She will not join the army

[Two months later]

Chris was done with his treatment the psychologist came to say goodbye and wished them good luck, but Jemisha was still the same with him, she held her distance and walled up.

"Rose…I know you don't like us psychologists, and the reason is probably because you had few bad encounters. But know this, we are not all bad people."

"Could you at least tell me how you ended up having PTSD?"

Jemisha looked at him. 'Not going to happen, the only two people I would ever tell that, would be Chris or Jack.'

'But there is one thing I want you professional opinion on.'

She handed him everything she had found on Hector Argenti, her former grandfather.

The psychologist had read through it and then looked at her.

"Did he aim for your life?"

'He did…, 4 times now.'

The psychologist looked at her with a concerned look on his face.

"Well by the looks of it, he is suffering from multiple psychological issues, mainly Narcissistic personality disorder."

"Do be careful around this person."

Jemisha smiled 'Well it should be the other way around, but thanks for your professional opinion.'

The psychologist looked at her and saw a glimpse of hatred in her eyes.

He said his final goodbyes and left the room.

"Let's pack up."

'I'll be right there I need to call Jack.'

'Hey big brother, did you leash them up?'

"I did Rose, we'll be flying out tomorrow morning and we will arrive at 3 pm."

'Great, I see you tomorrow then.'

Jemisha went to the bed room. "Is it about what you had built on your property?"

'It is, I bet Blake will faint, and you probably will be speechless.' Jemisha grind.

Chris smiled. "Well whatever you have built it probably be a fort."

Jemisha laughed. 'If you look at it in that way, then you could say it is.'

Jemisha said goodbye to Carsten, Amanda and Lizzy.

'Girl you better come and visit me, but do me one favor?'

'What's that?'

'Please don't let your visit be medical related.'

Jemisha laughed. 'I'll try my best.'

Lizzy smiled. 'Take care Rosy and call me whenever.'

'I will Liz.'

Chris and Jemisha got in to the truck and left the clinic.

Lizzy's had a somber look on her face. 

'What's wrong Lizzy?' Amanda asked her.

'I can't seem to shake the feeling something very bad will happen to Rose soon.'

'She is a bit of a wild cat and even if something is dangerous she will dive in head first.'

Amanda looked in to the distance. 'While that may be true, she does so calculated, and she has a lot of people who will stand on her side and protect her.'

'Let's hope so…'

Chris and Jemisha arrived at Jake's.

She saw an unfamiliar car parked and she guarded up.

She knew it wasn't the car of Jake's man.

'Chris…I think I need to hid, you go inside and see who is with Jake, because…'

Chris took his bag an gave her a kiss. "Don't worry, I'll let you know once its save, why not go to Iris place to hid."

She nodded and took her bag and told Spike and Sheila to fallow her and left for Iris house.

Chris went up to the door and rang the bell.

Jake opened the door and saw only Chris at the door.

"Did she?" He whispered.

"At Iris" Chris whispered back.

"Come in Chris, I thought you would be going back to America as soon as you were done."

"Well I still have 2 days left."

Chris walked in and saw a General sitting on the couch.

"What's the military doing here?"

"They came to recruit Rose."

"Jake…I hope you told him to piss off?"

"Well I was about to."

"Good, because I won't have Rose join a group of bastards."

"Well this matter is none of your business, you're an outsider." The general stated to speak.

"Ohh but it is my business, she is my girlfriend."

The general then turned back to Jake.

"I think is a good opportunity for her, she is a treasure to the army with her sniping skills…"

"I'm sorry…but I'm not the only one who has a say in this, my brother loves our sister dearly, he doesn't want her to be a professional killer. You should use your time to convince him not me. Because if he say's no, then I stand with his decision."

"And he was the one who taught her."

"Can't you arrange a meeting with her, I will talk to her personally, it is after all her life and a decision she can make."

Chris had already texted and Jack called and was put on speaker.

Jack had heard everything

"Absolutely not!"

"She will not join the army and be used until she is no longer useful."

Jake looked at Chris holding his phone.

"What?, I texted him, I know he doesn't want her anywhere near the army."

"And besides, if she would join the army, there is nobody to take care of all her businesses."

"My sister already told me she hates the army, why would I put her in a place that she and I both hate."

"Leave my brother place right now, and never try to approach him or my sister."

Jack hang up the call.

