I whisper to myself, crying
Nobody needs to know
No one needs to care
I'll be fine on my own
But then my mind starts to unwillingly ponder,
Then why do I feel tears leaking from my eyes?
Is this a sickness?
An infectious disease?
Will I only ever have God as my witness?
Save me, please?
He says nothing
Am I doing it right?
Why is he not here when I'm calling?
So I'll just cry to sleep tonight
Maybe tomorrow I'll slip on a banana peel,
End all my suffering with a blow to the head
Maybe I'm crazy, a bumbling buffoon
They all say I'm faking,
Everything's in my head and its not real
So you're gonna be all okay
If they don't believe me
Nobody needs to know