The Advent Of Head*

Fuck my life. This chapter was hard to write. I think I broke my spine from all the cringe. I have read much more cringe fanfics from this web but writing it is another thing. I feel like dying.

ON another note:

I'm not gonna lie with you guys, I think armin is quite fuckable. no homo.

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[Eren POV]

Humans are cowards.

They hide their insecurities behind a shell of glory. Common folklore supposes that Napoleon compensated for his lack of height by seeking power, war, and conquest. There have been countless other people going down in history with their secrets. They would deny it but it will always show itself when the time comes.

Thus, a strong man would have an equally strong weakness. Some monks were known to have accepted their weaknesses and turned them into their strengths.

I call that bullshit. Acknowledging the existence of a problem does not solve it. It is simply easier to endure it.

I was afraid.

I felt sick whenever I thought about the outcome. It was like someone was pouring cold water over my head. The torrent of emotions intensified every time I looked at her.

Mikasa.

Why does it have to be like this?

I didn't even realize my growing feelings for her. I felt happy when I thought about being together with her, but I also felt empty thinking about her inevitable death. She'd leave me at some point in time.

I can stop it with a drop of my blood but that is akin to cursing her.

Our relationship was complicated. The age difference would not be looked at favorably by the public eye, and that is not a wrong reaction.

An adult should never harbor indecent thoughts toward a child.

{I can feel a 'but' coming.} The voice inside my head whispered and I let out a sigh in admittance.

"But I'm immortal." These words were more than enough to self-justify my actions. At some point, I would be older than this planet, age would lose meaning to me. I might even lose my mind and fall for inanimate objects.

{How does that justify your pedophilia?}

It means that what I am doing right now is inevitable.

{Excuses.}

You're free to think what you want. I thought so and reached out my hand to move the hair from her face.

"I like Mikasa."

{Your feelings will shift once she dies though.}

Maybe.

However, that is not going to stop me from being together with her.

{How romantic…}

…..Weren't you mad at me?

{Did you say something?}

…..No.

{Good.}

"Hwwaaa~ Good..morning Eren" Mikasa interrupted my thoughts with a greeting after waking up. I was about to do the same but my lips were already occupied by hers. Her kissing skills were honestly, improving at a rapid rate. Though with the numerous makeout sessions we had previously, even a novice would improve.

With her small body on top of me, she twirled her tongue inside my mouth and stopped only after feeling my boner. She sat up straight with her small butt resting on my crotch. "Let's do it." She spoke out while moving her hips back and forth to grind me.

"No." Her movements came to a halt at that and she looked at me with frustrated eyes. "Why not?" She asked with an exasperated expression. "You're too young." I answered. "It's not the morals that are holding me back. Believe me, I left that behind after seeing the actions of a certain god. I do not wish to harm you. If we had sex now, your butt would be torn apart. You won't even be able to take half of my length with your mouth."

She narrowed her eyes at my response and slowly put her hand inside my pants. The squinted eyes slowly became as big as saucers as she felt up the entire thing.

"…..I can...survive that." She spoke between breaths while looking at me. "I can heal eren. I can even regenerate my limbs. There is a limit to how many times I can do that but I can survive this if we do it once."

Without giving me a chance to speak she bit her hand and the ground shook. A yellow lightning bolt tore through the ground and hit her, vaporizing her body and regenerating it, only this time, additional layers of flesh formed around her like a shell taking shape.

Our home would've been wrecked if not for my dynamic vision. With a light tap of my foot, the ground around us spread apart with a pit forming below her.

Her transformation came to completion, revealing a titan with various features. Shirt dark hair, crystal armor plates, a 20m titan brimming with energy, and dull eyes.

The behemoth moved its head toward me, meeting my gaze and steam let out from its nape to reveal her.

There was a slight trace of fatigue but she was okay nonetheless.

"That was the first time I transformed."

"Hm."

"Aren't you curious about it?"

"Not as much as you would think."

"Then we.."

"No."

"....Please?"

"I can let you suck me if you promise to sit on my face after that."

Believe it or not, I was quite turned on by her display of power. It wasn't much compared to mine, but it was still strong.

{You're just happy that you can have your way with her without harming her.}

Yes.

{Isn't the development too fast?}

I don't care.

I debated with the voice inside my head while looking at Mikasa standing straight. Her small body barely reached my waist, so there was no need to kneel. Slowly wrapping her hands around my pants, she pulled them down to reveal my meat rod.

The already-hardened penis of mine jerked up and rested on top of her head. It didn't take an expert to know what happened next.

With quick sniffs and small pecks on my shaft, she held it with both hands and pointed it down.

"Itadakimasu~" Saying that she took in as much as she could down her throat.

Thus started our degeneracy.

With me laying down on the bed and my meat inside her mouth.

It was a long night.

A night that I enjoyed.

For even though I could never sleep, I received head from the most beautiful girl.