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Hating You, Loving You More

I often asked myself why I didn’t like to show my feelings for him. It’s been a decade to look forward to his tantalizing heart, yet a thorny heart craved to push him to the dark clouds which help me to totally forget him. Can’t imagine, I have been infatuated with his precious face and enticing eyes since high school, however, I feel afraid to reveal it for him. A million nights to cast back his seductive face, which turned my life into a beautiful star, no matter how terrible the night is. But the moment to meet him, which courageously displayed my anger at him. I could not explain why, his personality likes a lofty wind, however I was not captivated by that. Indeed, I treated him like a tiger most of the time, till he got mad at me in the University. Countless nights of thinking about him, which made me insane to cast back how crazy I am. I wanted to die just to totally forget him, nor to feel hatred to think about him. However, my heart longed to meet my dreams, can’t deny, he’s part of my dreams. One day, I trudged inside the campus where the guy hit my silver eyeglass which totally broke. Looking back, I have been taking care of it since I was a young. This is actually expensive like how I loved him, indeed I can’t buy this anywhere, except my daddy who made it before he died. I trembled in my cells while staring at him, the moment the guy ceaselessly asked for an apology to me. I wanted to accept, since I have been putting my heart for him secretly, as expensive as it is. However, I felt enraged in front of him,” sorry, sorry, sorry,” I never listened to his words anymore,” you broke my day, you could not heal it,” I could not imagine how terrible my face was. Endlessly the guy apologized to me, I said to him,” stop saying like that,” then I slapped his face many times. That time, the guy hugged me tightly, which quaked my feelings for him. Nevertheless, I walked out from the man, since I don’t want to unconsciously reveal my hidden feelings. I wanted to die and carry his love to the unexpected planet, so I made up my mind to transfer to Ateneo University, where I met the other guy, who healed my feelings to the man, whom I loved the most. However, my heart has been longing forward to meet and be heard by feelings for. Every time I looked at the mirror, I saw his tempting face, which pulled my feet to go back to the University, where I met him before. I don’t want to force myself to be loved by his enticing heart, but I wanted to reveal how I often got mad at him since high school. Would I still meet and be heard my feelings for him? Letting you know that she’s a lovely girl, indeed many men have been longing for her tantalizing heart. Her name is Kaye, who did not have a family to financially support her. With the help of her effulgent mind, it was the reason why she's about to finish her medical course in the University. In her life, there were many storms, which never ceased to slap her way. With that, she wanted to be loved to someone whom she put in her silver heart. However, she felt enraged to face him, except if the hot man faded to her eyes, indeed the moment she unexpectedly saw him in the fast-food chain where she trembled her eyes. Under the counter, she loved him more than herself, no matter what the wave was, putting her life to the zoo, where decried a peculiar man, whom she has been putting in her dreams. A ravishing guy sighted at Kaye’s actions, which made him construct an objective meaning, based on what the eyes saw at the shaking body, while he looked at her. To know more about him, his name is Denver, a handsome guy, who studied in the prestigious University where he met Kaye, whom he never understood her treatment. Every time he found some broken glasses, casted it back on the woman whom he broke the glass with, so he wanted to meet and pay the amount of that glass. Believing that it is worth one billion dollars, yet he’s willing to pay for it. Do you think Kaye would accept it?

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Chapter 8- Araiza's family force Denver

A night to contemplate how to abduct Denver's heart again. Oftentimes I told myself how idiot I was, indeed I never had finished my course because of my feelings for Denver. I never looked forward to the bees in life. But I often saw him, as my forever man in my heart.

Such a night, Kaye, I trembled in my cells while having a chat with Denver. Though it was already in the middle of the night. Still, I gave my time to her. Every time the air touched my body, I imagined how cloudy his feelings to me were. So, I opened the window in my room. I wanted to feel his side, even if I slept at night. As he pledged, his tantalizing hands forever hugged my arms. Of course, he would never leave me, even if I slept in my bed.

While gazing at the mirror, I saw Kaye, how precious her face was. It inspired me to start my work as a CEO in the star hotel. Every moment, I often imagined how marvelous my night was with her. Indeed, I took a nap inside the office, I only saw her presence over my dreams, which would never be gone to my mind.

