ONLY HUMAN

I cry when no one knows am crying

I smile when everybody's smiling

I really try my best

To be like the rest

I live cause everybody's living

Scared to always keep on giving

It's strange how I don't feel home when at am home

Biggest fear is to end up all alone

Am only human just so you know

I hurt even if I don't let it show

I love it when it's summer

Cause my nights gets a Lil warmer

I hate it when the sky gets sunny

I laugh when nothing's funny

The only way I stay sane

Is hiding all the pain

Most people prefer trips in Fancy cars

I prefer to watch up the stars

It somehow helps my scars

I would stay up at night

To get lost in it's dim light

It really is a beautiful sight

It's a great view

They give the night the light

They give the dark beauty

They give hope

As even in darkness

They remain beautiful

I had friends who betray

Sad thought leads me astray

I drown deep

Everytime I sleep

I die in my dreams

you never hear my screams

Sometimes I gotta let it show

I gotta let you know

I want to me let go

I have things I feel

Cuts I can't seal

Scars i can't heal

My heart breaks

My walls shakes

My scars bleed

My heart pleads

Life is full of greed

Never gives the peace I need

My heart feels Alot of pain

I hide my tears in the rain

I cry for help

I cry as I fall

You ignore my call

Everything will always be the same

No one even knows my name

Cause am just another human

Just a random face

In a busy place

So it doesn't matter

If I break or scatter

No one would care

They all just stare

To them am just another

So no reason to bother