me.

I know very well that it was not their fault. I know very well that they did not betray me 100%. It was very childish of me to walk away from them for that reason, but ... How can I explain ...? I have a problem with people. I can not trust anyone. I considered them my friends, but the fact that they tried to kill me and did not believe me when I told them that I was not bad, it hurt. I know very well that they were manipulated, but what they did caused the traumas of the past to return.

I didn't want to be betrayed anymore... And I didn't want to have people around me who have betrayed me.

I know they deserve my forgiveness and all that, but I just can't be around them. They remind me too much of my past self, and I vowed not to be like my past self.

So I started a new life, with a new identity and a new job. Being a librarian is a boring and relaxing job for me, I am already bored of having adventures and defeating monsters. After all, what's so fun about defeating weak monsters? And I didn't want to go back to being a hero either. Having to endure the nobles licking my shoes, the hundreds of marriage proposals from different women around the world, the fame ... I wanted to avoid all that and live a calm and normal life.

I consider Yuik as my friend, because I am very sure that she will never betray me. I gave her a new life, I gave her a home, I got her a job and now she is happy ... But, if she ever betrays me to some God or tries to hurt me, I ... I... I don't know what I would do. But of one thing I am sure, if Yuik or Sant, the people that I consider my friends, betray me, I will go back to being the old Dreimo ... And most likely it will make me a worse threat than the Demon King.

"That's why bit by bit the slave trade is disappearing. I secretly left advanced technology of a world with technology to some magical scientists and in about 40 years that world will be a world with magical technology. It will become a less savage and more civilized world."

"Kya! You are as smart as ever! That's why I love you!"

Sant hugged my arm tighter, trying to get me aroused by her breasts. Sorry Sant, but that won't work for me. I'm not that easy... Ah, I think I am kind of easy. Don't get up, friend, not in public.

"Although Seirak is a masochistic and weird girl, she is very faithful and intelligent. I am sure that she will achieve what I asked of her."

Before my big fight with the Demon King, I asked Seirak to do everything possible to eliminate the sale of slaves, both normal and sex slaves, and if it was necessary to kill nobles, to do so without hesitation. "No, killing is wrong, she should arrest them, not kill them!" Pfff. That's not funny at all and the results it gives are low. If Seirak kills the nobles who try to prevent the sale of slaves from disappearing, fewer nobles will try to prevent it for fear of dying and that will save us a lot of time.

The fear of dying is stronger than the fear of being caught and arrested. To arrest a person you need evidence and a long bureaucratic process. On the other hand, to kill someone, you only need to have the mental strength to do it and that's it. Personally, I like to kill bad people and not arrest them. That caused me a lot of annoying problems in the past. "Why did you kill the King of Sukermein ?! You almost started a war, you idiot! " Of the few times that the King dared to call me an idiot to my face, and he immediately regretted saying it because I put a cucumber up his ass and publicly humiliated him in front of all the citizens of the capital.

I killed the King of that country because the son of a bitch had more than 20 concubines and he dared to flirt with my ex-friends in front of me. It was quite satisfying to see him cry while he was raped by Orcs.

And to save me the time of fighting a war, my former fellow heroes and I conquered that country and annexed it to ours.

Yes, that's how powerful we were together. And without exaggeration, we had the necessary power to conquer the world, that's why everyone respected us and were afraid of us.

I must admit it was fun being with my ex-friends, we did amazing things together ... Ah, but that will never happen again.

"We arrived."

We went into a small family restaurant. If I'm correct, the owner of this place is ...

"Oh, Dreimo, I haven't seen you in years!"

Tsk. That son of a bitch.

That little old man with the appearance of a little 10 year old boy tried to hug me and I put my foot on his face.

"I thought you were dead, you fucking fairy."

"Wow, you're still just as rude to your best friend!"

"Exfriend. Fuck you very much. If I could kill you, I would."

"Are you still angry about that night we spent together?"

"Eh?"

Sant took me by the neck and brought her angry face too close to mine.

"W-what does he mean by that?!"

"First of all, I should clarify that this idiot was using his adult form when he was with me. Hey, Nel, use your adult form."

"Yes!"

A strong light began to come out of his body and he grew in size.

He transformed into an adorable 20-year-old boy with white hair, blue eyes, and a slim body.

A boy who cannot be considered handsome, but adorable.

"Now I will explain what happened in my second life."

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Nel and I, in a nutshell, were best friends ... Well, we were trying to be. I still didn't trust people and pretended to consider him my friend, to see if I could trust him.

I met him when I decided to leave school and start a new life, away from everyone. I changed my appearance and registered with an adventurer's guild.

Before doing that, I met Nel in a forest. I was camping, as I decided to live as a normal human and not stand out, so I didn't use my flying magic.

He approached my campfire and asked my permission to stay with me, as he was hungry.

Like the good boy that I am, I sent him to shit ... Or so I wanted to do. He was too adorable, even for me. I let him stay and gave him food.

We ate, drank, and laughed together. From that day on, we were together. We register together to be adventurers and begin our adventure ... Until that disgusting day came.