That night, I snipped the blood which I took from my baby. Though I missed my baby who died after slicing her body. It was the reason why I could not sleep tonight. Every pack on my arms seemed like blood. A tongue longed to satisfy such fresh blood tonight. So, I stood up and faced the mirror. What I saw, a woman who lay down on her bed.

I flee thy presence of dim night, to find Kaye, to suffer her life to me. When I passed the right hemisphere, I saw a woman who dressed up. So, I uncovered her dress, just touching her breast using my sharp hands. And I said to myself," you couldn't own Denver's life, otherwise you would suffer her love for him." Then, I began to clip my tongue to her arms.

Kaye, I trembled my body while I thought Denver hugged his hands to me. I allowed the hands to carry me, however I heard a scary voice beside me," you can't live a happy heart with me." So, I opened my eyes, what a scary vampire who carried my arms." 

"Stop holding me," I said to her courageously.  While I kept on moving forward.

Thereafter, the vampire smiled at her," oh no, you should follow me, if not I would wipe your neck," I laughed at her.

"Do that to me, I am never afraid to end my life. Anyways Denver loved me the most," I said to her.

A loud chuckle," hahahahahahah, are you sure, Kaye?" I started to show her a sharp knife.

"I force you to do that to me, if you are happy," I told her. But deep inside, of course I don't want to do that, since I look forward to meeting Denver again.

"Wait for it to happen, I want you to suffer your love for him."  Then, I laughed while I carried her to the dark house where I killed my baby. That time, I fulfilled what I wanted to happen. I was sure Kaye could not get out of the room.

Inside the house, I never heard of the vampire and I could not imagine Denver's love for me. It seemed like the world was filled with thorny sand. I shifted my feet on the way, but everything was endless. It seemed like the house had a distance between mars and earth.

The moment when I closed my eyes, I often heard a baby crying beside me. I am not a mother but I look forward to meeting her by my side. Indeed, I could not sleep, if I could not find the baby.

On the other hand, Araiza, I went back to Kaye's room to sleep. I never locked the door, in case Denver would go there. He might have stayed beside me, I giggled how arduous Kaye's life inside the room was.

Denver, it took three nights, when I never received Kaye's reply to my twitter. I tried to call her over my Viber, however she's not always active on social media.  After an hour, I received a message from her. 

Dear Denver, my love,

It's been a night to wait in you, but you never drenched up my night. Letting you know, I stayed in my apartment, since I lost my energy without staring at you. You may come back to my apartment to talk with you about our upcoming nuptials.

I love you, Denver.

Sincerely,

Kaye

Denver, I walked the entire sky after seeing her response on my end. But something had dropped to my mind, I just ignored it since I fully trusted Kaye's heart more than myself.

When I arrived at Kaye's room, I saw a lovely girl who lay down in the bed. I told her," wake up now, my love. Let us talk about our nuptials." I often say things like that. However, the woman never woke up, so I uncovered the clothes. I saw Araiza's body lay down on the bed. And I was astonished when I saw," is this you, Kaye?" I asked her.

Thereafter, a lovely woman uttered her words to him. "Did you already forget me, Denver? I have been putting my heart in you." Then I laughed at him while looking at him. I tried to tempt Denver that night, but Denver pulled me to the bed filled with a furious voice," don't touch me, Araiza." Then, I slapped her.

I could not agree with what the guy did to me, since she often harmed my body. So, I let him know the truth," Kaye has gone, you cannot find her anymore. So, you should marry me," I said to him.

Echoed," marry, for what, Araiza?"

Giggle," you are blind what you did to me," I emphasized. Then, I kissed his face.

"Stop doing like that Araiza. I don't believe in you, Kaye is still alive," I said.

"Whether you agree or not, I already took her body. Letting you know that I am a vampire, I can do whatever I want," I said to him.

"Vampire?"

"Well, I'll let you see her again, but you should marry me. You should put in your mind, we already had a baby, you should be responsible."  I lied to him that that baby was still alive. In fact, the baby died.

The moment I listened to Araiza's words, I could not imagine what to do. I wanted to see my baby, but I don't have a sincere love for Araiza. Meanwhile, I longed to show my endless love for Kaye.

If Denver would marry Araiza, do you think Araiza will allow Denver to meet Kaye?