Thirty Eight : Winter Flower

warning! This chapter contains adult scenes!!

Kim Sora POV,

December 16, 2019,

I closed the door to my apartment and walked into the living room. It's 8.30pm now, and I just arrived home after a day at Minerva, completing my f&b payment report to suppliers.

I spent 5 days resting at home due to fever and flu. Every day Sunmi always came to visit me even if only for a short time. Actually, I'm getting better two days ago, but Sunmi insisted on forcing me to rest at home.

So far nothing has happened to me. No threatening messages came in or anything else. I'm grateful, maybe the perpetrator was scared after finding out that the police are currently investigating.

I sat on the sofa and looked at the small red Camellia in front of me. One day after the rabbit terror, Sunmi brought me this flower plant from Minerva. She thought this plant can be a substitute for Namjoon, and hopes that I can feel better if I can take care of it every day.

I turned on my cellphone screen. There was no message from Namjoon. On the day we fought, I sent him a message to apologies to him. I also told about all the details of the incident and what I felt at that time.

The next day he called me and apologized for our fight. He said that we should discuss and resolve this face to face. He didn't want to misunderstand again when we talked about it on the phone / message.

So, during these 5 days, we only exchanged messages to asking each other's news or other small things. To be honest I really miss him right now. Besides that, it feels like there are still things that are stuck between us that we haven't finished yet, so sometimes I feel awkward when exchanging messages with him. I don't know if he feels the same way or not.

I feel tired because of many thoughts that are going through my head. I massaged my forehead and headed for the bathroom, maybe a warm bath can make my mind a little calmer.

After finishing the shower I immediately changed into my nightgown. I wear black satin pajamas with short. I saw the clock showed 9.30pm. I still have time to read something, I thought.

Then I climbed into my bed and took a book from the bed table. I was just reading 2 pages when I heard my apartment doorbell ring. I wonder who visited me this late. I put my book back on the table and put on my robe before heading towards the entrance.

"Ye?", I replied while pressing the intercom

I saw a person in a gray hoodie standing with his back to the camera. My heart suddenly beats very fast, I squinted my eyes trying to recognize that person. I squealed in surprise, When the hoodie man turned and looked at the intercom.

"Jagiya~ !!", called me

Namjoon waved while showing his dimples at the camera. A big smile immediately crossed my face as I walked toward the door.

"Jagiya~, you're back?!", I said cheerfully when opening the door for him

"Annyeong", he replied smiling at me

"Bogo sippoyo!", I said hugging his waist tightly

"Nado", replied Namjoon holding my body with his hands

I let go of my hug and invited him in.

"When did you arrive, Jagiya~?", I asked as I invited him to sit in the living room

"This afternoon, however, we had to continue training right away so I haven't had time to tell you. Mian (sorry). Oh, Camellias!", He said when he sat on the sofa and pointed to the Camellias flower pot

"I really like it, thank you Jagi, I will take care of it with all my heart", I replied smiling at him

"Gomawo", he replied smiling

"Are you sleeping?", He asked when he saw my clothes

"Ah, not yet. I'm still reading something", I replied, fixing my robe

"Am I bothering you? I can come back tomorrow, if you want to sleep now", replied Namjoon nervously

"Ani. Gwaenchana ", I replied shaking my head

"How are you now? Are you feeling better?", Asked Namjoon, looking at me gently

"Ye. I'm okay", I replied

"I want to apologize to you Jagi, for talking harshly to you at that time. I'm very worried about your situation, I'm afraid something will happen to you", said Namjoon, rubbing his face that looked tired. "Ah, I feel really sorry for you for being insensitive. You must be in a state of fear and depression because of that incident, but I was screaming at you", he continued while lowering his face

"Jagiya~, it's okay. I'm sorry too. And thank you for worrying about me. But now as you can see, I'm fine. I don't receive bad messages anymore. And so far no incident whatsoever happened to me. I am very grateful. Looks like the perpetrator is afraid because this has been handled by the police", I replied smiling while holding his hand

"Jinjja??Thank goodness, I can't focus while I'm in Japan, anyway. I think I want to hurry back to Seoul to accompany you", replied Namjoon squeezed my hand

"Now you're here", I replied smiling at him

"Ye. Then what are the results of the police investigation?", He asked again

"This morning the police just contacted me. They said that the results of CCTV checks around Minerva could not provide an answer to where the perpetrator came from and which direction the perpetrator went, because there were several damaged CCTVs from these shops. Then from the gift box, the perpetrator's fingerprints were not found. There are only Aeri, Yunsu and mine's fingerprints. Looks like the culprit used gloves when preparing the gift. The police said that this act seemed very well thought out, so it was quite difficult to track it down", I replied seriously

