Without my consent

"This is not my home" 

"Will you just keep quiet and get out of the car" he raised his voice a little. I silently got down from the car and followed behind him like a little sheep following its shepherd.

Despite how awful I was feeling, I couldn't help but notice how different Steve was acting. I wasn't sure if it was about what happened the last time we saw or if it was about something else, but one thing was sure, his aura was different. 

As we got in, he told me to sit down and he went to where I assumed was the kitchen, he came back and knelt in front of me and brought out a ring.

Was he about to propose?

It was a good thing but a wrong timing.

I was not in the mood for it. The fact that I almost got raped and killed made me shiver. I kept on wondering: Where could Sandra be? Did that woman kill her but try to hide it? Sandra was still a kid who didn't know the outside world, what if she was kidnapped.

So many things came to my mind; I was as scared as fuck, but this guy was proposing to her. It started to make her think if she really wanted to marry a guy like him, he didn't even care if she was sad or not.

Didn't he see her crying? 

Why hasn't he asked about what happened?

"I'm waiting" he sounded so angry already.

I wanted to shout a no to his face, then go home to cry my eyes out. "Victoria!"

I wanted my engagement proposal to be romantic and perfect, but with what happened, I couldn't even feel anything. I looked at Steve; he was still kneeling mad if she said a no.

I said a not too enthusiastic yes, but he didn't mind and placed the ring into my finger and drew me up from the couch and started kissing me aggressively.

I tried to withdraw but he held my waist tightly and it was beginning to hurt. "Steve, you are hurting me" I said trying to remove his hands on my waist but he was way too stronger than me.

He moved his hands into my shirt before I could do anything. It was a great feeling but it was not what I wanted. I bite his lip so hard that I could taste his blood, so he pushed me so hard but thankfully I fell on the couch.

"You promised that if I proposed, you will allow me do anything I want" he yelled angrily. "That's not what I meant" I continued, "I meant that if you propose, things will get faster and we will get married" I said.

He hissed then came closer and sat in front of me and said "Sorry damsel but I can't wait till then" 

He made me lay down on the couch with force and came on top of me and started kissing me again. I used all of my strength to push him off me but he gave me a hard slap and I became so weak.

"I wanted to make it slow and steady so that you could enjoy yourself, but I can see that you like it the hard way" he said as he opened the zipper of his

trousers and he had his way with me.