hand scars

*✿═══════════════✿* *hand scars* *Part :11* https://mihraskoduvally123.blogspot.com/2023/10/blog-post.html *✿═══════════════✿* https://instagram.com/she.is.dream.maker?igshid=ZGUzMzM3NWJiOQ== https://www.instagram.com/invites/contact/?i=o7hsgxz71i40&utm_content=8ex74zs Although I hoped not to Mother has come to us. Two days ago, the driver of the house was told to a family member..." There is no money (gold).She has no home and is not a suitable girl for us to walk with... When I saw it, I immediately remembered it. Oh, the acting is so shocking that I am shocked In any case, we entertained the poor man's reception, Chayem Kati. Only the little one and mother came. There is no one as I thought, but there is a mother that I did not think. "When are you coming?" Ika replied to Oomman's question "We'll be there in the evening and you walk." Um, then we'll goIka went out and sent them on their way. The poor man is such a good man. This monkey is playing with him. He is too shy to talk. We are both embarrassed. It is a Kalah miracle of Allah that He gives us a life partner whom we have never met and who achieves something in this world without His knowledge and no one can overcome His decisions.Can't and can't. In life, we will have to play many roles, be it good or bad, all the circumstances will create it, but life is our hope. A true leader who takes the truth will never let us fail no matter what. " Hey, let's not go, (don't go) where are we going tomorrow, we can't go anywhere after the wedding, is it okay if we stay today? "Um, goI am ready to go anywhere with the Ikan of Uppad Paddali. "Um, don't worry. The truth is not. Not listening to what I said, Ikka laughed and walked to the room, and I went to Oomman. We said goodbye to Umm and Uppan and took my little sister-in-law Maloon with us. Olk thought it was a good trip and she came down with us. We reached home by 5/5:30 pm. Anyway, first long trip with Ika and family and then Ika's.The moments we get with him are special, so Subhi asked him to come down, but by the time he left the house, it was 10 o'clock in the morning, so we returned. Because they all came before and had successful ways, they are making us yearn for what they have come before.Dear mother in law, I enjoyed looking around and seeing good places in stories and pictures. I just don't see any other house nearby. I drank a good black tea, the journey can be tiring, the black tastes good, and a Sulaiman's Monch is nearby. Umma and aunty said they were going to the market to buy fish, but when they came down and prepared to go, they said that everyone can go out at night, so they avoided the spelling mistake.Gestures between them and without us seeing, they would take some things and carry them through the back side of the house. Aah, what's up... Why did Umma leave without changing the tiredness? We all talked. After a few hours, they came and ate the remaining fish and rice.Well, somehow I found that call difficult. Males and females together Because my background is different, I said that I will eat again and stayed away. My aunt's children are strangers to me. But we will be the family to say! Now I wonder what will happen if we eat togetherIt is not possible immediately. If you want something like that now, you need some time. Ummm funny....Umma looked at me and saw my Maluti and said, I consoled her if she pretended not to see it. Even if you study religion, it is difficult in this period to continue the way you learned. Now is the time when even Muslims are bringing up their children in a modern wayI, who was a Musliyar (Ustad), felt that he should never have faced me for that. It hurt me a lot that they couldn't understand me. It's been a problem since coming here, like this silent feud of Ikan's has left me completely isolated, By nightfall, everyone was ready to go out. Even though my heart was wounded, I went, the beautiful park, the colorful world full of people, play and laughter, something made Ikan's presence very happy, but Ikanin conflict He didn't even look at me, even though his eyes were full, I tried to hide from anyone.... Now I don't know if he saw me. "If we get into it, are you afraid?" "Why am I afraid when you are there... We looked into each other's eyes. I could see helplessness somewhere in those eyes. Mum is beside us after hearing everything "Never mind that, it's enough for everyone to get into one. I looked at him and he realized that I was in trouble too. No one saw him and patted me. Then the elder stood aside. Everyone walked past a machine that couldn't move and got off after the time had passed. Then they didn't put me in one, but they were laughing while watching everything. by seeing I, as one of the spectators, was watching the ekanem spot view claim from there and enjoyed by all.Got down from there and drank a good juice. What about the present time...a juice is enough to change the life of some people. Even when my family and I were by my side again, I felt someone holding me by the neck. He looked around but saw no one. Suddenly, the smell of blood entered my nostrils without showing any shapes... As if my head was spinning, like my whole body was shaking, no one looked at me for their happy celebration. Or don't look at me in their rushThey forgot who I am... I sat on that sand regardless of place, time or time. A place where no one could possibly see me because I was on the other side of a car... As if the eyes were covered with darkness... I tried to call someone without a sound coming out but all failed... The name Ya Sheikh Ya Muhiyuddin Abdul Qader Jilani appeared inside again... Again and again my eyes cleared... As if my legs were secure... I got up and went