"Does that mean the culprit is not an amateur?", Asked Namjoon worriedly

"Not really. The police said, if you look at the wounds on the rabbit's neck, it looks like the perpetrator did it hesitantly, like it was the first time they doing it, "I replied again

"How about Park Minwoo?", Asked Namjoon again

"Minwoo said that, every morning as usual he was jogging at 6 a.m. then came back at 7. The police had checked and confirmed what Minwoo said was true because he was recorded on CCTV around his apartment during that time. And not seen around Minerva at that hour", I replied

"So he was not the culprit?", Asked Namjoon frowning

"Yeah. Besides, the handwriting on the card is not his handwriting", I added again

"Are there any more suspects?", He asked

"Not yet. Regarding the destruction of tires and even those bad messages, they have not got anything. Maybe because the incident had passed long enough that the clue was gone", I replied grimly

"Hhhh ​​... the culprit is still out there. He still can do something. I think we have to do something, Jagiya~", said Namjoon stroking my hair

"Like what, jagi?", I asked quietly

"Bodyguard?", Asked Namjoon, looking at me

"Ani. No, I don't want a bodyguard, Jagi", replied sullenly

"Can the police give you a bracelet or a button for emergency calls? So when something happens to you, they can quickly find you", said Namjoon, raising his eyebrows

"Sunmi asked this too to the police, but because there hasn't been any incident so far to prove that my situation is in danger, they can't provide the tools for me", I said shrugging

"Do I need to hire a detective to investigate this? Because it looks like the police are at a dead end. Or are they not seriously investigating this incident because they think this is just a fad?", Namjoon said while combing his hair with his fingers

"I think it's too much to hire a detective. Let's just entrust it to the police, I'm sure there will definitely be an enlightenment from this investigation", I replied holding his hand. "I'll be fine, don't worry too much, Jagiya~. From now on I will always carry a stun gun and paper spray in my bag", I replied trying to calm him down

"I hope you always carry those tools wherever you go. I hope nothing will happen to you again Jagi", said Namjoon hugging me

"Ye", I replied as I closed my eyes enjoying this comfortable feeling

"Anyway, I have something for you," said Namjoon, releasing his hug and looking for something in his bag. Then he took out his cellphone and Bluetooth AirPods from his bag. "I made a song for you," he said as he put the airpods to my ear

"A Song?", I asked, widened my eyes looking at him

"Actually, this is a collaboration song with my favorite artist. Younha sunbaenim (designation for seniors). Her management called us a few weeks ago and asked me to collaborate with her. I was very happy, it's like a dream come true", wide smile spread across his face

"When I heard the song, I immediately thought of you. So I decided to accept it and put my rap into this song ", he replied with a slightly embarrassed face

"Will this song be released soon?", I asked him

"It will be released in early January, and will be included in the Younha sunbaenim's new album. But I want you to hear it first, because I wrote this song for you. I hope you like it", replied Namjoon showing his dimples

I was speechless, I just looked at him with emotion.

He started playing a song from his cell phone. The song starts with the piano sound as the intro. I immediately felt goosebumps on my body.

"Hold on, hold on, hold on

Freezing cold wind of the winter

Blooming alone under the deep footsteps

I'm lost trying to find the reasons

I was born and I met you"

My gaze turned to the Camellias in front of me.

"The sighs are frozen tears

Abandoned dreams give birth to other wounds Where is the end of this season

If there's eternity

Hold on, hold on, hold on"

I bit my lower lip and looked at Namjoon who smiled gently at me.

"I will take it away before you stumble

(Hold on, hold on)

I will stay by your side until you survive

Hold on, hold on)

I hope you bloom"

I sighed, somehow this song makes my chest tight. I looked at the almond colored eyes in front of me when I heard RM perform his rap part, I feel like RM is talking to me.

"Why did I meet you

Here, now, this winter day

When I close my eyes, spring seems so far away And there's only cold breaths here

I was born in crimson from the blood

You shed this harsh winter

Plum blossom, Camellia, Daffodil

Yeah, call me whatever you want

They say life is full of paradox

All you gotta do is gettin 'used to this marathon "Do you think the world is harsh on you only? Everyone has it hard "

To the grown up you

Those words can't be your consolation

Listen carefully, winter

You made me bloom

Now I will send forth my blue aroma with my branches

I'll show you that there's another sky

I'll call forth the autumn that was once like you"

I feel my tears flow slowly down my cheeks. I shut my mouth to stop my sobs. I shifted my gaze to another direction so that Namjoon didn't see my tears.

