Broken

Bright….too bright.

Gold groans and covers his face with the closest pillow, he hated being woken this early….

"Shit…" Gold cursed under his breath as he realized where he was. The stranger's hotel room.

Everything thing that happened last night was now a blur. She drove to the hotel, they got into the elevator had an intense make out session and then ended up in her room then they had sex….sex.

The sex was…."What the fuck am I thinking?"

Gold groans for the nth time,feeling slightly embarrassed. He was never the type to get in bed with strangers and have one night stands with them no matter how good looking those strangers were.

There was a glass of water in the bedside table and a not beside it.

'I'll be back in 30, so leave before then if don't want me on top of you for the third time. You're a good fuck btw.

~Deana'

Deana…the name suited her, Gold agreed as searched for his clothes, they were scattered across the suite and his shirt was missing a few buttons but he still managed to pull it off without looking like a half naked man on the street.

While he was rolling up the sleeves of his shirt he noticed a line of clumsily scribbled numbers with the words 'call me' written below.

Gold chuckles, she was one of a kind he had to admit…it seemed like she wouldn't just be a one night stand after all.

Gold fishes out his phone from the his jeans pocket and turns it on. Notifications started to flood into his phone immediately its turned on. They were missed calls and text messages from Clara, Jenner and Pedro. Even Cullen had sent him a text. All of them asking of his whereabouts.

"Dammit!" He had totally forgotten about their mission, almost like he was bewitched by the woman…or maybe he had been celibate for too long and his desires got the best of him. Gold didn't like not being in control of his desires. It was a training that his father made sure to keep ingrained in his mind.

A low growl leavws his lips at the thought of his father, the man's face still haunted his dreams and he hated it, he hated that he wasn't strong enough to overcome such a weakness.

Gold picks up the rest of his things and exists the suite silently praying that he doesn't bump into Deana on his way to the hotel's entrance.

He got into a cab at the entrance and gave the driver the address to Cullen's house at the end of town. He gave Pedro a call as the car drove.

"Where the fuck have you been!" Gold pulled the phone away from his ear slightly and sighed, Pedro always overreacted in any given situation.

"Do you know how fucking worried we've all been? We thought you were fucking dead!" He also had the habit of cussing whenever he was angry or worried…or happy.

"I'm fine and no I'm not dead, I'm on my way home so tell everyone to stop worrying" Gold says in a low voice, he knew Pedro would gladly turn this into a big argument if there is a chance presented. Pedro loves him, Pedro is like his mother and brother but Pedro can also be a pest sometimes.

"You better fucking be here soon or I'm going to mess shit up!" Pedro hangs up after saying his piece leaving Gold with a smile on his face.

He looks to the rearview mirror and notices the driver's eyes on his. He probably heard all of Pedro's yelling and all the curses.

"You should where you're going, you wouldn't want to cause and accidentally now would you?" His voice was cold, almost sinister, very different from what he sounded like just a few moments ago. The driver's eyes quickly went back to the road and Gold sneered.

He hated people.

When he arrived at the house, he paid the driver a little extra before going. He already had a smile on his face once he noticed his siblings waiting for him at the entrance.

Jenner pulls him into a hug "Don't ever do that again" she mutters before sneakily squeezing his butt cheek making Gold groan in annoyance. He seats her hands away shakes his head.

"You're really intent on losing your finger Jen, I'll help yyou" Gold threatens. Jenner laughs but takes a few steps back.

"I won't be the only one losing something though" Jenner counter and blows a flying kiss to Gold.

"Where were you last night" Clara interupts their banter before it even starts.

Gold tries hard to think of an excuse, he wouldn't be comfortable sharing the details of his sex life with his siblings but considering the kind of family he was in, he knew he had to tell them…but it wouldn't hurt to lie though.

"Why do you smell weird anyways?" Jenner asks, being the only hybrid in the family, her senses were more heightened than anyone else among them, it Gold regret not showering before leaving the hotel.

"Is there a weird scent on him?" Pedro asks clearly curious, Gold could see Clara's brows raise as well. They were all curious, ain't this a bitch. So much for trying to keep his sex life private, not in this family.

"Yeah, he smells like sex and stupidity…also the woman has a nice scent as well" Jenner steps closer and sniffs Gold's sshirt "So?..."

She looked into his eyes with a look that made him think he had to justify himself.

"Gold fucked someone? Ha!" Pedro laughs hysterically and Clara joins in, making him seem like a teenager who just had his first time.

Gold stares at them.with a bored expression before walking to the living room, he made himself comfortable on the couch and the massage his forehead. He knew they were gonna badger for questions soon.

"So?..." Jenner sits next to him and asks again. Gold sighs.

"What?" Gold asks and Jenner smiles, like he was supposed to know what she meant, he didn't.

"Who was it? Where was it? Why was it and how was it?" Pedro hands Gold a glass of water along with his string of questions.

"I want every detail!" Clara says excited

"Maybe not 'every detail' just some that aren't gross" Jenner quickly adds making Clara pout in dissatisfaction.

"Ok….no, you guys don't need any details about my sex life. It was with a woman and it was a one time thing and that's all you need to know" Gold says exasperated, they all laugh but don't bother him about the matter anymore.

"The club was a bust though" Pedro runs his hand through hair, Gold knew none of them were used to these kind of missions, where they had no power or information and couldn't destroyl their enemies den from inside.

"We'll try again tonight, this time we should be more focused and not get distracted again" Clara says while giving Gold side glance making him fight the urge to roll his eyes.

"Yeah…I get it" Gold drinks the water and hands the glass back to Pedro. "I have to go take a quick nap but we'll leave at eight just like yesterday"

Once they all agreed, Gold left for the master bedroom. Cullen was not home and he would gladly use that to his advantage and take the master bedroom.

After taking his usual hot shower, he put on his clothes immediately just in case Jenner tries to brag in again.

Deana crosses his mind, she was the his first sex in three years after his ex fiance and almost Luna cheated on him with the alpha from another pack saying she didn't want to be under a man like him, then he took over the pack she married into and now her alpha serves under him.

Gold didn't really care for women or sex, but he has a weakness for women with brown eyes, brown eyes that showed everything, just like his mother's.

Gold buries his face in his palms, his thoughts giving him a migraine. He knows the reason why he is more attracted to broken women isn't just because they remind him of his mother or because they make him feel like he could fix them even though he couldn't fix his own mother.

Gold knows broken women are his greatest weakness and ideal type because he knows they would be too broken to fix him…he wants to stay broken.