grief ch 5

After mother passed away toji became more distant, and the only one taking care of us is shui, when we first meet shui I was skeptical since I've never meet toji's acquaintance before so when he show's up I was surprised

"Father"

"What do you want!!"

"You've been like this since mother passed away"

"I think it's time to move on"

As toji hears this he immediately looked at me as if I said something bad

"You don't get to tell me when to move on, get lost"

As toji's said this words I immediately went to where megumi is

'damn how am I supposed to get stronger if I take care of megumi, although I'm worried about megumi's health, but I want to get stronger so that I can help them in the future'

As I was contemplating about the future, toji suddenly stand up, he then went outside.

"Where are you going?"

"None of your business"

As I was taking care of megumi, I can't help but worry about our well being as toji's mental health is unstable right now, although shui sometimes drop by and give us food as well as clothes we can't rely on him forever.

As days comes by toji frequently came back home, and after a few years, toji is with another woman, the woman introduce herself as well as her daughter,

"Hi there my name is aku hinami, and this is my daughter aku tsumiki it's a pleasure to meet you"

(A/N I don't know the name of tsumiki's mother as well as their first names so I'll just create one

After they finish introducing themselves, I quickly introduce myself as well as megumi,

"Hello my name is ichiro Fushiguro,and this is my little brother megumi Fushiguro, and it is also a pleasure to meet you"

"My what a polite children you have toji, tsumiki you should learn from them alright"

Tsumiki and I are probably the same age, although adding my past life age makes me the older brother here

"Alright! tsumiki since this is our first meet why don't we play, you come too megumi"

" I refuse"

"Come on don't be like that, your still a kid, and a kid shouldn't act like that"

"You should act like this, ahem, really!! Can i play to big brother, like that"

As I was imitating what a kid would act,

All I get was a chuckle from tsumiki and a disdain from megumi

"If you wanna play count me out"

"Sigh fine if you insist"

"Good thing you know when to give u-"

As megumi about to finish his sentence he got instantly carried by ichiro

"Hey what are you doing I said I don't want to play"

"If I can't convince you to play with us, then I'll just force you to play with us, let's go tsumiki"

"Wha, ahh yess coming"

"Haha your sons are so funny their like the opposite of each other"

"I know"

Although toji knows that what he is doing to his children is not good, but he can't move on to the death of his late wife, to make matters worse he started neglecting his responsibility as a father to his children, although he is grateful for ichiro that he made megumi feels that he is not alone, and to make up for all those years that he neglect them he married another women as to they would have a mother figure when they grow up and would not miss the warmth of a mother, as time pass on my relationship with megumi has greatly change as he is now more open of what his thinking to me,

'i guess those times that I have to show him some love has paid off huh, with this I can reassure now, that he will rely more on his friend.

As time went by, toji's become more distant to us and then one day he left together with tsumiki's mother I don't know the reason why tsumiki's mother would go together with toji, since I know the reason why toji left but tsumiki's mother doesn't have any reason to leave

'damn they really left huh I know this would happen but after spending time with toji I've grown to like him, although his not a good father, but he treat me well when mother is still alive, I can't seem to hate him he really did loved mother'

As I was talking to my self I saw tsumiki on the floor crying while holding what seems to be a paper, I think her mother left a letter and a few money huh,

"Tsumiki it's alright you still have us right megumi"

When I turned to megumi I can see some tears forming on his eyes, and when he noticed me looking at him he quickly turn around and saying

"Yeah"

"Well you two shouldn't worry about anything, your big brother will be here for you, okay"

As I was talking to both of them I heard a knock at the door, although I know who is behind the door, since there's only one person who would visit us every month or two, When I open the door I saw a man wearing a black suit and puffing some smoke

"Hi shui"

"Hey kid do you mind if I enter"

"Sure go ahead but before that"

As shui about to enter I point out his cigarette which he instantly

understood,when he enters the house he saw megumi just standing there looking at tsumiki wanting to comfort her but didn't know how to do it

"Man those two left these children all by themselves, what where they thinking"

"So shui what is the reason for coming here it's been almost 3 months since we've met, it can't be that you missed us"

As shui listening to ichiro, he can't help but wonder if he's talking to a child or a grown up

"How about you, you seems to be more mature that we last seen each other"

"Well something happen that caused me to be like this, I guess"

Well it's actually a lie though since I have have the memories of my past life which means I'm an adult on the inside

"So shui tell me the reason why you decides to pay us a visit"

"Well toji and I had a conversation last month"

"And what did you talk about"

"We were talking about you"

"Me?"

I was taken aback by this sudden development, shui then started talking again

"Yes you, toji had told me that you had a potential, and he also said that you're cursed energy alone is enough to be classified as special grade"

I'm not surprised about this though, since I'm the one who wished it

" I see so what do you want from me"

"Here"

"What's this"

"A book"

"I know it's a book, what I'm asking is what is the reason your giving me this"

"That book belong to toji, it contains all the knowledge he has aquired for years of training, and you need to learn all of it from hand to hand to handling weapons"

"Really?"

"Yeah and it seems it has a binding vow"

"And what's that"

'i really have no idea of what this binding vow is, damn it I should have watch the anime'

As I was cursing my self for being Stoopid

Shui then explain what's a binding vow is

"I see, So that how it works"

"Yes so you can have it, here"

"Hey don't just throw it like that what if it got damage"

"Relax it won't"

"How can you be so sure huh, sigh anyway I just have to read it right?"

"NO"

"Then how I'm I supposed to learn if I don't read it"

"Toji said that once you open it your body will instantly learn it, think of it as muscle memories, get it"

"Oh I see"

"But you can't start training if you take care of you siblings, so you will have to go to different country, and learn there"

As soon as I heard this, due to shock I let go of the book, and immediately ask shui

"What do you mean by that shui, you want me leave them behind are you crazy!!"

"Well technically your not leaving them behind, you can come back once you get stronger"

"It's still the same"

"Calm down kid I will be taking care of them"

As he said those words, my mind immediately think about the pro and cons about this, if i can leave megumi and tsumiki to shui, I can can fully focus on training but if i choose to take care of them my progress of training will only be slower

Man this is hard although megumi will probably be fine, since shui will take care of him, and gojo will adopt him in the near future, and I'm doing this for their future as well as for the other characters,I'm sorry megumi, tsumiki in order for me to protect both of you I must become stronger

"Alright shui I accept"