painful reality

Waking up every morning to go to school is a challenge raised by a single mother who can barely afford our school fees makes me want to study hard and become a lawyer.My name is precious Lane my mother gave me this name after my father decided to abandon us,my mother gave me this name because she says I was sent from above she says I'm special and I'm going to make a difference in the world.I have two naughty brothers James and Isreal,being a big sister to an 8 and 12 year old is not easy at all.Being 18 is not easy at all you start seeing the world from a different angle and you start developing weird feelings for the opposite gender well ja I guess I already spilled my little secret out I have a huge crush for this one boy in our class Adam but the thing is Adam is the most popular boy at our school,the fact is he doesn't date losses like me.Sometimes I wish my life was not like this boring and unwanted, I look at myself in the mirror and all I see is the image of a girl who might never find love coz the mirror is always telling me the opposite of what I want to hear.As I mentioned I want to be a lawyer because I want to bring back justice and put criminals in jail create a more safer environment,my mother once said if you have a dream chase it until it is yours and become a lawyer is my dream.