to themWalked to the side. They are still playing, laughing and joking... I don't know when I'm gone or come. Thoughts raced through my mind. When everything was done and he reached home, he spent a lot of time eating food and praying. Ika quickly got up and went to sleep. I don't know if she fell asleep because she put her hands over her eyes. "Here, There is no answer. "Um... Ha didn't sleep "No. This is calledHolding it together, I lay down next to him. When I heard that voice, everything inside me became clear. My throat choked and my lips quivered with utter sadness. Is love only in the bedroom? Know my situation and behave with me... One by one, lunch came to my mind, it hurt me a lot, the fall in the park... and others... Let's go....it's not normal Poor thing why am I just hurting Ikan I lied next to him again, Ikan knocked me away and said that he was very angryUnderstood, I tried again and the old man was talking... Then I didn't bother. Try to understand me... I cried for my peace until I heard something from Subahi Bank. No one told me to cry. When the sound of the bank was raised, I called Ikan. It seems that he still hasn't slept. He just slapped his hand and told me what the bank had given him to take.Gone Suddenly, I took the vulu and groped and searched. I was afraid to turn on the light to see who was lying in the hall. Still not up, angry with me. I don't know the pains of the poor and it's better if I cry alone. I spread my prayer cloth on the ground and prayed and listened to Allah with all my heart.The illusion that the enemies build for us. When I finished mine, I could not see Ikka, I could hear the commotion of everyone getting up from outside, by that time Ikka came and sat on the bed, she didn't say anything because she was angry with me, I got up and made arrangements for Ikka to pray, then I walked out of the room, everyone was looking at them like a criminal, but I went and sat near them. , if I saw Oomman's aunt's Kannan games tooI have no loss if I pretend not to see it, I drank black tea and looked outside the house. An old dilapidated house, there was a huge tree full of sapota saplings beside it, and the nature that created a lot of beauty, because there were no houses nearby, I went out of the house and enjoyed all of them without fear of being seen. Somewhere in my mind, there was a shadow of the Lord who created such a beautiful world, God created me and them. Khair Aya for the calls of the stepsI will answer in time, so why should I mourn? If a man whom I have never seen anywhere has been given as my mate, it is not that he has not answered my problems, it is only because the time has not come. When that time comes, my problems will be over. Whoever tried to separate us, He is the best to answer them. Tu Allah... "What are you standing here aunty?" she askedShe took me inside, I walked behind her smiling silently, she talked a lot but I didn't hear anything because I didn't see Ikan anywhere, I just mumbled to everything My eyes were staring at Ikan a hundred times, he came and looked at me a hundred times, now in a few days, Ummyang has changed all the habits. He became very distant from me for no apparent reason. "Munshifa, let's drink tea "um, I went with my aunt, everyone was having tea, I sat, Ikka, Ikka didn't even bother to look at me, I got so upset, I ate to convince them, I got up and walked to the kitchen, where Bais has some dishes and started washing them. "Hah aunty, maybe it will come one more time. You are standing aside now and I will wash it "Isn't this what it is? "It's okay, youGone. I changed and she washed the rest. "Aunt. "Hmm "There's a beach nearby, it's beautiful, we can all go, you tell him. I saw the face of Ika who did not even try to look at me or hear me. Laughing her question I… "You said, let's go. She said nothing more. (Who is she? Sorry, I forgot to introduce her. Seenu is Katiyaamma's daughter.) I don't know what to say about the wedding.I saw it and now I don't really see it, I didn't ask anything more because of my bejar, anyway she went there to tell Cheriyathan. "You take a quick bath Munshifa, everyone should go out (Umm, do you know what love is when you feel that people will see, if Umm had seen me as a daughter, there would not be any problems today, selfishness is not what makes people wrong. "Um ah ummm I'll take a shower I am helplessTake a look. I wanted to see Ikka. Even if you don't say anything, somewhere inside... Where is Ika? " He will see you there anywhere, you go and take a bath. Then I silently laughed. Took the dress and went to shower, everyone was waiting to take shower so I quickly showered and went to the room. Ika was lying there playing on the phone, she didn't see me. I stayed for a long time.By that time, Ika jumped up and looked at the way I had gone. Something...then I didn't sit there, I walked behind Ika, Ika came out of the house and everyone was ready to go.A beautiful quiet place no rush of people or birdsong just the waves of the sea, here and there small meadows absolutely beautiful area everyone got out of the car and I slowly walked behind them, still ummma and neem are looking from side to side and now and then Ika came walking beside me and I walked away without looking at it in my mind. I wondered if the wound would heal if I walked alone, everyone tells stories to the sea shores and not me, but I have to sayMaybe because I didn't notice that it was a story of tears, Ika didn't follow me anymore, I just sat there enjoying the beauty of the waves of the sea…. *to be continued* *✍🏻mihras koduvally* ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ *ISHQE-MADEENA* ◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾◾