I'll Take Care of You

Song: Sign Of The Times - Harry Styles

We head down listening all the shoots here and there. The team already arrived. I can't deny I'm afraid, this is not a college practice, it's a real situation.

- Victoria, look at me -Spencer make me look him in the eyes- I want you behind me. And here... -he give me a gun- you need to point straight -he stand behind me taking my arms showing me how to do it- Good, like that -I nod- You would shoot just if it's extremely necessary, ok? -he ask.

- Ok. Understood -I answer.

- Stay behind me -he repeat, I nod and follow him descending the stairs.

When we're at the entrance there's more people than we thought, the guy bring reinforcement. There are 3 men.

- This girl is a psychopath. How she managed to have that many people helping her? -I comment. Spence nod in agreement. He starts shooting trying to help but it's difficult, this guys are so armed.

- She's good manipulating people -he answer.

Spencer find the way and shoot one in the arm. Emily take the guy handcuffing him to hop it in the car. I spot officers shoot, this is all my fault.

We advance until I feel hand covering my mouth dragging through the hallway, making me drop the gun in the way. It's a woman hand because it's too slim. I bit hard making her quit it.

- SPENCER! -I scream to the top of my lungs. But there's too much noise.

The woman takes me to an apartment closing the door. She drop me to the floor.

- SPENCER -I scream again. She lean down and slap me across the face.

- Shut up your mouth -she tells me- Don't waste your time. He don't even notice you aren't by his side.

- He'll notice -I say and she laughs. I hit her in the face with my fist sending her to the ground. Making her mask fall- Patricia! -I look at her in shock.

- Stupid, bitch -she takes her gun out and shoot.

Spencer POV

I hear someone screaming my name, that's when I realized, Vic. I was so distracted by the disturbs that I neglect her.

I run through hallway where the apartments are. I listen carefully, trying to hear her voice. Suddenly I hear a shoot followed by another.

- No, no, no, no. Not you too, please -I rush to the third door and open it finding Victoria knelt down beside a body with her hands cover in blood. I come closer to her and kneel down next to her- Vic, are you ok?

- She's dead, I killed her -she says in shock staring at her hands- She was about to shoot me and I threw my self over her and we fight and I pressed the trigger and... And I... God... I'm a monster, I'm a killer -I stare at her with sadness. I see her dress wet with blood and her face splashed too, her knees are cover too because she's in the pool of blood that the body created.

- No, no. Baby, you're nothing of that -I hug her from the side getting her out of the shock. She starts crying and sobbing- Shhh.... Shhh... It's ok -I shush caressing her hair.

- No, it isn't. Some one's dead because of me again -she hid her face in chest.

- Baby, you were defending yourself -she keep crying. This hurt my heart, I hate see her like this. Matt appears in the door frame.

- What happened here? -he ask looking around.

- The girl tried to shoot Victoria, she defends herself -he nod and speak in the walkie-talkie calling for medics. I lean my hand and touch the girl's neck, I found she still have pulse- She's alive -I separate Vic- Hey, she's alive. You didn't kill her -she sigh in relief.

Rossi and Emily comes in staring the scene with worried eyes.

- Reid, take Victoria out of here. We'll take care of this -I nod carry my girlfriend up in my arms in a bridal style. She surround my neck with her arms hiding her face- Did you catch the man? -I ask before go.

- Yes, we got him -Emily answer- We need to make questions to her for the inform -she tells me- bring her to the station tomorrow morning -I nod and head to Victoria's apartment.

I open the door closing it behind us. I walk to the room, sitting Vic on the chair taking off her shoes and mine too. She stopped crying when we where in the elevator. She doesn't speak, just stay in silence, what worry me a lot because I don't know what's going on in her mind.

I know what she made and what she saw have her in this state. I felt terrible the first time I shoot someone and killed him, but I was entrained, she's not even graduated yet and it's going through all of this.

- Vic -I kneel down in front of her- You need to take a shower -she stare at me and nod. She looks into my eyes and starts crying again. I hug her- Shhh... I'm here, baby. Everything going to be fine -I shush her- I'm gonna help you, baby. I'm gonna take care of you.

I take Vic into my arms again carrying her to the bathroom. I sit my girlfriend on the counter so I take off her dress. She's still crying. I quit the hair from her face, I embrace it with my hands bringing my face closer, kissing my girl the sweetest way I can do.

- Baby, please stop crying -I end the kiss staring into her eyes. She just stare back at me, her eyes seems like a light was turned off- Nothing that happened out there was your fault. I know it's hard go through this type of things. I felt bad when I killed someone the first time -she's in silence but it's paying attention to me- Baby, you're fine, the girl's alive and the team caught the unsub -she's stops crying and just stare at me. I need to clean her, because if she's still seeing the blood, it's still remainder her all- Do you trust me? -I ask her before proceed. She nod and I smile at her.

I pass my hands to her back, taking off her bra, I can't help, I blush hard, she's so beautiful. Then I take off my jacket and shirt. Vic stare at me blushing and I smirk. I take my pants off, leaving just my boxer, I leave on her underwear too, I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable.

I help Vic hop off, stepping in the shower, I turn it on waiting for the warm water to come.

When's ready, I set her down, moving my hand all over her body cleaning the blood with the soap. She watches every movement I do. I get up and start washing her hair.

Victoria stare into my eyes, passing her hand behind my neck leaning me to connect our lips in a kiss under the falling water. A kiss that indicates how much she needs me in this moment, and I'll be here for her. We continue kissing till the air becomes necessary. We separate resting our foreheads against each other.

Standing here with my Vic, my girlfriend, I realize how much I care for her. I was capable to put all my shyness a side to step with her in the shower. All the nights we spent together helping her study were the best nights. I'll do for her everything and I'll risk anything too.

- I love you -the words come out from my mouth naturally. She look me in the eyes surprised.

- You... You mean it? -she ask.

- Yes, I mean it. I love you -her gestures, the light in her eyes change completely, becomes brighter like stars.

- I love you too -she finally says.

I close the water and we step out of the shower, I put a towel on Vic and I surround my waist with one. She takes off her underwear and I do the same taking it out underneath the towel.

I take her hand in mine, guiding and sitting her on the bed. I go to the drawer and grab a new underwear for her and then to my suitcase for a pajama for me and a extra t-shirt of mine for her.

- According to a study published in the Journal of Personality and Social Psychology by researchers at the University of British Columbia, smelling a romantic partner's scent may reduce stress, making you comfort and security -I tell putting my t-shirt on her. She smile a little making me let out a sigh of relief.

When we're ready, I leave her laying on the bed half asleep, telling her that I'm gonna clean the picnic. I head to the living room and start picking up the things. I'm glad we end eating at least.

I kneel down and I find a picture on the floor, it's Victoria with a girl. I turn and there's a little note in pink marker.

"Our friendship will take us to reach the sky ★"

It's her best friend, that's why she's feeling like this, she remember the day her friend died. I want to know what happened, but only when she's ready to tell me.

I go back to the room laying on the bed and taking my beautiful girlfriend into my arms. I kiss her lips.

- Goodnight, baby. I love you -I close my eyes wishing this night finally we can have a proper sleep.