"The white light is the frozen sun

Even if I continue to exist like the hidden moon Where is the end of waiting

If there's a start

Hold on, hold on, hold on"

"I will take it away before you stumble

(Hold on, hold on)

I will stay by your side until you survive

(Hold on, hold on)

I hope you bloom"

"I never forget your warmth

I'll be the winter flower be the dancing star

I'll be by your side (stay)

I'm with you"

I can't hold back my sobs. My tears keep flowing and won't stop.

"I will take it away before you stumble

I will stay by your side until you survive

I hope you bloom"

I covered my face with my hands.

"I hope you bloom

I hope you bloom

I hope you bloom

I hope you bloom"

Namjoon pulled me into his arms.

"Ssshh ... ", Namjoon calmed me down while hugging me tightly

I cried in his arms. He removes airpods from my ears and puts them on table. This song is so beautiful, it gives me hope for my current situation.

"Hold on, Sora. I will stay by your side until you get through this, until you bloom beautifully. I will give you the warm world you need", Namjoon said kissing my head

"Gomawo. I'm very lucky to have you", I replied slowly

We hugged for a few minutes until i stopped crying. Then He let go of his hug and wiped the tears on my cheeks. He cupped my face with his hands.

"I love you", said Namjoon Gently

He kissed my forehead, my two eyelids, my nose. then his lips kissed my cheeks, down to my chin and finally brushed his lips with mine. Sobs slowly came out of my mouth.

Namjoon deepens his kiss as if drinking all the suffering inside of me. The intensity of the kiss made me cling to him as the only solid thing in this dizzy swaying world.

His insistent mouth was parting my shaking lips, sending wild tremors along my nerves. Evoking from my sensations I had never known I was capable feeling.

I felt like the time stopped when his tongue met mine, hungry and intense. The wave of warmth washing over my doubts. There's raw emotion in the way his fingers curled around my body.

My heart skipped a beat when Namjoon lifted me into his lap. My hands run slowly up into his soft hair. Our tongues dance together with wild movements. His hand moved slowly stroking my calf and moved up to my thigh.

I gasped. Namjoon breaks his kiss and looks at me with his eyes filled with passion.

"Jagiya~, if you don't want to do it, I'll stop it right now. Because I want you so badly, I don't think I can stand it. Please, say something, jagi ... ", Said Namjoon with a heavy breath and a deep husky voice

My heart is beating so fast. I looked into his almond eyes. I kissed his lips, but Namjoon stopped me.

"Please Jagi, say something ..", said Namjoon insistently

"I want you too", I replied quietly, looking into his eyes

"I warned you, jagi", said Namjoon huskily, he struggled to swallow his saliva

Before I could answer, Namjoon pulled me in, claiming my mouth again, hungry. All my body reacted to him instinctively. I nearly forgot to breathe. I gave in, I kissed him back as intense as his lips did. He shuddered and there's a sound from the back of his throat, half growl, half moan.

His fingers traced slowly down to my spine. Little shivers of pleasure shot through me as he deepened the kiss, parting my lips. I stopped thinking. I pressed my body against him. Digging my fingers into his hair.

His hands were on my thighs. His tongue slips inside my mouth, gentle but demanding. My veins throbbed and my heart exploded. I have never wanted anyone like this before. Ever.

Slowly His lips moved to my ear. He whispered my name. His warm breath send a tingling sensation over my body. Then he gently bit my earlobe. I moan softly. My fingers gripped his hair, pulling him closer.

His lips then move down to give a kiss along my neck. He licked, sucked and bit my neck, leaving a red, wet trail all over my neck. A long moan escaped my mouth. I closed my eyes, giving in to the pleasures that come insistently.

By the time, I didn't realize that his fingers had already slip under my robe. I can feel his warm hands touching my stomach.

"Jagiii ....", I curling my toes

His fingers trying to untie the straps of my robe. With trembling hands I helped him take off my robe. His hands were moving down, under my satin pajamas. His fingers skimming over my skin, sending a rush of blood to every part of my body.

"Shit!", Said Namjoon frustrated

His fingers struggled to unbutton my pajamas.

"Sorry Jagiya~, I'll buy you ten new pajamas", said Namjoon while tearing my pajamas until all the buttons were scattered around us

I squealed. I was surprised by what Namjoon just did. He took off my pajamas and threw it on the floor.

"Gosh! You are so beautiful", he said in a low voice while looking at my chest that opened before him

I blushed and tried to cover it with my hands.

"Hajima, let me look at you. You are so beautiful, Kim Sora ", he said hoarsely, looking into my eyes gently, while his hand held mine so as not to cover my chest

Slowly his gaze fell from my eyes to my face, then to my lips until finally his gaze was fixed on my chest. He swallowed hard, then he kissed me very gently and put my hands on his shoulders. my fingers gripped his shoulder tightly to support my limp body.

