Jeanne D'Arc

(Author's Note: Do hear my rants on the last chapter please, I did also list some fantastic scenes from my other fics, even the ones unavailable on this platform)

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Jeanne D'Arc Pov

How Long Has it been? I don't remember it well, it just feels like yesterday when I was attempting to go near him while he lay on the grass peacefully, or just a few hours ago he told me the harshest words that cracked my heart to pieces," There are many things I don't accept about you", he said.

WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! What did I do wrong, is there really something wrong with me? Am I really such a big sinner that he can't accept me," There are many things I like about you", he continued. His words that relieved me the most, Yes! I am really not that bad, and not all hope is lost.

"It's my own selfishness, I can't accept someone like you", these were the last words that gave me the most pain. I understood there was some reason he couldn't accept me, even if his face remained calm and nearly emotionless. I understood why it should have been. He was never a good guy, and I understood he had reasons behind saving humanity back then.

Whatever his reason may have been, I didn't fall for his act of saving, nor for his body, It was just I fell in love with his soul, maybe I am just lying to myself, but I fell in love with him, and him only.  As if, he was my destination, the place where I just needed to be, the person whom I needed, no matter how he was.

I wanted to tell him it was alright, to give me a second chance, but alas I vanished before I could achieve it. Then I tried to meet with him again and ended up getting summoned to the Age of Gods, in Greece. I searched, searched, I finally found, Poseidon, yet the person I found was not him. He was someone else entirely, who was entranced by my body and tried to attack me, to defile me, but that was the biggest mistake he had made, and what I had done after it was the biggest mistake of mine.

I killed him, I don't comprehend how I was even able to do it, but in the end, he lay on the ground dead, fading into dust while his three broken Divine cores lay on the ground, I vanished thereafter, but not before dooming an entire timeline, enticing the wrath of Gods who punished humanity, in the cruelest and most painful way possible. 

I doomed humanity, interfered with one of the pan-human histories, and completely destroyed it. Even then I didn't stop searching for him, going from timeline to timeline, disrupting it entirely no matter how much I tried to just search for him and not interfere, I killed Trillions and before I knew it, I was cursed by him, ' The Lord ', a curse that makes me in constant pain, even as I walk, even as I breathe, each time I feel as I breathe acid, burning my lungs.

Each step was as if I walked on needles, each time I looked, I felt as if my eyes burned. Yes, it was punishment for me, who doomed several pan-human timelines and killed a trillion humans. ' It is a fitting punishment for a sinner like me ', this is what I believe, and no matter what excuses I would try to give, it was true. 

It was painful at first, and even now, it hurts, hurts just so much, but it has become bearable. I never stopped for searching him, even as if my soul was in constant pain, I wanted to meet him again, confess to him yet again, and hop-hopefully earn his love. Even if he was to turn me down, the second time, I just want to see him once again and then whatever years in torture and bear the punishment for my crimes.

This time, yet again I am in the Age of Gods, or rather at the age near the end of it. I could sense a powerful terrifying being present in this twisted spiral of the world, who had long sensed me, and my affiliation to God, and raised its aura towards me as if challenging the ' Lord ', himself. 

(A/N: I hope Yawheh doesn't angers Mommy*Cough* Otherwise it would be really bad)

Its Divine Aura is something that dwarfed any God I had ever met, even that white-haired Thunder God, the one with Ravens on his shoulders, or the even one with Nine Fox Tails behind her, that made seem the Heroic Spirits like us joke, I could still remember how she easily created a second sun in a few seconds and then turned me into ashes including the entire large mass of giant planet behind me.

(A/N: Yeah RIP JUPITER)

Yet, a terrifying entity like that is present in this world, radiating an Evil Aura that would send shivers to every being capable of sensing it openly, an extreme danger that was sure to bring doom and disaster yet, I paid no heed as I continued walking towards the Large Wall I had seen earlier, its outline visible in my eyes. 

"ROARRRRHH!!!"

  Dozens of beasts suddenly surrounded me, I took a deep breath and got in battle stance somehow, my pain intensifying with every rapid movement I made. A beast leaped at me from the front I summoned my sword and accelerating myself I easily pierced through its body, and made a big cut around its chest. Unfortunately while fatally injured it was still capable of fighting and its speed rather intensified than decreased.

I sighed at my own weakness, and the invisible chains binding me weakening my every parameter and ability,' I still haven't seen if he is here or not! ', I thought with determination as I channeled mana through my body breaking my limits for a while and tripling all of my parameters, it was an ability I refined years ago while fighting the Gods of Asgard and grasped in Ancient Greece. Although it was weakened by the curse as well, my current boost was enough to defeat them.

*Slash!* *Slash!*

I slashed through the beasts killing them with relative ease, ignoring the pain that had tripled as well. Suddenly a larger horde of monsters surrounded me roaring with bloodlust in their eyes, I gripped my Flag tightly and charged at them, then I Killed, Killed, and Killed for minutes, for twice as a minute, and in the end, I finally reached my limits.

