Find yourself part 5

##Cleon##

She was in the throne room taking requests. There was this strange old man who could barely stand, came up in the line.

Old man: My you're pretty

Carla: What would you like me to do for you?

Old man: I was going to ask for my years back but seeing you up close like this. Have me wondering will you have me?

Carla: What?

Old man: Your so fine, your mind-blowing.

He said ditching the cane used to support his frailed bonnes hahaha

Carla: Um

She looked stunned not knowing what to say

Old man: You look like what I want for Christmas every year

Haha was this old guy serious? Carla didn't know what to make of this. Her old animated clock came telling everyone "that's all for today." She and I walked back to the castle.

Cleon: So your suitor...

Carla: He's not my suitor

Cleon: Haha you know he will be back tomorrow right?

She kept walking alongside me then said

Carla: I have no desires for man

Cleon: Please, You're a woman! every woman will reach a point where they want to be tended for romantically

Carla: You think so huh?

Cleon: I know so.

That was the most conversation we had since I agreed to help her get over her fear. She walked into her room and I said good night. I went to the dining room to make some more hot chocolate.

Carla: Making hot chocolate?

She said in her pretty red robe. The robe tied in the front but her breast have gotten so big that you were able to see some cleavage peeking in the crack of the robe.

Carla: May I have some?

Does she finally want some?

Cleon: Sure

I hand her the cup while taking a seat on the benches she used as chairs in her dining room, She took it while taking a seat next to me. She was still trembling but her face looked determined to move past it. Seeing how hard she's working I decided to help take her mind off this difficult task

Cleon: Ready for your prince charming tomorrow?

Carla: Haha shut up. That will never happen.

I've missed That pretty smile so much. Seeing her pearly white teeth gave me the confidence to keep the jokes coming.

Cleon: I swear he was gone say "I'll drink your bathwater"

Carla: Why would anyone say that?

Cleon: Whatchu mean?

Carla: Wait, You didn't say that to females did you?

Cleon: One time

Carla: Haha that's nasty

Cleon: Well it worked

Carla: Hmm I bet.

This is who I remembered. She and I would stay up all night talking when she was pregnant with Grand.

Cleon: When is your son coming back?

Carla: He's gone for a month. I miss him

Cleon: He looks like the father

Carla: Is the hair. He's too young to dye his hair but am so tempted to

Cleon: Hmm good night soon to be

Carla: Soon to be what?

Cleon: You know sooner or later you'll answer that old man

I said leaving her smiling at the old man from today. The next morning Angela came over to bring Carla some fruits from the water of life planet, As well as some medicinal herbs to calm her trembling down. I decided to take the day off since am sure they will have mother and daughter day today.

##Carla##

This morning Angela is coming over. That's weird, Cleon would have knocked on my door already? Hmm

I got up to join Angela for breakfast.

Angela: Hey mom

Carla: Hi baby

I said smiling and hugging her. Surprisingly I didn't tremble.

Angela: How goes your treatment?

Carla: Good

Angela: You look good. Here are the leaves. Smash them up, boil, and drink. You should be calmer after. Now I gotta go back. Today is complaint day. Chi is waiting for me so we can hear citizens' complaints, love you mom call me if you need more.

She had me portal her out. After breakfast, Cleon still hasn't come back, Hmm? I wonder what can be keeping him? I mash the plants And make some tea out of them. I can't understand what was I feeling. I felt like nothing in this world can bother me. Like everything was going to be okay. Touching my face felt amazing. Man... What was this? I went upstairs to sleep. When I woke up, Cleon was by my bed staring at me. Having him this close didn't make me shiver

Cleon: Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you

Carla: It's okay I slept the whole day and didn't even eat anything.

Cleon: I figured, so I brought you something to eat

Carla: Alright, what is it?

"That's nice of him?" I thought. He points to the drawer next to my bed. I grab the plate of food he left. He didn't say anything while I eat.

Carla: Are you okay?

Cleon: Yeah, Why you ask?

Carla: I don't know you keep staring at me?

Cleon: Just making sure you are good

Carla: Arent You nice?

I said sarcastically

##Cleon##

man, she's very pretty. I wonder if it's the leaves that got her to loosen up?

Carla: Do you want to watch some TV? There is these series am following, it's pretty good.

I didn't know she even watched TV, I thought it was for decoration? Her TV is mounted on the wall facing her bed. I hand her the remote to pick something. indeed, we didn't get earth channels anymore but the Beings had interesting shows. The one she picked is about a love triangle, She cried when the main character got broken up with. I felt like the whole 3 hours was a waste of time.

Carla: Look in the end she still fell in love, not with the king but the peasant boy. Wasn't that movie great?

Cleon: It sure was something

That movie was the worst.

Carla: You pick?

Cleon: Gladly!

Normally, I picked a scary movie. I had her screaming the whole night hahaha.

Cleon: After 6 hours of TELEVISION, I think you should sleep.

Carla: Thank you for helping me out with... Um, you know?

Cleon: Of course.

I took the plate out with me to wash as she slept.

It's been going like this for a few weeks now. She's doing better. Angela was coming by today, as usual, I take the day off.

##Carla##

Today waking up wasn't a drag. Angela was bringing more leaves for me to stay calm. It helps a lot with my anxiety. Cleon was able to even curl up in the bed with me without me fainting.

Angela: Hey mom.

She said walking into my bedroom. I had freshly taken a shower, ready for the day.

Angela: How are the herbs working out?

Carla: There good.

Angela: I Am Glad.

Carla: Hey, Did you see Cleon when you came in?

Angela: Haha um

She said staring at me blushing

Angela: You like him!

