Tour around R city

I didn't want to ruin the moment but I can't stop my tears from flowing. I hugged him and rested my head on his shoulder and cried. Is this how our lives will be from now on ? I wish that even I could forget what happened in the past but it is not that easy for me to let go of the past. It hurts so much thinking about how you and I used to be to each other, how angry you used to get at me.

I have always dreamt of a time where you would be mine but now that that you are I don't know how to let go of time when you weren't mine. That time at the hospital when you told me that you are planning on marrying Natasha, it broke my heart to a point that I felt like I would die. I reached a point that I thought that suicide was the answer to my heartache.

I had to go to therapy to find help, it is there that the doctor adviced me to talk to you and write my own path. "Write your own path or life will write it for you." She said to me in one of our sessions. I did what she said but why does my heart still ache when I think of the past.

I wish I could turn back time to our highschool days and prevent us from fighting. We could be friends and then after highschool we would get married and have a beautiful family. But that is not possible and I just have to live with the life and choices we both made that may haunt me for the rest of my life. I don't know how many months or years it will take for me to forget everything.

I will not the past ruin our present, I wipe my tears and try to calm myself down. I think of our wedding and the times that we spent in our childhood and I automatically calm down. I smile at how beautiful he used to be as a child, from his smile to his choice of clothing was completely perfect.

I let him go and turn to my food, I pick up my fork and dig in. I eat half of the food and leave the rest. I got to the bathroom to take a shower. I take a warm shower to relieve my body of stress before getting dressed. I put on a purple top with white shorts and a pair of white sneakers, I tie my hair in a ponytail with a purple hair band and apply some light makeup.

I leave the restroom and find Adrian tying his shoes. He must have another bathroom and got ready, I find my purse in my luggage and pack it with necessities that I may require in our outing. I get my phone and put it inside my purse before we both walk out of the room. He locks the room and keeps the room's key card in his pocket.

We walk to the hotel lobby where we find the tour guide the hotel had provided for us, Adrian talks to the hotel manager for a few minutes before we leave. We go around R city and see the touring sites. We first visit the art museum and see so many arts made by a lot of famous artists from all over the country. We take photos in the museum before we left. We headed to the animal park, we saw many different animals but I wasn't allowed to feed the monkeys which I really wanted to do. We had alot of photos taken at the park even bought some sculptures of the animals that I loved seeing.

It was noon when we finished our tour of the park so the tour guide took us to a famous restaurant around to have lunch. He booked a private booth for us, where we were to have lunch on Adrian's instructions. Adrian ordered the food for us as well sat down inside the booth making small talk. We talked about anything and everything which was really fun and comforting from the morning I had.

I know that I made the right choice coming back and asking him to marry me. The pain of the past clouded my judgment and made me think of a lot of nonsense. The food arrived and we ate in a comfortable silence, the food was delicious but the food from lux hotel still beats it by a mile away. Which reminds me, Adrian had bought the restaurant and gifted it to me as a wedding gift. I am now the owner of the most famous restaurant not only in S city but almost the whole country.

"Thank you Adrian," I say when I remember that I haven't had the chance of thanking him for his loving gesture.

"For what ?" He asked looking completely confused which made me smile.

"For buying me the Lux hotel, it was not needed but very much appreciated." He smiles at me and replies "you are welcome."

I got back to eating my food and having my apple juice which happens to be my favorite. He doesn't have his memories so how did he know exactly what to order for me. Did he remember a few bits about the past. I don't get time to ask him because right after we are done eating the tour takes us to mall for a bit of shopping. It is considered the biggest mall in the whole of R city. We head to the men's section and select some clothes for Adrian, from casual wear to leisure wear to official wear. Might I add how much some people are born lucky because he looked good in every piece of clothing I had him try on. We then went to the women section and I bought many things including clothes from my favorite brand. I told Adrian how much I love the clothes and shoes of that designer. Mitchell Madrigal is absolutely my favorite designer of all times. I asked Adrian if he would mind it if I bought the whole collection to which he happily paid for everything.

We went out of the mall and towards the car, Adrian stepped away for a moment to make a phone call. We then just went around the city taking photos in cool places and had snacks and street food along the way. We had so much fun it felt like we had traveled back to our childhood where we would just hung out and enjoy each others company.

It was late when we finally decided to go back to the hotel to retire for the day. Adrian promised me a surprise when we returned to the hotel and I couldn't control my excitement about the surprise.