After Five Years, I Finally Found My Sun/Chapter 2

Isearched and asked around for the angel that appeared before me on 30th June 2019, around 15:30pm.

30th June 2024 my heart was still searching and longing for what, searching for my safe house. For five years, I've searched around for this angelic begin that appeared before me, the one that filled me with longing, but  yet took away what's left of my heart with her.

For five years, I stayed awake at night reliving that day over and over in my  head, in  my mind, in my dreams. For five years I wrote songs about a girl I haven't met in so long, even though my heart longed for her.

For five years, my heart has already been sold to a stranger, who's identity I know about,like a imaginary  is her first name 'Fedora' if that's really her name.

For five years I've been in love with a stranger, longing, waiting and  daydreaming of what it would feel like to meet this her again.

For five years and finally she's standing in front of me "It can't be real" I said at loud as I saw a familiar shadow pass by through my mirror.

I was meant to have a photo-shoot for a new movie I was starring in, I wasn't ready for this, ready to meet her here; not now. Please not now "Yes right now!" my mind screamed out. I stood up from my chair, and  headed straight for the door, interrupting my makeup section. I could hear my makeup artist calling out for me but it felt like my mind blocked out all the noise in the background, leaving room for no distraction but a kin focus on my goal, which was her.

Truthfully, I was too lost in thought to care at the moment about anything and so was my mind.

I searched around for whom i thought I had seen,  of that familiar shadow, who I know too well or at list I told myself that in did.

"Soo Jeon, where are you going to?" Manager Kim call out to me as I made my way from the dressing room.

I could feel footsteps follow behind me in what felt like a chase, my manager and personal assistant and some other people who seemed concerned about my well being (like my busybody stylist, Jerry). Ignoring them I went after what I was in search off. I could feel eyes on me, it was obvious but I knew what i was doing. So yea, a hotel full of spectators wasn't going to stop me. Even if its, June K hotel and resort (number one richest hotels in South Korea).

Up ahead I heard a well familiar cozy voice  that felt like a song, speak in English, followed by  an unfamiliar one.

"You know, I never got to enjoy my holidays because of you" the voice echos through the room, followed by a light giggle.

"Come on, don't bitch about it. You had fun! Didn't you have fun?". The unfamiliar voice states.

I got closer, to take a closer look at the strangers in front of me, reaching out my hands to touch her shoulders. A really strong hand grabs me tightly bringing me down to my knees swiftly, with my face faced to the ground and hand brought behind my back.

I was now laying on the floor. It felt really painful, really painful and uncomfortable. Was she always this strong?

"Hey, hey!" I call out to my captor, as the pain increased rapidly and the company I had behind me felt uneasy at the site before them but I had to shoo them away as they tried to intervene.

"Dora, it's me Soo Yeon. Yeong Soo Yeon, from the bench on the beach in L.A" I said repeatedly before she slowly loosened her gripe.

As she let's go, I stood up with a sheepish smile on my face as I stretched out. I stared at her nervously,  she looked beautiful, beautiful as the first day I met her five years ago and that bench. The experience that changed me forever.

Nothing about her appearance changed really; plum lips, light sparkling brown eyes with yellow circles which sometimes felt as though there where gold and fierce like the sun and fire, most of all, that voice of hers.  God!, that angelic voice of hers, that did things to my body I never knew were possible.

"It's me!" I said those words once more to, as though they should mean something to her, something extremely important cause the truth was, I wasn't gonna let her go, not ever.

She smiled at me, tilting her head left and right as though trying to survey me well.

"Ohh. I remember you now. Hi. Hello!" She said with a bashful  smile as she brushed off the dust on my shoulder in a gentle manner.

It felt as though everything stopped for a while, like we were the only humans left in the enter earth; I found myself staring at her. She was just so beautiful to behold and I wanted for myself. I didn't want it to end, not for a second, cause I felt really proud for a minute.

"We have to go" an unfamiliar voice called out "Dora, we have to go or we'll be late"

That last word seems to draw her back to reality, we broke eye contact as she made her way to the exit something in my mind say to me with a loud voice "Don't Let It End Like Late Time"

"Will I ever see you again?" I spoke out not holding back as I took a step forward, with my heart beating like crazy in my chest and my eyes not willing to let go, as it tears up a little.

She turned around and took two steps slowly towards me before making a stop.

The next thing I felt was the warmest lips on mine, a chaste kiss with a bit of intensity.  For a moment it felt like my heart skipped a beat. With my eyes shot at the contact, I could smell her scent: like summer breeze mixed with the smell of the ocean and cotton candy.

As she breaks the contact of our lips, which lasted lease than a minute, but felt like an hour too me.

I could still feel them on me, the wetness of her lips lingering on mine. I stared at her, at all she was, cause I didn't want it to end.

She whispered something to my ears "If we are fated to be, you'll find me again" she concluded her words with a smile as she walked away.

I stood there in shock, with my hands on my lips. Was a kiss meant to feel that way?  It felt electrifying. It was like I could only breathe when she kissed me but the instant she withdrew them, I felt like my world was over.Like a light switch was turned when she left.

I want her now more than ever. After five years, I felt it. I felt finally sure of what this longing was.Meeting her was the closure I needed but it felt like I only met her just to lose her.

"Not again!" I said out loud.

As commotion grow behind me at what took place, but I couldn't care less. I was smiling even though I might not get to see her again.