Bloody and Bruised

Billie Bob Taylor 

I cried into my pillow the moment I woke up. Everything that had happened came resurfacing from the moment I had opened my eyes. My entire body hurt and my heart hurt worst of all. It felt like my whole life had fallen apart in just a day. 

I did not even remember what had happened from the moment Hans carried Benedito out of the bedroom. In just a few minutes I had become so hysterical that Otto had to come and give me medication before I hurt myself. 

It was one of the first nights I had ever spent apart from Benedito in months. My body was going through a massive withdrawal and I missed him so terribly I almost asked him to come back. Yet I knew I would not be doing myself any favors. It would only make me look like I did not know what I wanted.