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Hating You, Loving You More

I often asked myself why I didn’t like to show my feelings for him. It’s been a decade to look forward to his tantalizing heart, yet a thorny heart craved to push him to the dark clouds which help me to totally forget him. Can’t imagine, I have been infatuated with his precious face and enticing eyes since high school, however, I feel afraid to reveal it for him. A million nights to cast back his seductive face, which turned my life into a beautiful star, no matter how terrible the night is. But the moment to meet him, which courageously displayed my anger at him. I could not explain why, his personality likes a lofty wind, however I was not captivated by that. Indeed, I treated him like a tiger most of the time, till he got mad at me in the University. Countless nights of thinking about him, which made me insane to cast back how crazy I am. I wanted to die just to totally forget him, nor to feel hatred to think about him. However, my heart longed to meet my dreams, can’t deny, he’s part of my dreams. One day, I trudged inside the campus where the guy hit my silver eyeglass which totally broke. Looking back, I have been taking care of it since I was a young. This is actually expensive like how I loved him, indeed I can’t buy this anywhere, except my daddy who made it before he died. I trembled in my cells while staring at him, the moment the guy ceaselessly asked for an apology to me. I wanted to accept, since I have been putting my heart for him secretly, as expensive as it is. However, I felt enraged in front of him,” sorry, sorry, sorry,” I never listened to his words anymore,” you broke my day, you could not heal it,” I could not imagine how terrible my face was. Endlessly the guy apologized to me, I said to him,” stop saying like that,” then I slapped his face many times. That time, the guy hugged me tightly, which quaked my feelings for him. Nevertheless, I walked out from the man, since I don’t want to unconsciously reveal my hidden feelings. I wanted to die and carry his love to the unexpected planet, so I made up my mind to transfer to Ateneo University, where I met the other guy, who healed my feelings to the man, whom I loved the most. However, my heart has been longing forward to meet and be heard by feelings for. Every time I looked at the mirror, I saw his tempting face, which pulled my feet to go back to the University, where I met him before. I don’t want to force myself to be loved by his enticing heart, but I wanted to reveal how I often got mad at him since high school. Would I still meet and be heard my feelings for him? Letting you know that she’s a lovely girl, indeed many men have been longing for her tantalizing heart. Her name is Kaye, who did not have a family to financially support her. With the help of her effulgent mind, it was the reason why she's about to finish her medical course in the University. In her life, there were many storms, which never ceased to slap her way. With that, she wanted to be loved to someone whom she put in her silver heart. However, she felt enraged to face him, except if the hot man faded to her eyes, indeed the moment she unexpectedly saw him in the fast-food chain where she trembled her eyes. Under the counter, she loved him more than herself, no matter what the wave was, putting her life to the zoo, where decried a peculiar man, whom she has been putting in her dreams. A ravishing guy sighted at Kaye’s actions, which made him construct an objective meaning, based on what the eyes saw at the shaking body, while he looked at her. To know more about him, his name is Denver, a handsome guy, who studied in the prestigious University where he met Kaye, whom he never understood her treatment. Every time he found some broken glasses, casted it back on the woman whom he broke the glass with, so he wanted to meet and pay the amount of that glass. Believing that it is worth one billion dollars, yet he’s willing to pay for it. Do you think Kaye would accept it?

Awriter_literary · Teenager
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Chapter 2- Denver’s eyes inspired me to win the contest

Let the way to end, to think about Kaye, since I don't have sufficient time to keep on looking for her. Instead of enjoying my studies in the University, believing that I am running for flying color, which I forever wished to happen in my life. After a few days, one of my amazing professors, urged me to visit in his office, to talk about the incoming contest, which I felt scared to think about it. 

While Kaye, I was not expected to be one of the representatives for the contest. Believing that I huge to be trained type of person before considering that competition. However, of the professors believed my talents, which motivated my arms to be there. The moment I entered the classroom where the contestant would take the challenged. I felt so ghast about that matter, knowing that my eyes were not functioning well, except the bold letters. 

The time I started reading the text, I eventually fell down my tears, since I could not read the text well. I cried like a wolf beside my contestants, who seriously read the literary text. I thought, I was not qualified since I have not started reading and answering the text. In a show voice," would I leave here?" Meanwhile, my tears fell down to my desk, which has slightly found the ravishing man, who broke her eyeglass before. The moment I saw him, I felt mad at his face, which destroyed my day, I never mind his face, which totally destructed my day, gazing at the book.

It's been an hour of crying since I could not view the text. So, I approached the proctor about my case, to decline it, while my eyes fell down the tears, which threw the things around the globe. But the proctor never allowed me to do that, so he let me used his eyeglass, however my eyes were still blind about reading the text. That day, I don't know what to do, the moment I saw at the right side, where Denver sat, my heart felt pleased to finish it. 

I returned the eyeglass to my professor, who sincerely allowed me to use. Back then, I started to gazing at the text, even if I could not read it. A soft shadow clutched at my arms filled with cloying voice," do you want to borrow my eyeglass?" I stared at him with apple smile, and then he furthered said," you can try it, miss, maybe you like it." The moment I heard his tantalizing voice, I could not explain how dribbled my cell. I wanted to let him know about it, however I felt shy. Without hesitation, I tried to wear his eyeglass, which powerfully allowed me to view the text. The moment to wear his silver eyeglass, the more to imagine how cloying his heart was, indeed my cell and veins endlessly quaked while gazing at the text. 

I let him know," thanks Denver, would you still use it?" I asked him with soft voice, even if I felt furious to think about him. And Denver replied," no, I just bought it for you," then I smiled at her," is it okay now?" I asked her so that I can pay her instead. The moment I saw it, I objectively saw that Kaye hid something to me. 

