I need you to love me little louder today

Emma was such a mature girl but she made mistakes that she had to regret later. "to error is human" but it was too late to regret it....

Emma belongs to a mediocre family. she knows her limits well but unfortunately, she tries to cross them still it did not troublesome for her. she just lives her life but ruins his life (Alex).

One day I was out shopping. I was buying new clothes and wandering around the market. I didn't know that I will meet someone who will just win my heart. it was such a pleasant day. everyone was having fun around me even though I was having fun too but I was too alone at that moment. I just went to the cafeteria. I order some coffee and pancakes because it was lunch. At that time I saw a boy there. he was such a charming boy. I think it was love at first sight who knows what is going to happen next? I was just looking at him and enjoying my coffee. I was just lost in him suddenly he noticed that I am looking at him for a long period. when he look back at me I just came to my senses. I just said sorry and went out. I went home and I just totally forget about that and I never met him again.

It's December 25, 2022.

We all went out to celebrate Christmas.

we to the amusement Park. We went together. all my friends there had a lot of fun. after having fun we all decided to have some drinks. we had drinks and eat the food. everyone seemed to be drunk but I was in my sense. I called the taxi and send everyone to their home. I and my friend (Harry) were left there. Harry offered me to give a ride but I said: "I will go by bus".

He called his friend and his friend came to pick up him. I was watching that whole scene and you can't imagine who was his friend. His friend was the same person whom I just met 1 year before in the cafeteria. I really didn't know if he noticed me or not but I noticed him and I just remember everything. I start thinking about him he also offers me a ride but I said " I will go by bus" he said that "it is too late no bus will be at the station so I can give you the ride"

I just agreed and boarded the car. It was quite silent in the car. harry was sleeping and I was sitting back. it was quiet too.

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suddenly he said "hey my name is Alex"

"What is your name"?

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I replied: " hello my name is Emma"

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"It's nice to meet you today and that day," said Alex.

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I was too stunned at the moment that he remember that day also.

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I said: "no I'm so sorry. I was just lost in something. it just embarrassing for me."

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*HE LAUGHS*

It's okay.

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From that day we become friends. We start to hang out with each other. we didn't know that we will grow feeling for each other. just after a few months on Valentine's Day, he Express his feeling for me and I just said yes. but I didn't know that saying yes to his proposal is going to be worst for him.

Love makes people blind and Emma and Alex were blind in love. They didn't know anything. with time I was getting older and my parents decided to do my marriage in our family, it was not allowed to do a love marriage and we didn't tell our parents that they are dating. this was worst for them. one day I came home. my parents were sitting on the couch and whispering about something. They just call me and tell me to sit down on the couch. I just move towards them and sat on the couch. I was going to hear the worst words of my life. they told me that we are going to do my marriage and I just have to accept it. they didn't ask about my choice. At that moment I just said yes because I had nothing to say...

The next day I went to Alex and told him about everything even though about my answer. I just told him that if I will tell about our relationship. they will just kill me. He was so angry. he just left Me. Then we never met for many months. just before leaving the word, he said to me was

" I will just take my revenge"

I just thought that he will tell my parents everything. I was so worried at that moment. it was difficult for me to sleep at night and it was just driving me crazy. I just kept thinking if that will happen what am I gonna do... I was just blind at that moment and I was to regret it later. why I just did something which I had to regret later? over time, I forgot about everything but I still remember him. I still loved him as much as I use to love him in the past but he never came back. Then I just move on.....

It's November 23, 2023... Me (emma) was getting married... I was sitting on the stage and I saw him as a guest... He waved at me. I just got worried... I thought I am in trouble but I didn't know what Is gonna happen.

I went to the washroom and he came before me... I was crying. He asked me why I am crying... I just told him everything... He replied

" I loved you sincerely.

I will never do that"

I went back to the stage... I remember everything and feel so sad. At that movement, the groom felt ill and they delay the wedding till tomorrow. It's again the next morning I had to get ready and my eyes were full of tears... But no one noticed. I was ready to go on stage. My father gets along with me to walk me to the stage. My body was shivering. He asked me about everything. I told him everything. He just set me free and allowed me to go back to Alex. I was so Happy... Just the movement when she stepped out of the wedding hall she got a phone :

Hey! We are here to inform you about Alex's death... Before dying he told us to inform you about his death. He was just suffering from a Brain tumor. His funeral is at 4:00 pm...

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Call ends*

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She was crying hard. Later she went to his funeral and said the words:

.....𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒

𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑢𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.....

♡︎♡︎♡︎

𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢

𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙

𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