I felt my eyelids heavy and forcefully opened them .
The sudden light almost blinded me. I put my hand above my hand to shadow my eyes and saw my brother and Sam sleeping on the beds next to me. I am in hospital.
I lived.
Thank you God.
I sincerely am happy to live again.
I leaned over and hugged the both of sleeping people in my arms. Sam and Chase who woke up from the sudden movement were surprise and also hugged her back.
Tears were welled up on the eyes of Ranran and Sam. Chase silently shoulder hug and patted the two of them.
"I am sorry..." Ranran spoke first and kept crying out her apologies to them. It was what she owed them the most.
Sam and Chase only embraced her and whispered softly." Stupid Mushroom." "Silly sister"
Ranran heart felt a warm current surging as never before in her heart. She wiped her tears messily like that in childhood. Sam smiled at her never changing habit.
"Welcome back my Ranran."
...
"Brother , I am prepared." Ranran put the luggage in the car and called Chase. "All done?" "Yes." Ranran nodded to Chase.
At this moment Sam came carrying a huge box towards Ranran. "Ranran I will really miss you!" Sam put the box in the car and immediately threw herself in Ranran's embrace.
"Me too, I will really miss you Sam." Ranran smiled cutely at her. "It's time to leave." Ranran's mother called."Coming mom!" Ranran look at San who was trying to control herself from crying. Ranran blinked and smiled stupidly at Sam and "Sam is really kind to me." That same naive words and that familiar stupid smile made Sam laugh and felt bitter.
Sam forcefully pulled Ranran in a hug and domineeringly said." Ranran you are mine , don't have a girlfriend outside and cheat on me. You are not allowed to miss my calls and message and don't ever dare to say goodbye to me!" Ranran smiled at Sam's old overbearing president quotes.
It feel refreshing.
Ranran went to sit in the car and smiled reassuringly at Sam so she won't cry.
With that Ranran started a new beginning in a new city to remedy her pain.
This time she won't blindly walk forward and forget her dear ones behind.
She is going to come back as a strong woman years later.
...
Sarban mind was blank as he watched his Ranran's car leaving.
He liked her and he always knew that but he a coward and didn't dare to confess or accept for fear of losing the luxury he possesses now.
A human life indeed too long he doesn't know if he can still like Ranran tomorrow. He always thought like this and deliberately pushed his Ranran away from his world forever.
Maybe even now she likes him but that like can never compare to what she initially give him.
He realized the sweetness of the candy only after it was completely dissolved and out of reach.
He laughed and collapsed on the ground. In the corner I laughed wildly. "Ranran , I lost this bet." I bitterly cried.
Patter! Patter!
It was raining heavily
His eyes were blurry in the rain.
Ranran I am so sorry to you.
It just that now I realized
I just like you.
[The End Of The Main Text]
Do you want to know who this stupid and silly Ranran is? This me Lu Jingran , Ranran.
This is the story is inspired by my unrequited love that couldn't get it's response to ever come true so I let go of it little by little.
Even today I still liked him years later but not as much in initial period.
This article is a way for me to write my youth and love for him at this moment off now.
I really don't want to spend the second half of my life alone. So I choose to let go of what I can't have.