Hoel Pov

It's all started when she married my uncle, the one who raised me since the day when my parent died.

She is caring and loving person, that is why my uncle love him.

Me too, have someone who loves me, we are dating almost 5 years already.

I really love her with all my heart.

We are childhood sweetheart after all, we practically inseparable since birth, even we have the same birth place and day.

That is why I know she is the one who I will spend my life with for the rest of my life.

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Until it happened, the day when my uncle got murder by unknown assailant, even now it is still unsolved case.

It happened 11 pm in the evening, when he was going home since his shift was already over and my aunt called him to know if he was done in his job and ask what he liked to eat in their dinner, he was late because he couldn't get a taxi and he get out when he was in the alley where he always take a road when going home.

When he suddenly scream and the call end there.

So aunt called me go home because when she called his uncle, she heard his scream and got worried if he was alright or got hurt.

So I run as fast as I could so I can return home soon and to make my aunt calm down since I can hear her distressed.

After I got home, I assured her that uncle would be fine ,so I go where uncle always took the road when he was going home.

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And, when I got near in the alley where the street lights had a problem because someone destroyed it before just for fun.

Then, I smell an a iron in the air where the darkness in the alley had, so I got curious and every time I move forward the smell got even more stronger.

Until I tripped over, I on my flashlight in my phone and got shocked when I see uncle's body lying there and I couldn't recognize him at all because of how gruesome and brutally of the state of his death but I saw his phone so I still recognized him.

After a few minutes, I got out in my trance and called a police to tell what happened.

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I am still shocked of the things happened before.

Even my aunt too, we waited in the report of the police findings in our house.

Since, I was still not in the right mind and the officer advice me to go home and to calm down and to make sure that I was in the right mind to do things that I need to do and when I got home I told to my aunt of my uncle's death and she cried after that.

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So I comfort my aunt and she too comfort me until the atmosphere between us got weird and we made a mistake.

Before that I called my girlfriend to let her know of everything that happened and I asked if she could come here by his side to feel her warmth and comfort but she said that she was really busy and she couldn't go and she just said that I should go to sleep.

I don't know when our distance with each other became vague in our relationship, that I feel like the love with each other was not the same as before.

So that maybe the reason why I succumb in my needs of warmth for someone by my side and the only person beside me was my aunt.

We comfort each other by feeling our skin that touch each other and we had a passionate kiss for more than 30 minutes, then continue to feel the warmth of each other until we get sex in the end, even knowing that it was wrong and immoral since she was my uncle's wife.

But we really desperately needed each other and we had sex until 8 am and stop since we were exhausted in our intercourse.

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When I wake up I am still in the state of confusion, after that is the only time I remember the things we did that night.

I don't know what to do that time and I see that aunt wake up and stare each other.

We can see the confusion in our eyes.

Until my phone ring and my girlfriend say that she still can't go because of some problem in their project in her work.

I said it is fine and say that I am still calming down before she hung up the phone she say that take care of myself.

There are too many things happened in just one day and I feel lonely when my girlfriend prioritize her work over me knowing of what happened.

But suddenly aunt hug me even though our situation is mess and we are still naked and I can feel her soft and smooth breast in my chest but still I reciprocate her hug and I too hug her because I need it.

I just need someone right now and at that moment my little brother wake up because of our position since she is practically sitting in my lap while my little brother pressing against in her little sister and got hard.

I am embarrass so I break our hug and stare each other again and she ask if she can help him since she can see that my little brother is so hard that it hurts.

My mind is still chaotic and my breathing get heavy.

My body is in heat and my heart is beating fast and I can't fight my desire to have sex with her again.

We have sex for the entire day, to be exact we have sex for more than 11 hours, of course we eat too while stay connected with each other naked, when we got tired we stop for 10 minutes before we start again.

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It is already 5 months when my uncle died, my relationship with my girlfriend is also show some signs that our love to each other is weakening.

Sometimes when I called her, she is unreachable or when I texted her she will only reply the next day.

I don't know what is going on with her, why I feel like that she is distancing herself to me and the more days or weeks pass by, the more I feel lonely even though I want to make our relationship work again and become stable, so we can stay together for the rest of our life and have family with each other.

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I still stay in my uncle's house together with my aunt since we only have each other because we are the same, we don't have parents and we are orphan already, we don't have relatives too.

Even though after everything we did before, we decided to stay together and I don't want her to feel lonely since I am the only one she had.

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Sometimes, we see each other dressing by accident or enter the bathroom without knowing someone is inside.

Every time I see her naked body, my body suddenly become hotter and my little brother got hard.

When we discover each other in that situation we stare each other body without clothes or any layer that can cover our private parts.

Our stare lasted for 30 minutes or more, because we remember the day when we have sex to comfort each other and feel the warmth that our body produce.

Every curve of her sexy body, her round and full breast that can't even fit in my hand, her cherry like nipples, her hair like silth, her mesmerizing eyes, her cute nose and her irresistible and kissable lips.

Her mature body, I sometimes think I want to own her.

