2/06/1956

Dear Diary,

I'm so nervous about Thursday, what if I can't figure out how to dance? What if I forget about it? What if I'm late? I need help! What if Johnson doesn't like me anymore? What if he doesn't like my dress? How do I talk with him? What if I say the wrong thing? What if I fall and ruin my dress?

How does one contain all of their emotions? Why do I ask a diary when I know it cannot answer? Why do I want to tell Johnson I can't make it? What is Agent Johnson's first name? Really, what is his name?

I can't sleep, Diary. I'm too nervous. Agent Carter says that I've been fighting more vigorously. I think it's because I'm stressed. I think I should try to get some sleep, whether I want to or not. I probably won't write until Thursday.

Love from,

~EAZ~