(3)Section 8: Things are different and people are different

He finally tasted what his brother had felt before, being pinned with hope and looked at with envy or jealousy.

He felt as if he had suddenly entered a heaven full of light from a dark corner.

Every day when he wakes up, he feels as if he is having a sweet dream. The extremely different treatment made him still feel a little unbelievable, and at the same time he still felt a strong sense of discomfort.

Not adaptable.

All of a sudden, he went from being unknown to being closely watched and pointed out by others.

Sometimes when Fang Zheng is walking on the road and hears the voices of passers-by talking about him and praising him, he will feel his face get hot, he will feel at a loss, his eyes will dodge, and he almost doesn't know how to walk!

After the first ten days, Gu Yue Fangzheng lost weight inexplicably, but his energy and energy became stronger and stronger.

From the deepest part of his heart, something called "confidence" began to grow.

"This is how my brother felt before. It's so wonderful and painful!" He couldn't help but think of his brother Gu Yue Fang Yuan. Faced with such comments and attention, how did he deal with it in the past?

He subconsciously began to imitate Fang Yuan, pretending to be expressionless, but soon found that he was not that material.

Sometimes in school, a girl's shout can make him blush. On the way, his aunt and uncle teased him, causing him to run away many times.

He was like a baby taking steps, stumbling to adapt to his new life.

In the process, he inevitably heard rumors about his brother - he was depressed and decadent, became alcoholic, stayed out at night, and slept in school.

He was very shocked at first. His brother, such a powerful and talented person, turned out to be like this? !

But gradually, he began to understand a little bit. My brother is also an ordinary person. When encountering such setbacks and blows, depression is inevitable.

Along with this understanding, Fang Zheng felt a vague sense of unspeakable joy.

This kind of happy emotion is something he really doesn't want to admit, but it does exist.

The brother who was praised as a genius, who once suppressed him like a shadow, is now so depressed. On the other hand, this also witnesses my own growth, doesn't it?

You are excellent, this is the truth!

Therefore, seeing Fang Yuan carrying a wine jar, with disheveled hair and disheveled clothes, Gu Yue Fangzheng breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and his breathing became inexplicably easier.

But he said again: "Brother, you can't drink anymore, you can't go on like this. You don't know how worried the people who care about you will be. You have to cheer up!"

Fang Yuan's face was expressionless and he didn't speak.

The two brothers looked at each other.

The younger brother Gu Yue's eyes were shining brightly, revealing a sharp meaning. But brother Fang Yuan's eyes were as dark and deep as an ancient pool.

Such eyes made Fang Zheng feel an inexplicable depression. Not long after looking at each other, he subconsciously shifted his gaze and looked to the other side.

But when he reacted, anger instantly rose in his heart.

A surge of anger towards myself.

What's wrong with you? Don't you even have the courage to look at your brother?

I have changed, I have completely changed!

Thinking of this, his eyes sharpened and he shot over again.

But Fang Yuan no longer looked at him. Instead, he walked past him with a jar of wine in one hand, and a calm voice came: "What are you still standing there for? Let's go."

Fangzheng's breathing was messed up. There was no place to vent the breath that had accumulated in his heart, which made him feel an indescribable depression.

Seeing that his brother was already far away, he had no choice but to follow him quickly.

Only this time, his head was no longer lowered, but raised to face the sunset.

His eyes were fixed on his own feet, stepping on the shadow of his brother Fang Yuan step by step.

! ! !