Chapter14

#Chapter14

Days pass by without me realizing what's actually going on. I am nothing but a mere spectator, watching somebody else's life unroll in front of my eyes. I am trapped in a shell - a shell made of my deepest fear.

It's amazing what fear can do to a person; it has led me to kill and now to stop living my life and just become a fragment of what I used to be, waiting for something to happen.

Waiting for police to lock me up and accuse me of murder and to make me spend the rest of my life in prison.

I feel like I've just started living the way I should have all along and it's all going to be ripped away from me.

I am so fucking afraid of that happening.