Chapter 11

This is all about Nyla :)

Nyla Pov

"I can't do this anymore Derrick I can't keep letting you use me, I lost my daughter because of you!"

"Woman who the fuck you think you yelling at? huh? I made you I gave you that shitty little brat so I can do whatever I please with you I. OWN. YOU. It's not my fault you let someone take her slow ass" he says while yanking me by my arm towards him.

I hate the way he talks about her as if he didn't help me make her but I did this to myself. I get clean and as soon as something discourages me I run back to him. I guess the talk with Beyonce is making me relapse because here I am again putting myself in his hands.

"Please, just let me go I'll stay somewhere else I promise I won't come back," I say while crying.

He usually beats me for running away and attempting to get and stay clean. He said it cost him money every time I disappear and it's true it does but I'm just so tired.

"Let you go? Now why would I do that huh? See Ny baby while you were gone looking for that lil girl I lost out on one hundred thousand dollars and somebody have to pay so guess what, you gone stay and work off all the money you made me lose"

He begins to drag me and this time I didn't fight. My reason for fighting was my daughter but now she's gone. Normally he doesn't let me into the main house but before I ran away from him things were actually changing and getting a little bit better. Usually, Laila and I would have to sleep on the street but it's like after I left her in that park and told him that I lost her he seemed, happier? It was crazy and I'm ashamed to admit that I enjoyed seeing him happy it's what took me so long to go and look for Layla I just wanted to enjoy him being the guy I once knew.

"Please baby you don't have to do this"

"You right, I don't but I am and hopefully this teaches you a lesson," he says while tossing me into a dark empty room.

"Derrick no, please!" I scream while banging on the door.

I slowly slid down the door crying. I saw him do this to his suspects before. I remember him leaving a man in one of these rooms until he eventually died and who knows how long he would be making me stay in this room. How could I let my life get so bad? I let my daughter down, myself, and my parents. Memories begin to unfold as I thought of the life I was suppose to have.

FLASHBACK

"Baby stop" I said as I laughed.

"Noooooooo gimmie kiss" Derrick said as he tickled the living hell out of me.

It was a Saturday and we had absolutely nothing better to do but get on each other nerves.

"You know I love you right" he asked as he laid beside me.

"You do?"

"Of course I do what kind of question is that I really see a future with you after graduation, I wanna be with you for the rest of my life" he said while kissing my forehead.

This was typical of him. He knew exactly what to tell me and when to tell me. Derrick was really smooth with his words and I honestly couldn't help myself every time he flirted with me. His eyes just poured into my soul and made love to my heart.

I was honestly head over hills for him and no one couldn't tell me anything different.

"What about kids how many do you want?" I asked while pulling on his goatee. He absolutely hated when I messed with it but it was just so cute to me.

"Umm maybe two, a boy and a girl or maybe twins if you have twins that's it" he said while laughing.

"Aww but baby I wanna have all your kids" I said while pouting and letting him go.

"You will once you become my wife" he said while shooting me one of his eye blinding smiles. My baby was so handsome and hearing him think of me as his soon to be wife sealed the deal for me, a forever thing.

FLASHBACK OVER

Instead of sitting infront of the door I slowly start to crawl around the room looking for a corner. I know it may seem childish but I hate being in the dark and I felt so vulnerable just sitting at the door and it made me feel uneasy. I laid my head on the wall and just sat there thinking, thinking and thinking but nothing was coming to my head. While pulling my legs up to my chest for comfort it felt like my left ass cheek was sitting on a rock and I immediately went to feel exactly what it was. To my pleasant surprise it was my phone. I didn't really have anyone to call but I still was strolling through my contact list. Mom, dad, Derrick, urgent care, and Beyonce that was it. I knew for a fact mom and dad weren't gonna help me at all and I only had urgent care number for me and Layla whenever we were sick. I'm not sure if Beyonce would come to my rescue after everything we've been through but it would never hurt to try so I quickly sent her a text.

She instantly read my text but my phone was now on 2% and y'all know that saying everybody said about iPhones lasting forever on 1%? Well I can tell you now that shit is a lie my phone died on 5% before AND THAT'S WHEN YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO GET A WARNING but I guess fuck my warning huh apple? Ok I need to calm down and just wait for her to help me. She's gonna help me right? I went to check to see if she replied and quickly shared my location just incase my phone dies and soon after my phone went black and that's when I lost all hope. She might think i'm playing tricks on her or something.

Bey Pov

"Blue what are you doing baby" I said while laughing.

"Mommy i'm trying on you shoes" she said while nearly breaking her neck in my six inch heels.

I quickly got up before she could hurt herself. I took the heels from off her little feet and went to put them back in my closet or more like throw them. When I came out I seen her little self standing in the sane place but with a pout.

"Mommy I just wanna wear shoes like you do" she said now tearing up.

I got back in my bed and pat my leg signaling for her to come sit and she did so quickly. She loves being under me and I love that so much.

"How about mommy buy you your own shoes, they won't be exactly the same but they'll be heels" I said smiling down at her.

"You promise?"

"Of course I do babygirl"

That brought a instant smile to her face and she quickly hopped off my lap and ran to her room. Before y'all even get started i'm not buying her real heels. Just the princess ones almost every little girl had while growing up.

While watching tv I heard my phone go off but I didn't pay it any mind. My mom literally blows my phone up every second of the day. It then starts to ring and Shawn's name pops up and I was baffled. I pick my phone up and quickly decline it and decided to see who was bothering me.

I had a semi long text from a unsaved number and it quickly intrigued me so I press it. It was Nyla, I instantly spot her name and read the rest and my heart drop. What was I suppose to do I sat puzzled but if she text me than it had to be serious, she couldn't be faking this, what if it's a setup. I sent her a text and quickly got up.

"Blue get your pink princess backpack you're going by your grandma" I yell to her room knowing she heard me when I heard her little voice respond.

I sent a text to my assistant telling her to send twelve of my body guards to my house.