I have waited a long for this. It's been a while I have been searching for this. I want to have numb nature within me. I want to be numb on the way. I am hearing some sense of maxology sound with me. The way I am here is going well. The more I got to know. I want to know more. There are certain reasons where maxology will work. I am waiting at the floor, the floor is getting rocking with us. It's rocking and shaking the floor . Oky I got one it's simple and look good with me . It's black and nice to handle . The sun is shining on the ground its beautiful its giving me a very moisturizing heal , and my body is feeling good and my eyes are tempting with the shines of the sun . There are certain things in life which we should keep in our mind . Sometimes they try to recall us some moments which we choose to be . I wish to be a person who really scars a lot . I want to be a person who try to scare other people . I choose to have a scary nature within me , a nature who scars others . i want to became a person who thrills , and I want thrills in my guts . The moment I scare a person i feel good , my motive is to scare people . The more I scare a person the more I get intrest . I am intrested in scaring others . I need to have sexual pleasures in my life . I need to have to have sex with girls badly . I want to pull her skirt and taste her internal tounge and make her wet . Sexual pleasures in a person life is too good to have , it makes the intrest more good . I am trying to ascertain what's good and what's bad in my life . I want to know things that will add value in my life . I want to have progress in my life . I want to progress my life in such a manner that it result in a unstoppable force . I want to grow my life in a better manner . The are many things in my life which I need to know , those are such things which i have realised in my life but those things have gone from my life . I want back those things in my life . I want to live with those moments . I have grown in such a manner , that it was a fast movement . it moves in fast with world . It was a really fast moment for my life . It was a fast memories which i kept on my mind but its coming in eyes very slowly , though its a dareness or the hurt moments which is making him no more to come to the real life situation . Real life situation is too good it is giving me nourishment daily and mosturizing me good . I want back those fast movements in my life . Those days were my precious memories and may it come in my life back and live with me . There are more reasons for ascertaing what's good and what's bad in my life . Because its the way of choice . Choice really matters in a person life . A person should be choiceable enoughf in his life . A person should be able to choice the beeter and unique products in his life which will give him support and energy throughout his life .I haven't study well , if I had done good study in my life . I was a good student and I am a college boy . I miss my college a lot . And my college days was really awesome . Everybody love his college days i know , but when i use to recall my college days some sadness comes in my heart . Its because i have done such things in my college that it really don't give me fun , i have fun in my college days but some situations makes me sad its because we was melancholy all day and night . There should be actions in a person life . A person should be actionable in his personality . I want to have a actionable personality in my life . The days are becoming lonely more . Being lonely is also a good way to live a life . It's been evening now and the maxology sound in my ears is numbing my mind in such a manner that its giving me sense of more energy and power . A cup of tea will make me well . ok Its time for the tea now .