I lost everything but my will

Suffering... This word has become something I'm used to. It often accurately describes my situation. Depressing isn't it? I lost my dad, Killed my mom, basically life takes away everything I find good, but I'll never give up. I'll never accept defeat, I'll never bow in submission to life and everything it throws at me. I Jena boulevard will become the most powerful being and destroy all of life for that is the only way I deem fit to return the merciless treatment I've been through.