chapter 01

Year 2020

During the lockdown I was in my home. At home I usually got bored and one day my sister called me and told me you often get bored sometimes in the home, why not play a free fire game with me and my friends and I agreed.

After a few days my sister added someone to the game. She was my sister's friend and her name was "AISHA".

One day I was playing the game alone as my sister was offline that day. After some time, someone invited me and I accepted that request.

When I entered her group I saw there was Aisha. I played games with her continuously for a week and one day I told her that I think I am in love with you. She said, ``How can I accept your proposal as I don't know you? At that very time I was disappointed and I left the game.

After some days my sister again called me and said someone wants to play with you. When I entered the game I saw Aisha was also in the same group and we played a match and I left the game again.

In the evening Aisha sent me a follow request on instagram and i accepted that request. I told her that i think you want to talk to me, she said yes i want to and she continued. She said I am thinking about you nowadays. I said why are you thinking about me! She said when you stopped playing games nothing looked good since then, and she said that i am in love with you.

And then I too accepted her proposal. For some time, our relationship was going on smoothly but after sometime we realised that it was a long-distance relationship but I didn't care about anything.

One day we couldn't communicate with each other because she was busy. At evening time some unknown person called on my phone and told me that I have sent you something. You should check that out and he cut the phone. When I checked that I saw some pics of Aisha and she was sitting with a stranger boy and that too was today's pic. When I saw all this, I didn't react because I had complete trust in Aisha. Then I called that unknown person again but he blocked me. The next day when I talked to Aisha my mind was thinking of yesterday's incident but I didn't say a word to Aisha because I thought that if I told her, she will get hurt and will think that I am doubting her. But I should have told her as I didn't know so many problems were waiting for me. For one year everything was fine but we haven't met physically but we talked on video call and on other social media platforms.

I became very serious about her and I thought she was also serious about me. Once an incident happened to me which I could not share with anyone but at that time I thought there is only one person with whom I can share my problems and I told her that problem and she answered that don't involve me in your problems, handle your problems by yourself. So, I was really hurt but at that time I didn't care again because I didn't want to lose her.

One day my friends added me to a whatsapp group and I saw that Aisha was also in the same group. In the group some friend of mine took the number of Aisha from the group and started talking to Aisha but he didn't know that we were in a relationship. They talked to each other on a daily basis and when I called them they were always busy talking to each other. One day I had a doubt and I asked Aisha why are you always waiting when I called you and she said and she said i am having an important project in school and my friends call me to help me in that project.

And one day I was getting bored at home and my friend called me and said that i am home alone today so we friends will arrange a party tonight in my house and i agreed.

At evening time I left my home for my friend's home. When I reached there I saw all my friends were also there. We all enjoyed it a lot and then i asked the same friend who talked to Aisha that why are you happy these days bro as i didn't know that they talked to each other. He then told me that there is a girl I like very much and I think she likes me too.

And I told him that I haven't told her about your feelings and he said that i haven't talked about that matter till now. And then we all friends forced him to show us the pic of that girl and when he showed us her pics we all got shocked as we saw that it was the pic of nobody else than Aisha. When I saw the Aisha pic I got very angry that time and I said to him , ``Are you mad she is my gf. When he heard all this he said bro i didn't know all this i got her number from the group and when i sent her the message i thought that she will not give me reply but she did gave me a reply and we started to talk with each other.

When i heard all this i called Aisha and asked her about this and she said yes one day someone called me and was asking about i know your bf and he is not a good boy you should leave him and stay with me and when i heard this i cut the call and blocked him.

And said that i was about to say to you but because of projects i couldn't. When I heard this, I started to fight with my friend but my friend told me that Aisha is lying there and nothing happened like she said. He continued that he used to talk to her daily and our call was for about 3 hours everyday. And i said to him that you are lying to me. And then he says that Aisha has no feelings for you, you are only a timepass to her.

When I heard this I became very angry and I left my friends house and all my friends insisted that I stay but I didn't listen and left from there. And I break everything up with my friend. He calls my phone but I block his number. He tries very hard to meet me but I don't. All my friends try to make me understand but I don't listen to them a single word and I break everything up with them also. At that time i thought that nobody is true to me except Aisha and i don't believe in anybody's words. At that time I should have agreed with what my friends were saying but nobody can change the past...