Kaye, I stared at him while thinking about it," no, you could not pay for it. I loved the eyeglass that your broke," I said to him with stern face, while gazing at him. I utilized his eyeglass for the contest. 

While Denver returned back to his chair, his mind endlessly thought about the girl why, Kaye could view the object, as she allowed it to use it. His mind filled with doubts about her, so he did not take the contest seriously. While Kaye successfully submitted her written works to the proctor for journal and academic writing, without putting her mind about the aftermath.

Kaye and Denver

Before I leave the room, I congenially approach Denver, to return the eyeglass. Letting my eyeglass to remove out from my silver eyes, it's an indeed miserable. But the moment I shared at his tantalizing hands," here's your eyeglass, Denver, thanks for letting me wear it," I said to him with strict face, which is opposite to my special feelings for him. 

I saw at her saccharine face, which completed my day, though I was not satisfied what I did in the contest. But seeing at her smile, which motivated me to follow the precious dream, which I have been dreaming for. And I replied to her," it's okay, Kaye, at least you have enjoyed in the contest, good luck both of us." And then, I shook up her hands with full of sincerity while I stared at her lullaby eyes. 

To end the conversation, I went back to my car with full of confidence, which made me confident to ask why Kaye kept on declining the amount, I wanted to pay for her. While Kaye left the room with full of miserable to think about him. The more the guy faded to her eyes, the more to get in love by his irresistible shadow. 

One day, I felt ecstatic to report in the school where I met my classmates. It was so sad to know that Denver, I never won the contest, though I gave my best to it. My professors and classmates never believed what has been happening in the contest. After revealing the truth that I kept on assisting with Kaye, who could not view the object without my eyeglass. All of them bullied the girl, who supposed to be the loser in the contest. On the other hand, Kaye ran her feet to the sky where to meet the ravishing guy, who helped her to see the objects. However, the moment I saw at the post on Instagram and Facebook, I noticed the bullying to the other students, who never believed my strengths, indeed they kept on insisting that Denver deserving that me. Knowing the fact, I felt downcast to know that, especially when Denver supported his classmates, who pulled my presence to the snow. 

I lay down to my bed while I read Denver's comment on social media, which made me got enraged at him for not being transparent. So, I sent a message to him," letting you know, I feel down in the dumps after knowing that you bullied me, I wanted to let you know something about you. But you put my mind on inferno, do you think I am a human or not?" Then, I fell down my tears while seeing him on the mirror. On the other hand, Denver, I never had a plan to go back my studies in the University after knowing the comments of my classmates, it's the first time to encounter this terrible feeling, which totally put my heart to the dimmed zoo, where I end my life. 

It's been a week, I never had visited the school, even if my professors and classmates urged me to be there, since elementary to college, I never had encountered such a failure. I wanted to get furious to Kaye, but I felt pity to her.

To end up my stress, I went back to the hotel where I met Araiza and spent time with her. I never had found something special to her, but I wanted to end my stress, so I tried to let her know, how precious my night to have her in my arms. 

The moment Araiza seeing at Denver's face, which tempted her heart to accept him. Believing that he's still a single, a night to accept Denver's feelings even if he did not know his background. It was a beautiful night to meet together in the hotel where they started their relationship. That night, Denver knew that Araiza studied at Ateneo University, so he made up his mind to transfer as well just to have an inspiration and totally forget his experience from the other University. 

It's been a month of having a relationship with Araiza, who totally showed her feelings to me. I took it positively, to have an astounding day with her. The moment I met her in the University, the more I became productive. In contrary, Kaye, I familiarized the faces of the students in the University, but I also a man, who bullied me on social media. Can't deny, I still infatuated to his tantalizing face, however my hatred to him, still alive in my heart. I could not forgive him, since it's too terrible to me. 

After a few days, I saw Denver with a lovely girl, who had a sweet moment outside the University, both of them were taking their snacks. As far I noticed, Denver, indeed gave his sweet treatment to her, I also wanted to feel that from him, yet I could not heal my terrible feelings from him, I only imagined how precious his heart is. I wanted to look forward my life, without thinking about him, but I don't know to forget him. Believing that I secretly gave my hidden feelings for him. 

I could not deny, I felt green-eyed monster to see Denver and Araiza had a precious relationship in the University, which turned to be crazy," would I go back to my previous school, to forget him? Why did I meet him again?" Honestly speaking, I wanted to stop thinking about the man, who never had time to me, but it's not my fault to think about him. 

One day, I went to the library at Ateneo University, to read some romantic stories, which forget my feelings for him. It took eight hours reading those novels, which motivated me to write a story for him, like my arms trembled while reading the lines, which totally attached my feelings for him. 

When the librarian told me, "excuse me ma'am, it's already 5:00pm, it's time to go out," while knowing that I feel ashamed to reply," no worries ma'am, I am sorry for that," I unintentionally left in the library, I wanted to get the story that I wrote for Denver. However, the library was closed," oh, my God, what if someone would know it." I kept on contemplating what may happen next. 

One beautiful morning, I went back to the library, just to get the story from the table, I left. However, I saw Denver, who occupied the table, where I wrote a romantic story for him. I wanted to approach him, but my heart felt scared what may be his response," did he find my romantic story for him?" I wanted to ask that, but my heart jumped down like the horse on the land, so I made up my mind to leave the library, while imagining how ravishing the man was, I could not imagine how beautiful the day was, as I looked at his enticing smile and precious neck, which made me put my entire life for him. 

Do you think Denver find Kaye's story? 

If yes, would Denver know Kaye's feelings for him?