FOREVER TOO LATE

For the first time in my life I truly felt betrayed. She lied to me, she used me and worst of all she left me alone and even after knowing all this I still loved her like the fool I was. "Rica, please let me explain," she said. I stepped away from her as she tried to hold my hand. I had only one question in my mind, "Is it really you?" even as I asked I knew the answer that it was her. She came close to me but I backed away from her. "Just tell me is it you?" I whispered. Tears danced in my eyes as I did all I could to hold them back. She nodded her head in defeat as I stormed out. ... It only takes a minute to love someone but actually it takes a fake death to despise someone. ... I kissed her and she tensed then she kissed me back then all the love and care I felt in Rica's every kiss was laced into that one but this time it had something different which was bitterness, anger, fear and the one I feared most was betrayal.