I want to remember every little details of her body and I sometimes think when some other guy stare at her body in lewd and lust eyes, I want to take their eyes so only I can see it.

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Everyday, she is the only one who is inside my mind that is making me crazy.

If this continue, I won't be able to stop myself and repeat my mistake again and my guilt in my girlfriend surface when I think my aunt's body.

Our age gap is only 5 years, I am 25 years old while she is 30 years old, so I just focus on my work to distract my mind and sometimes I go home late so I won't see her and I distance myself to her and I know she can feel it too.

She tried to talk to me but I always making excuses just not to talk to her, it is already one month since then.

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One day, I received a text from my girlfriend and invite me to a dinner and she say that I can enter the house already without informing her since I already have a spare key.

So I inform my aunt first to know that I am going to have a dinner with my girlfriend, so she don't have to wait for me, we are still eat dinner together even though I distance myself to her.

I still can't leave her alone.

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After I am done with my work, I go directly to her house, I open the door in her house then look if she in the living room, then bathroom and finally I go up stairs that lead in the second floor.

When I am near in her room, I hear heavy breathing and moans.

My mind and heart is denying everything I hear so I every time I move forward in front of her door, the moans got louder and I open slowly until there is small gap.

I slowly bring my eyes in that gap and I see her having sex with a man other than me and it hurts, my heart aches every time she moans under that man even knowing I will come in her house.

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She shout that she don't care about her boyfriend even if he discover them, she only care that she is feeling good and she even say that it feel good knowing he is the one who take her virginity not me because she say that I am conservative.

He said that we can only sex after they are married, every night she masturbate while thinking of me until he discover her.

When he stay for dinner in her house because she wanted to thank him for getting her home that day, when they got drunk and she have low tolerance in alcohol, so when she excuse herself because she would only go to the bathroom.

Suddenly, she felt that her body become hotter and she couldn't hold herself back to masturbate even though knowing that he was inside her house and she even got excited thinking when he would discovered her.

She even face the door while sitting in the floor and make her breast and nipples visible for him to see in that state and she undress her skirts and panty so that when he saw her.

He would have a good view of her little sister without obstruction, she even open here hole with her two fingers to make sure that he will he her hymen intact.

Then, she got impatient she undress every remaining clothes so he will have a good look in her naked body and lie down while still positioning herself in front of the door.

She masturbate while saying his name(Hoel) louder so that he will discover her soon.

When he opened the door in the bathroom and saw her, first he got shocked for a few seconds before he got out in his trance and staring at her body lewdly and he was lusting of her body.

While he step forward, she shout that don't come here or don't come near me but still continuing her masturbation and got even more excited and her heart beat faster than ever.

And suddenly, he knelt down and grab her breast with his left hand roughly and he even pinch her nipples hard and she climax after that she arch her back and she let go of her right breast and her little sister while trying to catch a breath after she cum.

But still he continue to hold her breast and mold it in every shape he wanted, then he hastily undress with his other hand until he was completely naked and he position his little brother to the hole of her little sister while she was still under the influence of climax.

He suddenly thrust his little brother inside of her body roughly and she shout because of the pain of her hymen after being broken.

She can't believe that the one who will take her virginity was not her boyfriend but someone who she worked with all this year in her job.

Her tears fall down because of the pain of tearing apart of her hymen.

He moved after 1 minute after he enter inside her, his hips move forward and backward, and his little brother go in and out inside of her.

After a few minutes, the pain subside and the pleasure was slowly replaced even though he roughly handle her while they were having a intercourse with each other.

After 30 minutes, he was in his limit so he informed her that he was about to climax and he said that he cum inside her and she said that don't cum inside her repeatedly but it was too late.

After that they still continue doing it until morning.

When she go to work they saw each other and she deliberately avoid him.

While she was working, she couldn't forgot what happened that night, so she go to restroom to masturbate but she make sure that she was the only one who was inside there.

After she was done, she saw him again and decided to avoid him again but she tripped over forward.

He caught her while his left leg is between leg and touching her little sister and his left hand grab her left breast and his right hand was in her waist.

She was flustered in that situation and didn't know what to do, they stay in that position for 10 minutes before they separated and go to their own work.

First she felt guilty in her boyfriend but she really couldn't forget the night they had sex, so she sometimes deliberately make their body collide to each other and feel his touch all over her body.

When there was a team dinner and she got drunk, so he always go home together with her and sex again even though she knew that it would happen again but she always blame the alcohol not because she wanted it to happened again and again.

Their secret relationship continue while she still dating her boyfriend, even when the day his boyfriend uncle's died, she deliberately said that she was busy in her work but she lied about it, because he would come over in her house to do the deed again.

He couldn't get out of her mind and she knew that she fall in love with him and she only felt guilty with her boyfriend and that was all.

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After knowing that his girlfriend betrayal, he make his presence invincible as much as he can so that they won't know that he is already outside of the bedroom.

He slowly walk to the entrance of the house so that he can get out of her house.

He didn't know when he gets home, He is still in the state of confusion and denial of the things happened when he remembers his girlfriend betrayal.

I just snapped when my aunt ask if I am okay, I wish I am but I am not okay so I tell to her of the things happened about my girlfriend's betrayal and she gets mad for me and say that he should forget about her because she hurts him.

I am move by her care, so I kiss her passionately and touch her body because I am desperately need someone by my side right now.

She is shock but still she didn't deny my advance to her because I know she couldn't forget the day we had sex to each other.

They continue to do the deed until morning and the next day my girlfriend break up with me and I accepted it.

She say that she is sorry before I hung up the phone.

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It is already 2 years when me and my aunt get into the secret relationship because we didn't want others to judge them, since she is my uncle's wife but still we continue our relationship because we love each other so much.

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When my aunt go to grocery to buy ingredients for our dinner.

I go to her room reminisce of the memory we have for each other for the past 2 years and I am glad that she stay by my side all this years.

I am happy, while I am still having a nostalgic memory, I discover my aunt's diary on top of her desk beside of her bed.

I decided to read it and I hope my aunt won't get angry with me.

Then, I am shock of the devastating truth,

that she did for all this years just to get me when I read her diary.

All the things happened from the start.

It is written in her diary that she is the mastermind of his uncle's death and his girlfriend's betrayal.

I should be angry at her because of what she did to me but I can't because I fall in love with her deeper than I thought I will be.

It is really devastating to know the truth, while my mind is still in chaos I heard the door open and she call me.

I turn towards her while her diary is still in my hand, she notice it but she ignores it and walk towards me while feigning ignorance about everything that is happening right now.

I want to get angry towards her and tell her why she do it even though I already know the answer but I still want question her.

In the end, I couldn't ask her while she is already an inch away from me and I can feel her breath and her warmth.

I really fall in love with her deeper, that I can't escape or turn around away from her anymore and I know she deliberately make me see her diary to let me know about the things she did just to get me.

While I am having an inner fight towards to myself, she tell me that she is pregnant and we are having a twins and that is a boy and a girl that she have in her womb, I am shock again, there are so many things that I discover just in one day.

She really is a cruel person for making me feel like that I can't live without her anymore, because of her care and love for me even though it is too much.

I still can't angry at her and I just accepted of who she is, even though she did something wrong I can't make her turn herself in the police and she is also pregnant with my children and they are also twins.

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It is already 10 years already when my wife got pregnant with my children and they are already 9 years old already.

Well, my wife is still a jealous, obsessive and possessive person.

She always make sure that there is no woman who will steal or snatch me to her, even though my daughter she won't let me get close for one meter and I can only pat her head.

I think my wife and my children have a deal that I don't know of, well, as long as they are not the things that I hate, it is fine.

Before I forgot, we move abroad and got married while she was still pregnant, so we could have a new life and new start.

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One week after that, my ex-girlfriend come in my house, I don't know how she comes to know my address after all I always make sure that no one will know about my family even though they are my friends, co-workers or acquaintance.

She say that it was my wife fault why she betrayed him, her ex-boyfriend told her everything because he got tired with her and he got another woman already.

I said that I know it already for the pass 10 years and she is shock after that she asks why she didn't say it.

I said that, what is the point of knowing it at the end of the day she is the one who decided to end everything about us.

She beg me to get back with her until my wife and my children got home and see what is happening.

She lashes at my wife and said that it is her fault why she broke up with me.

I stop her and say that don't disturb me and my family anymore if she don't do that I will hate her for the rest of my life and call a police.

She stop attacking my wife while she is still staring at her with murderous intent but she didn't do anything and she glance at me while crying before she gets out of my house.

I don't care what will happen to her even if her life will become miserable, I don't care.

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There is so many sad and happy memories but I still have my family.

My daughter is already have her family, I can tell from her personality that she inherit 60% of my personality while 40% of my wife, as long as she is happy, I am also happy to her.

My son is also already have his family, he inherit 40% my personality while 60% of my wife, I am also happy if he is happy.

Me and my wife is still staying together with each other while we are in love with each other deeper than the ocean and as wide as universe.

I forgot to tell that there is magic in our world but still we have modernized technology, so the first time my wife fall in love with me when she saw me at first sight, she is already experimenting or inventing a magic spell that could make our soul connect to each other even we die and reincarnate.

We will know when we see each other again, we will feel the craving of each other.

The more we stay together the more we don't want to part from each other and we will also feel the love with each other.

She is really too much but I still love her nonetheless.

Of course I will melt her heart by making her feel my care and love to her so that she won't leave me like my ex did to me, even though she is the cause of it to happen but my ex-girlfriend was still the one who ended everything about us, if she didn't do it maybe we will still stay together even though she gave her body to other man.

So I am glad and happy that she broke up with me since I could see that her love for me was fragile and not firm.

I can see that my wife's love for me is more stronger and unbreakable than her so I know I am bless because she is the one who I got married and I am thankful she stay by my side all this time.

I hope if there is really a next life, I want us to be together for every cycle of our life for eternity.

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