B1, The True Authority
[Pendra's View]
I was being consumed, but not by the Lichtar; that was the stuff that climbed over me. It was the same stuff that tried to snuff out my existence, but it was the hopelessness of it all that consumed me.
What was the point of even trying? I had already hit walls at every turn, so maybe this was better; let it all end now and not have to feel anymore.
Even if I did try, I would just be going back to a world that hated me and gave me everything raw. I was only doing what I was supposed to, and then she came out and changed everything!
Ashia! That Queen was the reason that I was in this spot! There could only be one, but she prevented me from killing our sister and then did something to her, then I lost one of my arms.