"And besides, you already failed to approach and recruit Rose Black.'

You think you can recruit Rose Conor."

"You guys can't even get to the two most powerful roses in this world…"

"Yes it true we failed to recruit Miss Black, her talents are wasted in the business world, if she could join our army our country security would be impenetrable."

Chris started to laugh. "General…if you failed to recruit Rose Black, I can assure you, you already failed to recruit Rose Conor."

The general didn't understand what Chris meant.

"It's simple…Rose Black is Rose Conor."

"I think the General knows where the door is…ohh and don't think of approaching my girlfriend in the future, I don't like to see all her hard work from the past 4 years go to hell because you greedy bastard only will give her a few years before you back-stab her and steal from her."

"Just wait and see…she will join the army, voluntarily or by force, we will get her."

"Alright it's your funeral." Chris showed him he had recorded the conversation and sended to Jack.

The General was furious and left the house.

Chris and Jake sighed.

"You know you are giving Rose a hard time now."

"Jack is now going to have a close eye on her."

"Well didn't she say it herself, at the moment she doesn't need her space but you two close to her."

"Well I did ask the psychologist, about a few thing of her past behaviors."

"The reason she hate's hospitals is because, she went through a horrible experience. And he also thinks that a psychologist did something horrible as well to her, and because the last psychologist forced me away, and kept pushing her and threaten her it was inevitable for her to lash out, but what he couldn't explain was why she took so long to lash out, even thought she could have done it sooner, and still have her treatment."

"As for why she loves to hug us so much as she does, is because she probably was heavily neglected and abused. And because we never intended to harm her and showed her we would help and protect her, she felt save with us and by hugging us, she is letting us know she trust us and feels save and loved."

"Well Blake had found out her life wasn't that bad before her mother past away, when her parents were at home it was all good and harmonious, only around her birthday it became cold and lonely, when she was turning twelve her mother died in an accident, when she was turning thirteen her father re-married and her stepmother and brother were abusing her and she endured that for 3 years until we saved her from her originally kidnappers by kidnapping her on her 16th birthday."

"So we estimated her PTSD started to develop around her 13th, she herself said because she experienced on trauma after another."

"So I think the reason she told you she didn't need space but you and Jack is probably because she craved the love of a family."

"It's probably a faze she is going through, because she feels the need to catch up on things she hasn't experienced or lacked during the time she was growing up and wants to experience."

"Oh and the reason she curls up on your and Jack's lap like that is because she feels vulnerable, insecure or scared."

"But her unpredictable behavior is probably because she has a hard time to express her thought and emotions. Because after all she started to shut that part down because of the abuse, and by only keeping everything to herself and find ways how to not to starve to death and just endure it until she could escape."

"The promises she makes with us and treat's them as a rule, is because to her we are her guardians and her guide in this world, because she still is looking for her place in the world."

"That's why she is so sensitive to our emotions and thoughts."

Chris was done explaining everything to Jake and he was a bit taken aback, he knew Rose had a thought life, but never knew she with stood so many things and was deprived of so many things it left her scared. He understood her now better than before and he could now understand her thought process. 

"Now let's go to Iris and pick her up."

Jake nodded.

Chris and Jake arrived at Iris house and she opened up.

'Uncle Jake, Chris!'

"Hi Iris, how have you been?'

Iris took them both by the hand and pulled them inside.

'Chris I made you a drawing to celebrate your recovery.'

She showed it to him and saw a mouse with sunglasses and posing a peace sign, the text above it said I made it out.

Chris laughed and ruffled her hair. "Thanks Iris."

"This looks so cool, I'm going to make a picture of it and make it my wall paper on my phone."

Iris was overjoyed by his word.

Jemisha held her phone. 'You want to see mine?'

Jemisha showed her new wall paper, it was a black cat in a playful sitting position with the text above free to play again.

Chis saw it and smiled at Iris. "You're a real little artist."

She hugged Chris. 'That's because you taught me a few things.'

Iris mother came in the room. 'Why don't you all stay for dinner there is enough.'

'Please Rose, Chris, uncle Jake, it has been a long time since Rose stayed for dinner.

"Sure why not."

Everybody was sitting at the table and the atmosphere was lively.

After dinner Jemisha helped Iris with her homework and after that she draw together with Chris.

She wanted to spend as much time as she could with them because she knew they both would be going back soon for work.