chapter 2 her life

i always been alone

everyone hates me

everyone loves me

let's say i'm famous

famous in school

everyone don't no my real identity

they don't know the real reason of my tears and my smile

maybe they know me by name ,by my beauty and by intelligent

yes i'm intelligent

everyone adores me for that

i don't know why but i hate it

i don't like it

i felt like they only love me because of that

even my family don't

i always ask who am i?

why did they left me

i felt alone everytime i'm sad

they disowned me

i'm just a baby but they left me

i think they don't love me

they hate me

they don't care what is my feelings are

what i felt

they exchanged me for 10,000 pesos only

for money

they left me for that

i really hate them

i hate them so much that i want them to die

i'm cruel right

they are cruel

i'm just like them

being like this is so hard

my classmates and my schoolmates tells me that i'm nice ,that do love me ,that they adores me

what's going on when i was a kid my world is like a fantasy all of them love even the people i don't know they Adore's me

they treat me like a princess saying that i'm cute i'm adorable how humble i am really i hate that i am not cute i am not adorable and i am not the sweetest sweetest person they met now how cruel the world is now right i longing for love i hate everyone how i hate myself now as a time i release myself two the darkness and pain but how how could i release myself from the darkness and the paint that everyone he's giving me

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alam ko ang nararamdamn ng writer na to

and pakiramdam ko

ako ang pinapatamaan nya

"ELLIEEEEEEEE"sigaw ng kong sino pero huli na ang lahat nabangga ng isang track na paparating

'iti na ata ang katapusan ng buhay ko'sabi ko sa aking sariling bago ako tuluyang mawalan ng malay

and everything went black