The First & Last Chapter

Last year I was moved to a new place with my father to "spend time with him" during this time I transferred to a new school where I met my crush Daisy at that time i was 15 while my crush was a girl 14 (f) from my high-school. Being black and a new student and usually keeping to myself anyway, I kept quiet just admiring her in class until we became friends, and when we did, it was the best time of my life. She was my type dark-skinn pretty af braces and overall just amazing. At the time, I was brownskin with my dreads being around 5-7 inches (which wasnt alot, but it was a flex at the time) about 5'11 and barely 45 kg. We finally became friends after a month or 2 and since we became friends, my feelings for her only grew like they never had before. A few months later she got pregnant by her ex and I was like damn but being the boy my mom raised I decided to help her any way I could no matter the cost and that's what I did. She would talk to me about her problems hangout with me during lunch, and I'd walk her to her class. Everything was going great I was building a bond with her and getting closer to her i didn't even care that she was pregnant since I came from a broken household and her now baby daddy wasn't really stepping up I did for her and the baby I always thought I would protect them and become the family I didn't have idc how old we were it was the only thing I wanted until her baby daddy stepped in and they decided to start talking about everything and realizing that they were something she told me to not walk her to class or really talk to her too much anymore which hurt. For the rest of that school year, since it was only a month or 2 left, I'd just watch them leave the cafeteria and walk to 4th period after lunch, just despising him. School was out for the summer, and I thought oh I won't see her again since I was leaving my dad's to move back with my mom." Throughout the entire summer me and her didnt really talk too much until she gave birth, and i was so happy for her because she was still my friend even if we weren't dating. I thought I'd never see her again until me and my little brother moved back with him for the first semester. Now with me being 16 and her being 15 we started to talk a Lil more until one day when I was on the bus going home my bus passed a familiar looking girl and from then on ik it was her. I asked her about it, and she confirmed, and we talked otp for hours. The next day I didn't see her almost all day until after our 4th/last period she told me her 4th was close to mine so that day u bought some m&ms from a friend and rushed to her and when we saw eachother we had the biggest and longest hug. After that, I gave her the candy, and we walked to the bus loop as she held my onto my arm like couples do. Never in my life was I so excited. We started doing that for a while and meeting up with each other in the morning. During this time, her bd and his friends were hating HARD and sending my threats, etc, and just wanted me to stay away from her and was telling her the same thing but for me. At the same time this was going on my brother got his phone taken due to his grades which is where he got caught smoking which wasn't too big of a deal to me but was to my father and stepmother which still seems strange to me as the both smoke and drink. Me and ducky keep hanging out and walking tg everyday at school and ft when we get home and I always tried my best to do right by her which was going good for 2 weeks until one day we took 3 vids of us walking tg to our 4th classes on my phone with her holding my arm it felt amazing I felt special and wanted to kiss her in that moment sadly I didn't. The next day, I thought it would be the same, but it wasn't she had begun to stay away from me, which was confusing to me because we were lovey dovey just the day before. I told my bsf about it, and he told me things would look up. The next day it was the same which was annoying do I finally asked her what's up why she's doing all this and at first she was saying she didn't wanna talk about it but then she told me one of her babydaddy friends had caught us and told her that if she didn't obey to his rules he'd tell her mom some outlandish she that wasn't true. Being me I was like wtf this nigga doing a lil too much now. I told my bsf what I was told and he explained to me how her bd was controlling more then I realized. He told me our mutual friend my crush had only had her baby because her bd had raped her while she was under the influence and at the moment I was heated. That man had to be put down. I told him that the man needed to be put down in the most gruesome and most unholy way and to be recorded and sent to his family to show what happens to rapist. I never did any of that because I wasn't supposed to know because she clearly liked me and I'm guessing she thought it would drive me away which it wouldn't. I would go to the ends of tike for this girl and do whatever it took to keep her safe and happy. I suggested we tell the school but since I wasn't supposed to know we never did which was still dumb. It was then that u realized she would rather stay on that man's good side and not have lies told about her etc then to tell her mom what actually happened and to finally be with the first dude to treat her right. I was devastated then it got worse. While all that was going on my bro got a weed edible from one of my friends and had it in our room in my father's apt. We got home that day to see my stepmother cleaned out our room and I realized they found the gummy. Our father had a talk with my brother while I listened closely and told my mom what was happening then my father backed my brother into a wall and started choking him out on the wall I rushed up and started to grab his hand off him while my "stepmother" sat there and watched it all go down. Telling me to calm down i just told both her and my father no that it has been my job as the okdest brother to protect him with my LIFE and thats what i did then got upset when i yelled back at him. He tried to tell me to back off while he tried to punish my brother mind you my brother is shorter then my father abd im taller then my father by skinnier. I just yelled back at him the whole time which ultimately got to me and him tumbing on me and my brothers bed and ended with me in some type of hold with my father on the floor. My father then tried to explain how drugs were bad yet this same man has been smoking cigarettes and drinking 12 packs of beer daily which was WAY worse then my brother having a edible. My father tried to make that a lesson and tried to hug us while I looked at him starring him down mad af. I told my mom everything and the next day one of my dreads came out at school luckily it was a Friday so I wouldn't have to worry about it for the rest of the week. Since then everyone had said I was in the wrong for protecting my brother and I think they're retarded my brother was kinda in the wring anf my father was on the wrong when there was a better way to handle that my stepmother also was in the wrong for sitting there whike all this happened. Ig she had enough of us because that same weekend the stepmother dropped us off that sunday. Sadly I haven't seen daisy since but I want her to know to speak up and tell her mom what's going on and that ik that she's scared to tell her but it's better to tell her so she can get that nightmare over with so she can live her life again and not have to abide by her bd rules and no matter what happens I'll always love you.