PANIC ATTACK

~~ BELLA'S POV ~~

I arrived home and sent all the servants on leave

I was busy trying to make coffee when a mug fell feeling frustrated I slammed my hand on the counter

I picked up the piece of the mug when I felt someone's hand around my waist getting ready to lunch an attack I turned to find Leon.

After our discussion, I felt a bit free around him or maybe it's because we are starting things afresh.

" here's your coffee" he handed me a mug

I took a sip of it and it wasn't that bad

" Where did you learn to make such coffee" I questioned

" ahem ... I don't even know " he gave a half smile

" so tell me about yourself " I started a conversation

" hmm what should I say, am a mafia as you already know, and was a big flirt "

" was ? what made you change " I raised an eyebrow

" well if I dare look at another woman my wife would kill me " he dramatized making me laugh

" hmm tell me about your past relationships and how many ex-girlfriends of yours would I have to compete with " I tried making a joke but it didn't go as planned as the color on his face drained out and his eyes darken

" I only had one girlfriend and she was my true love

but things changed the day I found her on the bed with another man "

" ohh.. am sorry," I said

" It's okay, what about you I mean how many relationships or ex-boyfriends do I have to put up with," he said

his question somehow sent me back in time where my dad normally hits mum and unconsciously tears dropped on my cheeks

" ahem ... if you don't want to speak about it then it's okay " he hugged me and I felt a bit guilty as he opened up to me but I couldn't

I didn't want my relationship with Leon to be based on secrets so I wiped my tears

"have never been in any relationships and have never wished to be in one

my dad would usually bring different women home and beat up my mum

I grew up promising not to get married and only went on one-night stands ..but look at me today "

I gave a sad smile

" I won't do any of that I promise " he came closer and placed his lips on mine

it wasn't the first time we've been in such a compromising condition so I didn't feel the need to withdraw instead I opened up giving him an opened mouth kiss

I could taste every inch of his mouth and he tasted like coffee

we broke the kiss panting and wrapped my arms around his neck

" why are you being too sweet tonight " I questioned as

I noticed Leon's behavior change this morning

" you don't like me like this " he questioned and I nodded

" no I don't, I want my asshole back " I winked and he smiled

" you're crazy," he said with a smile

" whatever" I smirk

~~LEON'S POV ~~

I left Bella in the room rushing to tame myself little member was already bulging again in my trouser and I didn't want to take things far

I don't know why I always have this feeling whenever am with her, only the sight of her turns me on.

The bathtub was already filled with hot water

I just stripped and went under the shower.

After cooling my body temperature I made my way to the bathtub.

All my tensed muscles suddenly relaxed.

I needed time to asses myself as this was the first time I felt this way

I was deep in taught when the bathroom door suddenly crept open

" hey " Bella stepped in wearing a bathrobe

" what's wrong "

" Nothing I..... just wanted to ask if I could join you in the bathtub "

do you need to ask me

" no," I said with a smile

she slowly took off her robe revealing her body

if someone told me Bella had such body shape I won't have believed them

since have never seen her naked

she took her sit in between my legs and I felt my little brother harden as she rested her body on mine.

she finally relaxes and laid her back on my chest

" Bella " I called

" hmm "

" How did you become so successful in the mafia world earning you the title mafia king "

I know very well the difficulties there are for a male in the mafia world

and she being a woman and respected also is a surprise to me as women are hardly respected by men and she being a mafia queen is a mystery

" I mean did you .... "

" Did I spend nights warming the beds of mafias " she cut me off

I could hear the anger in her voice

and she created space between us both turning to face me

" well I didn't for your information

I was just sixteen when my grandpa handed over the power of attorney to me and have watched GP do his work and knew it wasn't easy

I dedicated my life and time to training and studying

uncle Alex was always there to help me and yes I did come across some sluts who would want me on their beds " she wiped her tears

" they would usually threaten me and say if I didn't do as they say I should forget about seeing my family "

she paused taking in a deep breath

" I was just seventeen when I committed my first murder and I couldn't sleep

I couldn't do anything and needed something to get my mind off it "

she suddenly started gasping for air

" Bella calm down " I placed my hand on her shoulder but she shoved it away

she stood up, put on her robe, and left the bathroom

seeing she was having a panic attack picked up my robe and ran after her

but she was about to light a cigarette

"I'm sorry " I apologized hugging her from behind

" l .... leave me alone " she tried pushing me

" I said am sorry " I snatched the cigarette away

" give me back my cigarette " she turned to face me and I sealed her lips with mine

I made my hold around her waist firm making sure she wouldn't be able to break free

we broke the kiss and she had already calmed down

" Bella am sorry" I apologized again

I never imagined myself one day apologizing to someone

I turned her around placing a kiss on her neck

" Why do you always smoke you know its not good for your health " I whispered

" I ... I normally smoke when am having a panic attack or when am annoyed or bored " she explained

I turned her to face me wiping off her tears

" I taught you were a ruthless queen so why all these tears " I smirk and she hit me placing a smile on her face

~~BELLA POV~~

I woke up and felt a strong arm around my waist

I turned to find Leon sleeping comfortably beside me and I couldn't resist the urge to trace his jawline

he was just too beautiful

his eye opened slowly and I smiled

" good morning" I smiled

" good morning, hope you don't feel the urge to smoke " he replied with a smile

" speaking of smoking where is my cigarette pack "

" it went somewhere so now if you ever feel the urge to smoke you would have to kiss me and that's my rule "

" hmm ..what if you aren't around"

" then you just have to place a call to me and I'll be right there" I smiled hearing him

" Are you planning on becoming a genie for me "

" I don't mind that baby," he said and licked my ear

" eww stop flirting so early in the morning"

I pushed him back and tried going to the bathroom but he held me back

" give me a kiss," he said in a husky tone

" And what if I don't "

" then forget about leaving this bed " he made his hold firm

I was about to kiss him as I needed to use the bathroom when his phone started ringing

" fuck !!! " he screamed letting go of me

I rushed into the bathroom emptied my bladder, washed my hand, and came out to find Leon on the phone with a worried expression

" what's wrong" I questioned as he ended the call

" We would be meeting with the family tonight" he informed and sighed