Why me

Fuck how do I start this off alright my name is Jada, and I don't know why but the world has it out for me, every bad thing either starts or end with me why I don't fucking know or care .people say the world doesn't revolve around me but in my mind it does, so if you're still interested please sit and listen if not leave I couldn't care less, and just so you know I like the word fuck I say it a lot so get used to it .

My story begins with my 15 year girl and a dead beat 20 year old man he wanted to take the rubber of for his birthday. Now we have a pregnant 15 year old girl confused on what to do this thing growing inside her and a mom keeps telling her to get an abortion like her sister did, but she remember how her sister woke up every night crying because of what she did she went crazy until she got pregnant again with a baby girl. So my mom kept me but her mom said if she kept me she'd kick us out so we stayed with my dead beat father and he lived with his friend .Nine months later I'm here about three weeks early so now my mom can barely hold her pee. Finally I'm in the world no care in the world right wrong, mom lost her mom her home because of me.