Past forward

' I owe them a life debt ! Even if I lose my life, I have to pay it back … ' ~ This is not the case with either of them. 

Her life would have been going on even if Zayne was not there. At the same time, Commander Song helped her greatly, but this was also the same. Kaya was about to have an episode. It is her intervention that stopped Kaya, so, if anything, it is her who saved his life. 

Even so, the undeniable fact was that because of the existence of these two men, she was living comfortably. At the end of the day, what she wanted most was a home, and it wouldn't be home without either of them. 

' beeeeeeeeeep… ' 

' Math Time ' the alarm on her phone went off. 

Her thought train was broken to pieces by the harsh sound. Just like that, Claire woke up. 

' What the hell was I thinking ? I am not a heroine in a martial arts novel. The reality is that I can not save either of them, because I am weak ! ' the reality dawned on her.