Chp 58 : Scared
[Tex : I'm being serious here... I have some fragments of my past, but I'm not even sure if they are... real?] He sighed out loud [I don't remember anything clearly from before I met you, they feel like they aren't my memories... but I'm sure the ones I have made with you are real and my own]
Tex's story was followed by a long while of silence, Siun greatly empathized with Tex's feelings at that moment
He too felt like he didn't actually belong in his old world and he didn't remember anything from his past life before he came to this world, it was all a blur
[After this is done what will happen to you Tex? You said you can't remember you past hosts, does that mean you'll forget me?]
Tex paused after hearing what Siun just asked him, Siun seemed to notice that this was a touchy topic so he quickly changed the subject
[I can't wait to be done with this and be reincarnated with a golden spoon!] Siun said as he lied down adjusting Tex onto his stomach
[Tex : I have been meaning to ask this but why are you so obsessed with money?]
[Huhuhu it's simple really! When I have money I can be free to do whatever I want!]
[Tex : But aren't you free right now?]
[...Am I really though? In this world if I don't do my tasks and quests my soul will be tortured for eternity] He said as he spread his arms wide out [I'm scared]
[Tex : Scared that you don't remember you past life?]
[No, I could care less about that shitty life... I'm scared of losing control of my own life. I want to do things I want and when I want to, basically being forced to come to this world makes me scared] Siun said as he lifted Tex up into the air facing him, he liked how malleable Tex was and how he could change the cat's shape at will. [I killed myself in my past life because I wanted to die on my own terms, that moment is the only thing I remember clearly in that life. A quick and painless death, the only thing I'm sacred of more than losing control is pain]
[Does that make me a coward?]
Truthfully, Tex didn't know how to answer Siun, because he was a system he was never able to feel physical pain, or any physical feeling at all. So Tex just slowly used his paw to gently rub Tex's hand which was still holding him up as a means of comforting him
[Tex : D-don't worry, your just fine... you should worry about your quest and the amount of strikes you might get in the near future]
Siun was content with Tex's response, he wasn't expecting him to comfort him with words anyways
[Holy shit! I forgot about the side tasks... But they cant be that hard right? The tasks will probably just be me being friends and helping Mikhail Curran]
[Tex : True, you also haven't met him yet so you can just relax for now, but after this you really need to start thinking of ways to get close to him, a member of Xinthri royal family]
[Can I see all the information on Mikhail Curran and the quest?]
[Tex : Of course, I can also show you your current stats. I have also gained a new ability recently for you to look into other people's stats]
Tex waved his tail around and suddenly a blue translucent screen popped out right in between Tex and Siun's face
[Tex : Impressive isn't it? Oh huhu not your stats though, they are absolute trash! You can look at it all you want, but don't touch it! Or else it would disappear!]
Host : Siun (unknown last name)
Age : 3
HP : 30/30 (has not reach highest amount available)
Agility : 60/80
Strength :10/90
Stamina : 20/50
Defense : 0/20
SKILLS : Seux eyes, Xinthri legs, C40s3n 1/E7o0-r?
- Main Quest : Assist the Hero in killing the Demon Lord
- Hero : Er10r 3?
- Side Task : e720r!-?
- Strikes : 5/10
Siun skimmed through his stats, and as Tex said they were all garbage except his agility which was good for a 3 year old, but compared to a Xinthri, was absolutely mediocre
[WHAT THE FUCK?] Siun said as he rapidly got up from the roof in absolute disbelief [I HAVE 5 STRIKES? I HAVENT EVEN-]
[Tex : WAIT! QUIET FOR A MOMENT!] Tex was also greatly surprised but for a different reason than Siun [What the fuck is ERROR?!]