Denying bluntly
Clayden wandered toward the garden. He always loved the garden. It reminds him of his mother she loved the garden so much. She was the one who planted most of the flowers there. When she was alive she will always take a stroll in the garden, water the plants and add fertilizers to the soil.
He felt connected to her when ever he was in the garden. As much as he loved the garden he still loathed it. How could one love something and hate it at the same time. He had been depressed since the death of his mother. The garden made him remember her causing him to remember everything about her including the cause of her death.