Carla: What accusations? It's far from that child. I need to know if there is any therapy today that's all.

Angela: Haha mom. I could see it. You can't?

Carla: Your such a love bug. Not everyone believes in love anymore Angela

I said sadly.

##Cleon##

Dam I could barely stand Haha I drank too much. Man, I love my days off. I stumbled into the castle intending to go to my room, But first I need to get some water of life, or the headache is going to be massive in the morning. I walked to the Dinning room. Carla was there drinking some hot Coco. "Shoot act sober" I coached myself

Carla: Hey

Cleon: Hi

Carla: Are you feeling okay?

Cleon: Never better

Carla: I think you're drinking your problems away?

Cleon: Would you rather I...

Sigh "no I shouldn't say anything sexual, She is still the most powerful queen I've ever met." I reminded myself

Cleon: Good night My Queen

Carla: I waited for us to watch this movie I picked out?

Cleon: Um

Carla: Don't say no. Am getting better.

seeing the progress she's making with her anxiety to people, I nodded my agreement. I took a cup of "water of life" with me to instantly kill the alcohol in my system.

Carla: Alright this one has action and romance in it.

Cleon: Why do you like romance my Queen? I thought after everything you wouldn't want to be anywhere around it, let alone watch it?

She looked away shyly and responded

Carla: I might not have any luck with love but I am still a Woman.

Man, I shouldn't be here. I should go. She looked at me with so much hurt in her eyes. I just want to take it all away from her.

Cleon: Put on the movie, am tired so one movie okay?

Carla: We don't need to watch anything tonight.

Cleon: Hmm okay

I said holding my head, I chugged the water too fast. I felt warm hands on mine.

Carla: Your hurting, What did you do today?

Cleon: Haha I spend the day at the bar, I have sung very weird songs, these seals were singing some traditional songs, so I sang loud and wrong. Haha

Carla: Haha loud and wrong huh?

Cleon: Yeah, But everyone was too drunk to notice.

Carla: Tell me something?

Cleon: Yeah

I said looking at her Giving her my undivided attention.

Carla: How did you help your ex?

Was she talking about Satphire? I helped Satphire sexually, am not crazy enough to take it there with Carla.

Cleon: She told me what she wanted sexually and I did it. Giving her power back to her. She needed to know sex couldn't be taken as her oppressor did her, She has to be willing to give it up.

She looked down at my words, turned to face the TV pressing play. My head hurts like crazy. I wasn't drunk anymore but the headaches were hurtful.

Carla: Your not obligated to stay.

She said playing the movie. I climb next to her still holding my head. I don't remember when it happened but I remember when the movie ended she was passing her hands over my ocean waves, head on her lap drifting me to sleep.

Carla: Another movie?

I could smell her sweet perfume. Her belly ring was so close to my face. Was she wearing see-through clothing? No man is equipped for this.

Carla: This one is scary if you want to watch it?

Cleon: No, let's watch a comedy...

I said keeping my cool. She smiled at that comment.

Carla: But first some strawberries. Am starving.

Starving? didn't she just eat? hahaha, what kind of herbs is Angela bringing her? she's going to be so mad when she finds out. I got off her lap she climbed out the covers. Oh good God, I shouldn't be here. She had on this white lace see-through dress. The dress only revealed what was important to a guy. Showing her breast yet covering her n*pple, Her small slim waist, and her big round booty. Lord have mercy, Her Caramel Skin tone had me giving myself reasons to go for it, plus being on so many herbs had her going back to her usual self. She was always goofy. Dressing like this, insisting on a movie? Was she in need of sexual attention or was she oblivious to how seductive she looked? She came back with a huge bowl of strawberries looking so innocent.

Carla: Do you want any?

Cleon: Um, no thanks.

She sat there and ate the entire bowl, yup them herbs will get you. After she finish the bowl of strawberries she quickly went to sleep. I decided to let her be. I took myself and my hormones to my room. The next day I didn't feel like waking up. The headache wasn't as strong as before but it was still there. I pushed myself to get up. Guess I woke up too late; Carla was nowhere to be found. Probably went to hear the request of her citizens. I decided to go back to bed to sleep the day away. I felt a presence in my room. I open my eyes to see Carla walking inside my room? What is she doing?

Cleon: You're actually inside my room where everything smells like me? am impressed at how fast your progressing.

Carla: Lilie came by the request room today

Cleon: Oh yeah?

Carla: Yeah, her only request was to know where you were

Cleon: Haha is that factual?

Carla: Yeah, Do you wish to meet her?

Cleon: No

She looked at me puzzling then walked out of my room. Yup, the uptight Carla is back. Guess she didn't have any herbs In her system today. She wore armor today. Man, this woman has a lot of outfits. I decided to go back to my cat nap. I felt a hand shaking me. I open my eyes to see Carla in parachute pants, bandage brah revealing her curves. What? wasn't she in an armor a few minutes ago?

Carla: Are you going to sleep the day away? am ready for another movie.

She said happily, guess she had more herbs.

Cleon: Wait?

Carla: Yes, you have been sleeping for 6 hours long...

Cleon: Haha what can I say, Cat naps are the best.

She giggled at that comment resembling a child laughing at jokes. She's cute. She grabbed my hands pulling me off the bed.

Cleon: Alright let me shower. I'll come

Carla: Hmm don't keep me waiting long, I already passed the credits.

Cleon: You have my word, I won't keep you waiting long.

She agreed to leave. After I finished I went to her room. She sat on her bed, Devouring popcorn.

Carla: Are you ready now?

Cleon: Yes

She Scoots over for me to sit under the covers with her. "Sigh Carla I shouldn't be this close to you."