future

please v. help me. it may be embarrassing for us both but safety matters. after all putting each other at risk like that wouldnt be great." he said as he was panting. his body is heating up real fast. "alright lets go then" i replied with a sigh it may be embarrassing but he was right. afterall we were the only ones in the world who had a different organ layout. i got up to help seb stand up. i could tell he was trying to stand up by himself, but his body was weak at this point so he was very unstable. i had to quickly run over to help him stand still. he hung on to me tightly, he was breathing hot air on the back of my neck which made me feel very sorry for him. we both walked slowly to the bathroom, when we go there i had him lean by the wall to hold on to himself whilst i prepared the shower for him. whilst i was preparing the cold shower for him i heard a collapse. i quickly ran out of the shower to seb who was now lying on the ground unconsious. i grabbed by his arms and pulled him in the shower to cool him off. but there was a problem. the shower was made for one person. i couldnt get us both in there. so i had to sit on sebs lap and place cold water on him. his body had steam come of him as the cold water touched him. at this rate if he doesnt wake up i will get sick as well.

when i was about to get up and grab a towel to dry myself, seb suddenly pinned me to the bathroom floor. i couldnt do anything, my body was weak against his. it would have to be a miracle for me to break free from his strength. all i could do was stare into his eyes. his eyes that could see right through me. he leaned in to kiss me, gently places his lips on mine. he was so careful, he carefully loosened up his grip. he slowly kissed my neck, chest stomach, my thighs leaving little marks. how would i be able to tell him about this. seb is obviously not himself, but he was acting as himself, but something was clearly telling me this wasnt him. "s-seb please stop." i whispered in slight pain as he was leaving more love bites. "v. do you not like it." he said as he looked me in the eyes with sorrow. "seb please wake up. it hurts." i said with tears forming in my eyes. after said it hurts i could see sebs reaction change as if he had snapped out of it. he quickly backed away as if he was scared of what he has seen. i slowly got up rubbing the back of my head which still hurt from that impact against the floor. "you backed of quite quickly with fear. why. do you not like me?" i said with tears rolling down my face as i hid my face in the towel next to me. "what happened. d-did i do those?" he stuttered whilst pointing at the love bites. "seb this was all your work. i need to lie down. i didnt get enough sleep last night." i said slowly getting up. at few attempts on getting up i nearly fell on the floor but caught myself. i had to hold on the wall as i walked towards my bed, when i got near my room everything went black. i collapsed on the floor. i heard someone running towards me and that was all i could remember.

i woke up to seeing sebs scared face next to mine. everything was so bright. it seems as if seb took me to the hospital. i looked around and saw chris worried aswell. thats when i knew something wasnt right. chris was walking about hetting his equipment ready. seb was saying "v. please wake up" tears falling down his face. "whats going on?" i asked. both of them looked at me in shock. "vala. you sudenly collapsed with a very high fever. that fever put you in a coma. there was no sign of a beat in your organ. which made us think you died. " chris said with a face so pale as if he had seen a ghost. "are you saying that i died?" i asked in confusion. " thats what i think had happened. you are indeed lucky to be able to live after that fever. your bodies temperature rose up to 60°C. a normal human being wouldnt have been able to withstand it. you were able to survive it. sebs body temperature also rose up to 60°C when he came in here with you. his body isnt as fragile as yours is. you had injured yourself and your womb meaning that your body wasnt able to rest properly from those injuries. in sebs case when he got the fever he lost control of his senses and became very lustful in this case." he coughed as he stated the last part. i looked at my body and saw so many bruises on my chest, stomach and thighs. i looked at seb who was standing in the corner with a bright red face. he was unable to accept this embarrassment when me and chris looked at him. " you also have injured your head during sebs lusfull moment. meaning that you have lost some memories. im not certain which ones but the injuries suggest you may have lost a few of them." chris said, as he checked the back of my head. "it may have also impacted on your vital emotions. so you wont be able to feel some emotions for a while i think. " chris said with a slight concerned look on his face. seb was still unable to look me in the eye after looking at my body. or to be exact what he did. i looked at seb "seb please come and sit down. you scared me back then." i said quietly. i could feel abit of tears forming in my eyes. i wasnt feeling sad but scared. i was scared that seb was going to leave me after what he had done. i felt tears rolling down my face i curled up to calm myself but i couldnt stop these tears anymore. i covered my face with my hands to avoid them two from seeing these tears but it was too late both of them saw my tears and quickly ran over to try and calm me down. seb sat right next to me hugging me and started crying himself. all i could do was grab on tightly to seb. "why cant i just be happy for once in my life without something bad happening?" i muttered.