Happy Me

Good morning! "Good morning Rebecca! it's been a while, well, i missed you!" me too! "Happy New Year!" come on, we're already in June.

"Umm.. what are you up to?" nothing special, what about you? "i'm just helping my Mother." you know that i want to be a dancer, but not Ballet, i don't know if my Mother will understand me, she's so into Ballet, what Am i going to do? could you please help me? "yes of course!"

Are you sure that you want to help me? or you just want to see my Mother and Father? i know that you're a Fan of them,. "come on Rebecca, i'm your Fan too!" well, i'm not a Superstar,.. "not today, but the future you!" how do you know? "you never give up, like your Mother,." well, you're right! "let's go!" where? "home."

My Mother is working, not at home,.. "you told me to help you,." not today,. "what are you afraid of?" my Mother,. "come on, relax!" let's go! "where?" home,. "umm.." fine! i'll buy you chocolates,. "i have to go back home,.." Loana? "okay fine!" i love you! "me more! but let's finish our homework first,." i'm okay with that, but i really hate Mathematics,. "me too!"

Rebecca was attending Greece Anthen High School with her best friend Loana Ariti, at the time they arrived home, Rebecca found that Buddy wasn't there.

"Oh my God Rebecca, how Am i going to help you? what are we going to do?" Nany Maria? Nany Maria? 'yes Sweetie! don't get mad, i'm going to look for Buddy,..' i'm not mad. it was raining, Rebecca didn't want to do anything without seeing Buddy in the rain. at 15:30PM, Rebecca decided to do it herself, then Loana accompanied her.

They were still wearing School Uniforms, at the time they were crossing the road, a tire hat Rebecca's feet, she fell down and Loana didn't know what happened to Rebecca.

Oh! i won, she's here! come on Buddy, you shouldn't leave without Rebecca's permission, come here, let's go! Rebecca, not only Chocolates, you're gonna buy me Ice-cream too, right?.. Rebecca? Rebecca? where is she? wait... what was that crashing sound for? Loana in a tearful voice--Re.. Rebecca?

She ran back to the road, and Rebecca wasn't there; what Am i going to do? Buddy this is all your fault,.. no! but it's my fault too, i should have turned around. she left her phone at home, i can't even call her.

At 18:15 PM; "Alexander? Emma? where is your Sister?" 'in her room i guess.. can't your ears hear something sweet?' "oh!" at the time opened Alexa's room door, Alexa was playing guitar, singing Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift, ^Applause.^ "perfect!" Luna? "your Eonni is here! you never told me that you want to be a musician,." sorry, i don't like to talk about it, my Father want me to be like my Mother and i don't want it.

I'll only cover Taylor Swift's songs, even if my Dad will not like it,.. "but he have bought you a guitar,.." still he wanted me to be like Mommy,.. "maybe because you look alike with her,." do you know my Mother? "sadly no! but your Father have her pictures,." he doesn't even want to show me, he's so complicated, he doesn't like to talk about her, i want to know more about my Mother.

"Don't worry, one day he will!" when? what's wrong with showing my Mother's pictures to me? she's my Mother, and he didn't want me to visit her Grave, he's weird. i can't even go out with my friends, i don't want to be different from my Generation. Luna? where are you? you're all the same, but sometimes you're better than my weird Father.

But he allows Alexander to do whatever he wants, ah.. wait, he can't drink, or smoke too. but Emma can do whatever she wants, is it because her Mother is still alive? and live with her? Emma was supposed to be treated like that instead, she's still a kid and i'm mature enough, this is isn't fair! but still, i'm the happiest person ever, with my guitar.

Emma is always sad and angry at everyone, poor Emma! Emma heard Alexa talking to herself ~"everyone doesn't want to understand my feelings, well, i'm okay with that, maybe!"~ Emma was talking to her soul. "who's in the toilet?"

Alexa should understand that her Father is trying to protect her, people have different life directions, and that's why sometimes, we need to be different. it's not about Generations, it's about ourselves, we need to know more about ourselves than anything else, our History Matters too, please stay with your guitar, understand your Father.

"Eonni?" Emma? "what are you talking about? what happened to our Mother?" she passed away,.. "i know!" 'Alexander? Emma? Alexa? i'm here!' "Mommy?" Emma, wait.. don't tell your Mother that i didn't help you with your homework,.. "but still you have to help me, i can't do it alone,." fine! but don't tell her about... "i know, let's have a deal,." Emma come on, no please, no more deals, it's dangerous.

