ITS HARD TO BE OK

Playing cool makes me lose my mind

my fake smile made them blind

I can't be someone I don't recognize

Is it worse for me if I show the truth

The truth that am broken to the root

I've been falling fast

No one sees that

The things I go through

I things I don't tell you

Body says take it slow

Eyes say hide don't show

Mind says don't let them know

Heart beats getting low

Playing it cool

Pain gets cruel

Am broken it's true

The things I want to tell you

But what could you do

At night it gets worse

Trapped in the lines I can't cross

She drowned,but she rose

What where she goes

Is a life she never chose

Pretend,pretend,pretend

Keep the smile that is fake

Live on with the scar that ache

Hide your broken bones

Hide the spoken stones

Smile when the pain travels like a river to your bones

Laugh at the table so know one sees the pain

Cause at nights you hurt all over again

And on those nights I died

Cause it never changes no matter how hard I've tried

No matter how hard I cried