Sometimes I can't bring myself to feel,
Pain and sarrow dissipate,
But I can't feel happy either
Eyes look like glass
Neither frown nor smile
Indifferent, nothing else
Motivation flies out the window
I can't find any will at all
People around are all frowning
I frown too
But inside I can't bring myself to care
But when I feel normal again,
I feel the pain that lives in this world
So then I wish
For apathy to bring me to Neverland