"Arghhhh!", I screamed in pain as the invisible chains tightened weakening me to the realm of common humans, several beasts still surrounded me and I just sighed at my fate. Though unexpectedly the next moment a strike of lightning tore through all of their hearts and turned them into ashes.

"My, My to think I would find you here, Jeanne", said a cold yet similar voice, one that I was extremely familiar with. I looked to the source of the sound, to find a woman possessing the exact face, and exact body except for some parts being fattier. Her hair was a pretty mixture of blond and white, with shimmering yellow eyes, it was obvious that she was some Alter version of me or didn't belong to Pan-Human history.

I tried to stand up and barely managed to do it, and then held my Flag tightly defensively sensing the hostility from her, " Well, I can indeed kill you right now and would like nothing but to deny that stupid God of yours, who is, of course, incomparable to ~MY GOD~", she said, her voice is extremely sweet and affectionate calling her own 'Lord '. Suddenly something struck me, sending shivers to my entire body.

*Sniff* *Sniff*

I smelled the scent she was covered with hiding her own, there was no doubt about it in my mind! IT WAS HIS SMELL!!!!!!!!!!!!! My eyes lit up, my heart started pounding on the realization that I had struck upon the chance to meet him again. " Woah, what with that dog-like behavior huh?", she asked not a bit worried about me being able to do anything to her, after all, I didn't stand a chance against her, with the spirit origin she had completely surpassed my prime one, even the one I managed to attain in Ancient Japan, slightly.

" I ask you, do you know Lord Poseidon?", I asked, with hope burning bright than ever. Alas, it could have never been easy, as I felt my arms being cut off the next moment and her attitude changing greatly," How do you know about him?", her eyes looking at me coldly demanding nothing but answer, meanwhile I fell on the ground feeling the pain of my arms intensifying thousands of times.

I bit my lips with force, trying to shift my focus from the pain of my hands, and then muttered weakly," I- I met him in the Gre-Great Holy Grail War, an-and-", she didn't let me speak any further cutting off both of my legs." Arghhhhhhhh!", I screamed out loud feeling the intense pain, suddenly I was kicked in the stomach making me cough out blood, then she put her feet claded in metal on my face.

I looked to see her cold gaze, one that could even terrify the bravest. " I see- Then did your God send you with some mission? I remember we did quite a number on you back in Orlean Singularity, or rather the other version of you. Hmmm, it matters not- since you will meet your end here", she said, I shouted with all the preservance and strength I could muster up," I Love him!!!".

Her hand that had just unsheathed the sword stopped, as her eyes widened, and then she broke out in a burst of laughter," Hahahaha, I see- Well do you know that I am his woman? Yess!! That's why I am covered with his scent! You see we were just making love together hours ago!!", she said, her words piercing my heart.

' She achieved what I couldn't? ', I remained in disbelief seeing my other self boasting about her achievement. She suddenly got onto my level, her face close to me and she said with a disgusted look," My Lord, has many women you see, I see no problem in that and I have no say in stopping him to choose who he likes, but- There can be only one Jeanne beside him, and I will be the one, not you fucking stupid alternate version of me! Remember that! My name is Jalter and the only one of all of us, who will be ever blessed to be graced by his love and seeds!", she said.

Tears started rolling down my eyes not because of her words which threatened to be an obstacle between me and him, but rather from the fact that she managed to become his woman! To get the love that I had been carving for countless years! From the fact that I was so close to meeting him I failed in my endeavor. From the fact that she had what to become his woman, ' I AM SO PATHETIC ', I thought.

She raised her sword and just was about to swing it when she stopped, her eyelashes trembling creating confusion for me, my eyes blinked and then I managed to glance upon a face, one that was carved in my soul. " Jalter move back", his words as if the command of the highest being, made the other version of me leave me and move back.

I started crying, he was finally here, in front of me," Lo-ord Poseidon...I lo-ve you...", were the final words I could muster up before fainting from the intense pain and weakness, as my figure threatened to disappear. Yet a gentle light graced me before my last bit of consciousness faded.

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[Status

Name: Jeanne D'Arc

Strength: E+++(B+)

Endurance: E-(A+++)

Agility: E+++(A++)

Mana: E+(A++)

Luck: B

Noble Phantasm: E(EX)

Personal Skills:

The Path of Love: EX

The Curse of the GOD: EX

The Chains of Binding: EX

Revelation: N/A(A)

Charisma: E-(B)

God-Killer: E--(A++)

Faith Manifestation: N/A(EX)

Betrayer: EX

Reinstatement of the Radiant Holy Light: E-(A++)

Class Skills:

Magic Resistance: E-(EX)

God's Resolution: N/A(A+)

Noble Phantasm:

Luminosite Eternelle: E-( A+)

La Pucelle: E-(EX)]

To be continued...

(Author's Note: As promised Jeanne is back guys!!!! The first heroine of the fic is back! )