And his hands touched my breasts. With a circular motion he squeezed both of them gently. He groaned wildly. Then his lips move down towards my breasts. My heart was pounding violently. I bit my lip when his tongue moves around my nipple.

"Aaahh ....", I moan loudly

His tongue continued to lick my nipples. my hands gripped his hair tightly.

"Jagi, please..", I sighed in frustration

Namjoon alternately sucks my nipples, soft and delicate, hard and wild. It felt like there were hundreds of fireworks exploding in my body, wanting more and more.

I sighed in pleasure and closed my eyes. I pressed my body tightly against him. Namjoon's fingers move wildly all over my body.

"I really want you", said Namjoon looking at me and giving a kiss full of passion then he carried me to the bedroom. I put my hands around his neck. I'm half naked, but namjoon is still fully dressed.

He laid me down on the bed slowly. Then took off his hoodie and sweatshirt in a hurry. I looked at him with my mouth open.

His broad chest looks awesome. His abs look toned and tantalizing. I blinked a few times trying to realize myself that the man standing in front of me was real.

I wet my lips when Namjoon moves toward me. And he just bent over me and looked at me longingly and full of love.

"You're so beautiful, Jagiya~, I really love you ", he whispered softly

My body is shaking craving his touch, wanting his lips to touch mine.

"I love you too, jagi ...", I muttered

But he hasn't moved an inch, his body and hands are still motionless. Only his eyes that look hungry staring at my whole body. My head felt dizzy. I really want him now. Wanted his lips to touch mine. Wanted his hands to explore my body.

I raised my hand to touch his chest, felt soft and pleasant. My fingers move slowly touching the muscles in his stomach. Namjoon closed his eyes and groaned.

"pleasee jagi", I begged so weakly, it sounded like sobbing

Finally Namjoon drew the distance between us. His kiss was like a soothing oasis in the desert. The touch of his fingers calmed my trembling body.

I put my arm around his neck. Namjoon rubbed his chest against mine, sending electric shocks that spread down the tips of my toes.

"mmmmhhhhh", Namjoon groaned

I grabbed his shoulder as he sucked my neck. His hand moved down to touch my hips. Slowly he took off my shorts. His thumb played with the lace of my panties, causing me to press my body tightly against him. My hands moved wildly across his back when he has managed to remove my underwear.

"oohhh ...", I sighed when I felt something hard press against my stomach

My hands moved down looking for his pants. With trembling hands I tried to unbutton his trousers. But Namjoon's hand grabbed mine and locked it above my head.

He crushed my lips greedily while he took off his pants with one hand. And put his body between my legs. His hand touched my inner thigh and continued to move until he found the core of my body. His fingers gently massage my clit. a long, wild groan came from my mouth. I can't think, it's too overwhelming.

I managed to get my hand out of his hand. My fingers groped his whole body as if they never had enough.

"You're wet", he whispered hoarsely

He brushed the hair that covered my face. He smiled showing his dimples at me. "Saranghae,", he said softly

Namjoon lifted my left leg a little so he could fix his position. His warm hand stroked my cheek, then I felt a gentle pressure, I closed my eyes, a soft voice filled with pleasure escaped my mouth. And I felt he was in me. We stared at each other.

"Saranghae", my voice sounded tight, like there was something in my throat

Namjoon kissed me and intertwined our fingers. Then he started moving slowly. Soft moans heard between our kisses, our bodies tangled with each other. feels perfect, like we were created to fill each other up.

A loud groan came out of Namjoon's mouth as I moved slowly to keep up with his movements. His mouth left mine and began to suck my breasts.

Namjoon pumped faster. The sound of suction, moaning and sighing filled my room. We were immersed in blinding pleasures. He pressed his body deeply against mine.

I held my breath as the circle of pleasure grew stronger and I could feel the moments of explosive satisfaction approaching and drawing nearer.

I wrapped my legs around Namjoon's waist just before the circle exploded. My screams echoed as the final climax struck. I felt his body shake, tremble, his arm muscles tighten and tighten as he pumps faster, harder.

Then he screams in the same wildness while clutching my body tightly. We hugged, panting, our wet skin sticks together, until finally the awareness of time and place hits us again.

Namjoon slowly rolled over me and lay flat on his back, his hand still holding mine.

"Wow, that was amazing", said namjoon gasping

I turned my face to look at him, his chest moving up and down with his rapid breathing. His eyes were closed and a smile spread across his face. I closed my eyes, enjoying the lingering feelings after making love.

"Did I hurt you, jagi?", Namjoon's face appeared in front of me

"Ani", I replied softly, stroking his face

He pulled me into his arms, our legs tangled together. I wiped the sweat on his chest and we didn't say anything else, we just kept quiet and enjoyed our moment.

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