After 5 years of friendship, one day, while we were drinking in my room, because of my stupidity, I did not realize that the alcohol was stronger than I was used to ... No, it wasn't because of that, someone drugged us. Who? I never knew. Nel was not the one who drugged us, I questioned him, but he was not the culprit, someone else did it.

As Nel hardly drank, I was the most affected, Nel could still maintain his composure ... And he took advantage of that.

I didn't know he was gay, until that day. He kissed me and took my clothes off, and since I was high, I played along for two reasons. Number 1: I was high and didn't know what I was doing. Number 2: My Succubus blood was heated by alcohol.

Blah, blah, blah. When I woke up, I was in bed, naked along with Nel. Fortunately, I did not receive, but I got so angry with him that I have never forgiven him.

"We remain fellow adventurers, but I can never forget that experience. Damn rapist."

"Hey, I was the one who ended up with a broken ass! Besides, I didn't know you didn't want to do it, you played along with me!"

"Idiot, I was high!"

"T-then ... D-did you have sex with a man?"

"Tsk. I was raped, it doesn't count."

Besides, I am resistant to drugs. Someone drugged me in a special way. That drug was not from that world. I suspect Sant, but from her behavior, she didn't know. The other suspect is the Supreme Goddess ... Wait, am I really overthinking it? It is obvious that she was the supreme Goddess! That bitch just wants to have fun with my suffering.

"Kya!! Tell me all the details !!"

... Is she drawing?

I took her notebook from her and looked at the drawings.

Good art, excellent handling of the anatomy. Even the size of my member is perfect.

"They are excellent drawings, Sant. You are very talented considering that you drew them in a few seconds."

"Thank you, beautiful husband ...! What?!"

I burned the notebook and turned it to ashes.

"Draw when I am not there. I don't want to see you desecrating my image."

This crazy woman will draw drawings of me having sex with Nel. Ah, I'm used to her madness by now.

"Anyway, let's sit down."

"I'll bring you the specialty!"

Sant and I sat at a table and she kept looking at me with that disgusting perverted expression.

"Fufu. I didn't know you had that side, cute husband."

"Tsk. The Supreme Goddess did, I'm sure. After all, she allowed Nel to live here when he died. It's probably her way of thanking him for the show."

"Tsk. A boy had the opportunity to do it with you and I still haven't. It is not fair!"

"You're my friend, friends don't have sex."

"Friends with rights do."

"We're just friends. Besides, as long as you remain a Goddess, I will not touch you. Find a quick replacement and become a human."

"You make it sound like it's easy. I have not found anyone who can replace me. I search and search, but only find useless!"

"Then keep waiting, or fall in love with a God."

"Hahahaha! Dreimo, I don't know if you forgot, but ... we are engaged! I can't fall in love with another man! I only have eyes for you!"

"A childhood promise doesn't count."

"It does count for me!"

Ah... If only she wasn't a Goddess.

"It's not fair that only I think about our relationship!"

Blah, blah, blah. She started complaining that I am too cold and cruel to her. Blah, blah, blah. Although she is annoying, childish, arrogant, conceited, sadistic, and a long etcetera, she is my friend. And I am very grateful for her loyalty.

"What do you see in me?! You have nothing to say to me ?!"

Yes, she is definitely angry.

"You look so adorable when you're angry."- I said smiling.

Ah... I said what I thought. Sorry, I couldn't help it. Adorableness is one of my strongest weaknesses.

Her face is so red, I even feel her body heat.

"I-i-i-i-it's not fair !! Why am I always the one who ends up ashamed ?!"

"Because you are the easiest to shame, linda."

"Hmmmh!"

Hey Sant, that pout only makes you look twice as adorable. Those dark circles under your eyes add extra to how adorable you are.

"What a couple in love. I feel jealous."

Nel left a huge piece of meat on the table, a huge strawberry dessert, and a huge chocolate shake from a single straw.

"Nel, you have 5 seconds to get me another shake."

"Fufu. Ashamed, pretty husband?"

"We're just friends. I will continue to treat you as a friend. And friends definitely don't share milkshakes like this."

"Yes, yes. An extra shake for the cold boy."

Nel walked away from us and I sighed.

"100 years."

"Eh? What? I don't understand."

"Sant, in 100 years, after Yuik dies, I will agree to marry you."

"S-seriously?! A-are you not kidding ?!"

For a God, 100 years is not a long time considering they live for thousands of years.

"But on one condition, let's remain normal friends. No rape attempts. In 100 years our relationship will become strong enough to get married. Do you accept?"

"Of course I do, I accept...! But... What if you fall in love with Yuik? You hate the harem ... Will you agree to be with both of them?"

"No... No My heart can only belong to one woman, that's what my mother taught me. If I fall in love with Yuik, I won't be able to marry you, sorry."

"Fufu. I will take that as a challenge."

If I want to have the normal life that I want, this is the best. If Sant continues with her sexual harassment, she will end up raping me. I want her to treat me like a normal friend ... Maybe in 100 years I will fall in love with her ... Or I fell in love with Yuik ... I don't know... I really do not know.