'Emma?' your Mother is calling you,.. "let's have a deal first,." Jesus Christ! "is good!" what? what kind of deal are we having this time? "next time you'll go with me in Korea,." Emma?.. "yes!" 'Alexa? Emma? Alexander? what are you doing?'

Mommy i'm here! sorry i was in the toilet,. "how's your stomach?" good! "and your homework?" perfect! Luna is such a sweet Eonni. "Alexander? come here, it's time for dinner. where's your Sister?" i guess she's still playing guitar. Alexa are you still playing guitar? may i come in? Alexa,.. come and eat.

Alexa took a nap while holding her guitar with tear drops on her cheek; Eonni, were you crying? you ended up by crying, i thought that happy people doesn't cry. Eonni, are you truly happy? what's wrong with her? Alexaaaa?

"What? Emma? what are you doing in my room?" were you dreaming about...? "what?" Emma grined at Alexa; "what?" about Steeve,. "you're crazy, move!" Alexa, wash your face, Dad is going to ask you the reason why you were crying,.. "thanks! now get out!" you're so mean to me, why can't you be like Luna Eonni? atleast once?

Maria,.. "Loana? i don't know what to do,. oh! you found Buddy? thanks Lord! but sadly, Mam Donna is mad at you,." where's Rebecca? "in her Mother's room,." Loana in a quavering voice;-- i didn't mean it,.. Good night!-- "Loana i was kidding! she have a small wound on her toes,." we'll talk tomorrow, wait... Loana answered Mathematics equations for their homework; please give this to Rebecca, and tell her that i love her.

Loana went back home alone, it was already 21:25 PM, it was still raining.

"Rebecca?" she's sleeping. oh! you found Buddy? "yes,. i mean no!" what's that? "Loana told me to give this to Rebecca,." Loana was here? "she got scared, i told her that you're mad at her, and she told me that she didn't mean it, don't get her wrong,." ^sigh^ 'Loana? Loana?' she's not here,. 'where is she?' she went back home.

Rebecca called Loana, but she didn't answer her calls; "she lied to me, i thought she's going to stay with me." the next day on 22nd June 2006, Rebecca went to school, she was very sad.

At 10:20AM; Loana? "Rebecca? are you alright? i thought you're not coming to school,." why not? i'm ok! i can walk,. "i'm sorry!.." it wasn't your fault, you were looking for Buddy,. "is your Mother still mad at me?" she's not. well, you lied to me,. "i was afraid of your Mother,.." here's your Chocolates, and thanks for the answers,. "what answers?" homework answers,.

"It was my responsibility,." no! i'm not your responsibility,. "are you serious?" Rebecca burst into laughter; kidding! Loana stared at Rebecca's toes; what are you doing? "i'm worried about you,.." stop it! well, how are you? "i'm fine thanks!"

Prince,.. what are you thinking about? "nothing!" Hiina? "no, i miss Little Prince!" how about Hiina? "is it because you like Hiina? or, you want to go back in Japan?" i like her, i'm not like that, i can go in Japan by myself,. "are you sure?" yes, and i'll never go back in Japan with you,. "Good luck!"

Hmm.. well, i miss Kevin! i just want to go in France, not in Japan. Big Prince, do you think he truly loves me? "no! maybe yes!" you always confuse me, i'm wondering what he's doing,.. "what if he loves another girl?" he can't do that to me,. 'Ashley?' Dad? 'where is your Mother?' i don't know! 'she isn't answering my calls, i really hate this! where is she now?'

Sophie? Lisa? what are you doing? stop it! stop fighting,.. oh my God! Sophie stop it! "Mommy? now you have to understand me, you're always on Lisa's side,.." Sophie, you shouldn't fight with your Little Sister, you might hurt her,.. "but she always hurts me, and you don't say anything about it,.."

Sophie, she's just a Kid,.. "and i'm adult,." ^sigh.^ now tell me, what's wrong? why were you fighting? "she want to take my hair band,.." you're fighting with your Sister over a hair band? "why not? you always tell me to fight for what it is mine, that hair band is mine, right?... Mommy what are you doing?"

Anna gave Lisa her Sister's hair band; "so, still you're not on my side? fine!" Sophie went in the bathroom; Sophie? sweetie,.. open the door,.. Sophie, i'll give you a very beautiful hair band,. "no thanks! give it to Lisa, she likes hair bands,." sweetie, come and eat,. "i'm not hungry, and don't force me to do what i don't want again, let me sleep in peace."