Chapter 8 : Regret.

With those half asleep eyes and those sweet voice whisper, " Andie...".

" Oh!?." : finally being back to her sense. Andie give response,

" Yeah. Did I wake you up?. I came back from washroom.": lying, but those fluttered heart can't lie.

No wonder, Shine Dilbung is half asleep to see her fluttering face and hear those shaky voice. Instead she just whine up to Andie's.

" Then sleep....why are still there?." : mummered Dilbung, as she cling up with Andie over her bed. But still failed to hear the heart throb which is much more louder for that silent night. Sleeping in Andie's arm like a baby seeking much attention from a mother to nurse her.

" Shine Dilbung you can't do this to me. Its gonna be the first and last that I'm letting you hug me. Because, my heart and my mind act up too fast, so I'm afraid I might do so something to you which you might hate it. I like you Dilbung, not as a friend or sister. I don't know where it came from and started it, I just realize when someone confess his love for you, that moment I just feel empty. So, you must, never, try to act out with me okay. Never" : a warmthly smile turns into a warmthly tears.

Only the night know the truth, the confession of her emerge through the wall like its already plan from it to confess without letting her to know it. She didn't have the guts to tell her face up.

As much as she din't notice, Andie's fall deeper for her even though she keep on telling herself that's not the correct choice. It can't be helped, she lost herself within the love for Shine Dilbung.

In the morning, since she din't find herself sleeping with Andie's , just for a moment she thought it might be in her dream.

" Sister Amy. Where is sister Andie?." : asked Dilbung while she is holding the Andie's favourite popsicle in her hand.

" Her?. I din't even she her these morning. Did she went for a walk?. Ahhh.... she love go for a walk." : said Amy as she's working out calculating for the trip expenses.

Dilbung straightly walk over to Angus asking for her.

" Nah, I din't meet up with her. Why?. Did anything happen?." : asked worriedly as he have the aware for her feeling towards Shine Dilbung.

She din't pay much attention for his replied, she just went outside to look for her. And there she saw her sitting at the balcony.

" Sister Andie!. I bought your...." even before she finish up with her words, Andie instantly pretended to be over the phone when she heard the Dilbung voice calling for her.

Dilbung knew what she's up to, cause she is not that fool enough to not know that Andie avoid her. Back view. While Angus came running up at Dilbung and see those sad face of her about to cry in a zero second, clenching the popsicle tightly in her hand.

Melting~drip~drop.

He can't do anything that moment rather than watching her sad face, his heart ache out of jealous, wanna love her more and more so that she can forget to make those face for someone else.

" Ohh! You all are here?." : Amy embrace Dilbung from behind, unaware of the situation. But Dilbung just walk away saying she din't feel well for joining the lunch so instead she gonna take rest.

" Wokey, okay take rest. "

Back view.

Its just that Shine Dilbung want to clarify the things for the thing she did to Andie that even makes to avoid her. Because she feel anxious over thinking she might have done something worse unknowingly. While Andie avoided her being scare for her feeling to noticed by Dilbung, thinking she might hate her or feel disgusted if she learnt about my gender prefer.

Feeling anxious, regretting like hell, blaming everything about the incident to all herself. She furiously rub her hair and let it be the way like before.

Ring~

" Yeah. What!?" : gaps Dilbung , crying over the phone, "Yeah I'll. YEah instantly".

Ran out instantly, without any footware as if the doom is chasing after her, hair being all mess up, that even cover up her tears.

Ring~

" What? Ohh.... okay, okay, i can take care that.": Amy replied like she's talking to ghost.

" What happen? Did uncle scolded you again!?": asked Angus as he is also startled over Amy act.

" Its not uncle. Dilbung, she call me that she is going back. But i din't hear her properly, i think she kinda of crying or running...hmmmmm....its suspicious.": Amy sigh over confused.

Without any second being delay Angus also left the place, with those worried face of him.

" Oh! What's wrong with them!?": Amy sigh but she continue with her lunch.

Angus catch a taxi directly for Dilbung house, she din't pick up his called, more than 30 times yet not pick up, he is worried like hell.

" Grandma, grandma, please..": crying over herself, and ran as fast as she can right after she is out of the taxi. She instantly rush up to the hospital entrance asking for her granny. Seeing her granny lying their on the bed unconsciously with give in oxygen, tears well up, hard to bare the painful sight, granny is all what she have.

She happily look forward to the trip but got regret for being like that and above all that mess up mind.

Heart pounding unsteadily, feeling of choking, lightheaded of mind, Dilbung resist much of her body not to collapse, with those feeling of squeasy. After a muffled voice calling her name, Dilbung only felt a severe pain before passing out.